Chapter 377: Since I can't let it go
The illness came like a mountain, Mu Qingyou was sick at this time, and lay in bed for two or three days, under the careful care of Chen Meiru, Mu Qingyou's condition that had been repeated again and again finally stabilized.
After getting better, Mu Qingyou refused Chen Meiru's request and still insisted on living in the apartment, Chen Meiru couldn't resist her, and there was no way to take her, so she had to give up.
A serious illness made Mu Qingyou's originally thin body look even thinner.
Opening the balcony, Mu Qingyou wore a scarf on his shoulders, sat on the hanging chair on the balcony with a pale face, took a blanket and covered his body, and lazily basked in the sun.
During this time, the most common thing Mu Qingyou did was to be in a daze, and she found that her heart was empty, in addition to pain, it still hurt.
Since that day, Mu Qingyou has never seen Lin Mufan again, and she didn't take the initiative to call him like before.
Mu Qingyou knew that he didn't want to face herself, so she didn't dare to take the initiative to look for him.
The relationship between the two, after the incident of Qi Ziwei, completely changed, Lin Mufan was unwilling to pay attention to Mu Qingyou, and Mu Qingyou also wisely chose not to worry about Lin Mufan.
Two people who were originally close to each other were like two intersecting parallel lines in an instant, and they could no longer find the point where they intersected.
For Lin Mufan's actions, Mu Qingyou did not have the slightest sense of blame, she knew that in a situation like herself, he would escape, and he would not know how to face it, it was a matter of common sense.
And during this time, Mu Qingyou also thought a lot, about the future of herself and Lin Mufan, originally, Mu Qingyou was thinking about divorce, so that Lin Mufan could pursue his own happiness again, and she left the city.
However, after the events of that day, Mu Qingyou didn't dare to ask for a divorce, she thought, so be it, just like Lin Mufan said, what you should suffer by yourself, just bear it.
If one day, Lin Mufan wants to understand, files for divorce, and leaves again, what qualifications does he have to ask Lin Mufan now?
After more than half a month, Mu Qingyou still didn't have any news about Lin Mufan, half a month, she stayed in the apartment, refusing to have any contact with the outside world, except for the occasional phone call from her parents and Chen Meiru, basically, Mu Qingyou didn't contact anyone else.
No one knew that Mu Qingyu was torturing herself, and she was punishing herself in this way.
Every day, the first thing Mu Qingyou opens his eyes to is to wrap himself in a blanket to the hanging chair on the balcony, curl up, and look out of the window in a distracted manner, no matter whether it is cloudy or sunny, it has never stopped.
On a rainy day, the cold of Mu Qingyou began again and again, but she endured it and insisted on not using medicine, so repeatedly tormented herself, and after half a month, Mu Qingyou suffered a big circle.
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Qi Ziwei sat in the living room, smoking a cigarette in a big gulp, and in the ashtray in front of him, a high layer of cigarette butts had been stacked, as if he was addicted, Qi Ziwei smoked one after another, and the whole room was filled with a strong smell of tobacco.
Yao Jing saw such a scene as soon as he came in, he couldn't help frowning, walked in front of Qi Ziwei, reached out and snuffed out the cigarette in his hand, and said in a deep voice: "You don't want to die?" ”
Since Mu Qingyou ran out of here on that day, although Qi Ziwei pretended to be a nobody, he went to Qi's family every day to report, but those who knew him knew that Qi Ziwei had changed.
Now as long as he gets off work, he locks himself in the house, smoking cigarettes without his life, or he is pouring alcohol without his life, which makes Yao Jing very unbearable.
"You're here." Qi Ziwei didn't care about Yao Jing's actions, turned his head and poured himself a glass of spirits, tilted his head, and drank it in one gulp.
Yao Jing looked at him and said helplessly: "How long do you still want to practice yourself?" Even if you are like this, Mu Qingyou will not feel distressed, she hates you, Ziwei, she hates you, do you understand? ”
When Qi Ziwei heard this, he sneered: "I know, how could I not know." ”
That day, she told herself in front of herself, and she hated herself.
Qi Ziwei glanced at Yao Jing and told him with his eyes, he didn't need to deliberately stimulate himself, he knew it.
Yao Jing looked at Qi Ziwei and said, "Since you know that she hates you, what are you doing now?" Ziwei, you've disappointed me so much. ”
When Qi Ziwei heard Yao Jing's words, he laughed even louder: "I never let you expect anything from me, did I?" ”
Yao Jing snatched the wine glass from Qi Ziwei's hand and threw it to the ground, accusing him angrily: "Who sued me for revenge?" Who sued me, no matter what decision I made, I would not regret it? ”
"You look at yourself, do you know what you're doing now? For a woman who no longer loves you, how long do you have to toss yourself? Qi Ziwei, when will you be able to completely sober up? She doesn't love you anymore, you just drink yourself to death, smoke yourself to death, and she won't feel the slightest bit distressed. ”
"For the sake of a woman, you are still a man, are you still a man?"
Qi Ziwei's face changed slightly, he raised his head, looked at Yao Jing's angry face, hooked his lips, and laughed self-deprecatingly: "You're right, I'm not a man, I just care, I can't let go, Yao Jing, I can't let go." ”
"Since you can't let it go, then go and grab it, you have a fart for self-love and self-pity here, will the curtain come back to you? Since you can't let it go, then use all means, unscrupulous means to snatch Mu Qingyou to your side, even if you force her to stay by your side, and snatch her from Lin Mufan's hands. Yao Jing said angrily.
Qi Ziwei's body was stunned, and he looked at Yao Jing in front of him in disbelief.
He......
What did he say?
Yao Jing looked at Qi Ziwei, who was stunned, and said, "You heard it right, if you really can't let go of the quiet curtain, then go and grab it, it's yours to grab it." ”
Saying that, Yao Jing informed Qi Ziwei of the life of Mu Qingyou and Lin Mufan during this time: "I heard that after that day, Lin Mufan and Mu Qingyou had a big quarrel, and then Mu Qingyou had a serious illness, and Lin Mufan was out on a business trip and didn't care about Mu Qingyou's illness at all. ”
"There has been a gap between the two of them, I heard that Mu Qingyou also asked for a divorce, but Lin Mufan angrily refused, Ziwei, if you really can't let go of this woman, now is the best breakthrough."
Yao Jing thought for a while and reminded Qi Ziwei: "I think you haven't forgotten that the Lin family's family rules are very strict." ”