Ziying looked at Zhen Pingle, her eyes were cool and cool, "But, why can't he accommodate me?" Why couldn't he take the first step? ”

Zhen Pingle was asked suddenly, and looked at Ziying a little stunned.

Ziying shook her head, her tone was very desolate and helpless, like an old man who had traveled a long distance, her body and mind were already very tired, but she still had to persevere, because she still had thoughts.

"If you like someone, you will never just think in your heart, you must be more of a cousin in life, you will do a lot of things for that person, you will become stupid and simple, you will silently guard, but you never ask for anything in return. Simply loving someone, there are not so many worries, only thinking about making him happy, just seeing him happy, as long as he smiles, she can feel that everything is worth it......"

Zi Ying closed her eyes, "However, Commander Xiao has not done anything, it shows that he likes me, he is willing to be with me, he will marry me, and even be born, old, sick and die...... I thought about many, many reasons, and I couldn't think of why he couldn't take that step for me, why couldn't he make the right choice for me and him? As long as it's his decision, I can actually accept it, but why can't he see what I'm expecting? ”

"Since he can know my trouble, then he must have seen my intentions, he watched me struggle with pain, but he would not help me end my pain, how cruel he was! If he doesn't refuse but doesn't accept it, he uses me like this and sees me sad, doesn't he have a heart? There's only one reason, he doesn't like me, he has someone else in his heart, and everyone is just accommodating to him......"

"And why should I accommodate him for the sake of him? He's waiting for me to change. Why didn't he change himself? I didn't want to see it clearly, I just wanted to let myself pretend not to know, so that I could lie to myself for a while. But the eldest lady wants me to come to my senses, what else can I do, I have to recognize it clearly, and the one who should be broken will be broken, in fact, it's not a big deal, right......"

"Purple Oriole......" Zhen Pingle looked at Ziying sluggishly, his heart hurt, "I'm sorry." I'm sorry, I'm sorry ......"

She didn't know that Ziying had so many wounds hidden in her heart, as an important person in the cause of the incident. Zhen Pingle felt that she had done something stupid.

"I didn't know you were so uncomfortable, I didn't know...... I just thought that you were just a little bit behind, just one person was just a push. But ......"

"I'm sorry. It's all my fault, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for him, I'm sorry for you, I'm just a selfish person, I'm not worthy of your liking, I'm not worth it, you ......" Zhen Pingle left tears. "I'm sorry for you, Purple Warbler. I'm sorry for you! ”

Ziying also cried, not the kind of forbearance crying, but a small sob, which slowly turned into a sad cry, as if she was going to cry out her heart, and it made people feel desperate when she heard it.

Zhen Pingle slowly stood up and walked towards Ziying, tears falling down uncontrollably, "Don't cry, Ziying, I want to cry when you cry, don't cry, I won't force you, okay?" ”

Zhen Pingle really hopes that if time can be reversed, not only will she not let Ziying face her heart today, but she will also do it earlier, as early as when Xiao Duo and Ziying still have no feelings, she will not be self-righteous and pull the marriage line and tie Ziying and Xiao Duo together.

Zhen Pingle knew very well in her heart that Xiao Duo's mind was not straightforward, whether it was with Ziying or with any other woman, it was unfair to others, but she only saw Xiao Duo's excellence and ignored Xiao Duo's inner flaws.

Xiao Duo is not a person who will give up lightly, then, Zhen Pingle is not a person who will turn back, for Ziying, the biggest harm is that her two most important people poured salt on her wounds at the same time, but Ziying still has to pretend that it doesn't matter, she can't see it, she keeps lying to herself, deceiving others, and then she has to get by.

How helpless and painful, but who sees her sadness?

"Miss, I don't want to, I don't want to, but I can't control myself, I just like him, I just like him, I just like it, but he doesn't like me, he doesn't like me......" Zi Ying's snot cried out, and she sat on the ground and shed tears. Maybe in her life, the most wolf bèi time is now.

Ziying never dared to think that one day she would say these words to Zhen Pingle, she would refute Zhen Pingle so boldly, and she also made Zhen Pingle cry. In the past, she would not forgive herself if she died ten thousand times, but today, Ziying thought, she will only be presumptuous for this day, after this day, she will definitely return to her best self, and then better guard Zhen Pingle.

"I know, I know you're sad, I understand, Ziying, I understand everything......" Zhen Pingle slowly squatted down, looked at Ziying's wolf bèi's unbearable face, and didn't care whether it was dirty or not, he hugged Ziying in his arms, pressed Ziying's head in the heart, patted her back, and said softly: "I know everything, I know everything, I won't mention this matter again in the future, let's let it pass, Ziying, we all forgot, okay?" ”

Zhen Pingle held Ziying in his arms, and the two cried breathlessly.

Ziying shrank in Zhen Pingle's arms like a child, crying heartbreakingly. Except when she was young, Ziying vaguely remembered that her mother would coax her like this, and when she grew up, no one was willing to hold her and coax her like this. Ziying felt that in fact, by Zhen Pingle's side, she got more.

"Miss, thank you!" Ziying raised her tear-stained face, glanced at Zhen Pingle shyly and ashamedly, lowered her head and said: "Let the eldest lady see the joke today, I promise that I will never be petty in the future, and the eldest lady will forget about today's events." ”

Ziying's face was a little sullen, and she might be worried that Zhen Pingle would remember her willfulness in the future and would not entrust her with important tasks again.

Zhen Pingle didn't think about it so much, he touched Ziying's head, as if he often stroked Zhen Pingdan, and hummed affectionately.

Crying and making trouble, Ziying couldn't pull her face, and after Zhen Pingle stood up, Ziying hurriedly got up and ran away.

Before leaving, she hurriedly dropped a sentence, "I'll go see the second lady and let Ziyan take care of the eldest lady!" After saying that, a puff of smoke disappeared.

Zhen Pingle also knew that Ziying must need time to ease her feelings, but he just watched her leave with a smile on his face, and he didn't look angry. (To be continued.) )