Chapter 494: Family
After Jinyu changed her clothes, she followed Qin Zheng out. The heavy palace gate www.biquge.info was easily pushed open by Qin Zheng, and Jinyu, who breathed the air outside, suddenly felt a burst of physical and mental comfort, but then there was indeed a pain in his heart.
"It hurts." Jinyu clutched her heart, and then her consciousness was blurred.
Qin Zheng frowned, picked up Jinyu, and at this time Yan Yi appeared here, he opened his mouth and said, "Your Majesty, this is the antidote." ”
Qin Zheng hurriedly gave Jinyu an antidote.
Yan Yi opened his mouth and said, "Your Majesty, we are so cheap, Emperor Shengwu?" Qin Zheng sneered, and then said, "He will definitely regret it." ”
When Jinyu woke up again, she saw Zhao Ke's gentle eyebrows, Jinyu subconsciously hugged Zhao Ke, tears flowed down very angrily, Zhao Ke was very ashamed and said: "It's okay, it's all my fault, I didn't protect you." ”
Jinyu just shed tears, and it seemed that she couldn't say a word of grievance, and Zhao Ke felt even more uncomfortable.
Jinyu seemed to feel the discomfort in Zhao Ke's heart, but at this time, Jinyu couldn't say a word, this feeling of fate being controlled at will was really too bad, Jinyu had never been so afraid.
"Zhao Ke, I feel like I'm like a puppet with no use for anyone, I'm fed up, whatever past and present lives, let's die."
Zhao Ke hugged Jinyu and said softly, "I'm sorry." ”
Jinyu has been recuperating in the house, and she hasn't seen her children for a long time, so she naturally thinks about it, Xiao Yuan'er has already recognized people, so she often wakes up crying these days. After Jinyu knew it, she was not only extremely distressed, so she slept with Yuan'er in her arms for the past few days.
Naturally, Jinyu had heard about her father's return home.
Now that the situation in the court is becoming more and more unstable, it is very unwise for Zhang Weiwen to return to the court at this time, but in desperation, Zhang Weiwen has to do this, and Jinyu doesn't know how much of her reason is.
At this time, Qingqiu came in from outside, saying that Zhang Weiwen was coming, Jinyu hurriedly got off the bed and walked outside the door to greet Zhang Weiwen.
A much older Zhang Weiwen walked in front of him, Jinyu looked at Zhang Weiwen's already old face, and suddenly felt sad in his heart, Zhang Weiwen saw Jinyu's crying appearance, immediately sighed, and said: "I haven't seen her for many days, Jinyu is already different from ordinary women, which is really disappointing for my father." ”
"Father." Jinyu opened his mouth to speak, Zhang Weiwen sighed, touched Jinyu's hair, and said: "You are already a mother, so you should understand that the most important thing you need now is to learn to be strong, and your mother has done a good job of this." ”
Zhang Weiwen's earnest words were like a clear spring, which made the fragility in Jinyu's heart disintegrate.
"Father came this time, are you still going to go back?" Jinyu opened his mouth to ask, Zhang Weiwen sighed, and fell asleep: "I want to go back, but I'm afraid there is no chance, Jinling is really a good place, I had spare strength not long ago, but at this moment, I don't have any mental strength." “
Zhang Weiwen sighed, Jinyu looked at Zhang Weiwen, this appearance, suddenly felt a little sad in her heart, and said: "I believe that just because the time is wrong, my father is definitely the one who changes everything, if the time is right, my father will definitely become a capable minister who is admired by all people." ”
Zhang Weiwen smiled noncommittally.
"Is my father still blaming my brother at this time?" Jinyu asked softly, Zhang Weiwen's expression appeared unnatural for a moment, and he said: "No, I have never blamed that child, I used to think that I would be so unfortunate and raise such a wolf ambition child, but later I found out that this child just couldn't get rid of his fate." ”
Jinyu didn't know why, Zhang Weiwen sighed and said: "Shao Xuan is not my son in the first place, his true identity is the son of the prince of the previous dynasty, but for some reason, he became our family, so there is no betrayal at all." ”
Jinyu only now understands that she lives in a world full of lies, and she is still like this, Zhang Weiwen's mood at this time must be extremely complicated.
"Father, how is Mother in Jinling?" Jinyu saw that Zhang Weiwen's face was wrong, so she opened her mouth and said, Zhang Weiwen said: "Everything is fine, it's just that I don't want to take her back to the imperial capital, I'm afraid that she will suffer with me." ”
At this time, Zhang Weiwen's voice was a little sour, and Jinyu sighed and said: "Maybe even if my mother suffers, she is willing, as a woman, she wants to be with her husband." ”
Zhang Weiwen looked at Jinyu, smiled and said, "Jinyu really grew up, Jinyu would never say such a thing before." ”
Jinyu looked at Zhang Weiwen's appearance, and suddenly felt a little funny, so she said: "My father just said that I was immature, and now I started to say that I have grown up." ”
Zhang Weiwen smiled a little helplessly and said, "You." ”
"If my mother hadn't been for Dijing, I wouldn't have been able to see my brother, but I really wanted to see what my only brother in this world looked like." Jinyu spoke.
Zhang Weiwen would think of the chubby little child at this moment, and said, "Naturally, Jinyu is not as good-looking. ”
"Father is interesting, where is this boy good-looking or not, but this younger brother has grown up, but he is younger than my child, it is really a strange feeling." At this time, Zhang Weiwen remembered that if these children grew up, Jinyu's three children would have to call a child uncle who was younger than himself.
Thinking about that picture, Zhang Weiwen felt a little helpless.
The two talked for a while, and Zhao Ke came back, and the three of them naturally ate together.
Jinyu hasn't eaten with Zhang Weiwen for a long time, most of the time she eats alone, Zhao Ke is always very busy, sometimes Jinyu will miss her childhood very much, the dinner table at that time was always overcrowded, although her father had heavy rules at the time, and her brother didn't say a word, basically only her mother was talking to herself, but that feeling was also very good.
But at this moment, Jinyu probably won't feel that feeling anymore.
At this time, there was an extra piece of snow-white fish in Jinyu's bowl, Jinyu raised her head, saw Zhao Ke with a smile on his face, and saw Zhao Ke say softly: "Eat more." ”
Jinyu felt a warmth in her heart, and Jinyu said, "Okay." ”
Zhang Weiwen looked at the two of them and said softly: "Jinyu has always liked to eat fish very much, and the steamed fish made by her mother in the past was the most delicious. ”
"It's a pity that I can't eat anymore." (To be continued.) )