"The princess of the Prime Minister's Mansion has already been taught. Brother Xici is more energetic than this kind of person, and he is not afraid of dirty his mouth when he talks to her! Ye Xinrou made no secret of her disdain for Mei Chunshui.

Over the years, his father trusted the prime minister, making the prime minister's power tilt towards the government and the opposition. Even though it still seems that there is still a difference between monarchs and ministers on the surface, who knows if the old fox prime minister has any other thoughts in his heart?

Maybe it was because the unfortunate children who were young were more sensitive, anyway, every time she saw the prime minister's fake deathly smile, she felt a chill rise behind her.

Maybe it's because the prime minister and the second brother are eyebrows, although they are hidden, but she has accidentally seen them a few times, and she always feels that there are some unknown things between the prime minister and the second brother that she doesn't know.

Ye Xici rarely showed a gentle smile, but he didn't speak.

He didn't want to be as knowledgeable as Mei Chunshui. One is that Mei Chunshui is stupid and cares about her, and the other is that the prime minister is now powerful, and sometimes Mei Chunshui's posture is more fanny than that of the princess. Three, this Mei Chunshui is a madman, she doesn't look at the occasion when she is crazy, no one knows what she will do in the next moment beyond the understanding of ordinary people, he is in a hurry to enter the palace now, and there is really no time to talk to a crazy woman.

But just now he suddenly thought that he was in a hurry to enter the palace because he needed to take advantage of this matter to knock out the fact that he was still alive, so that his father would not dare to attack him lightly, but at this moment, isn't Mei Chunshui's sudden appearance more the result of his own needs?

Who in the capital doesn't know that Mei Chunshui is spicy and stupid, and often likes to make small things big, even if others just bump into her a little bit, even if it is not intentional, she always has to ignore people and make things known to everyone.

Now that she had fallen from her horse, and had stabbed her beloved horse to death with a sword, this woman was so irritable that she was sure to make a fuss. In this way, who in the entire capital would not know that he Ye Xici returned to the capital alive and did not worry about his life?

This entire street of people can be witnesses. Fang Xiaoyu is, and so is Ye Xinrou. He has proved his survival to the truth, even if he goes back to King An's Mansion directly at this moment, I am afraid that the Prince An who wishes that he died early can only sulk and dare not blatantly attack him again.

Fang Xiaoyu obviously noticed this, so she worked very hard to help Ye Xici make things bigger, she was not afraid of offending Mei Chunshui, anyway, sooner or later, what did it matter?

She hates the people of the Mei family, whether it is Mei Cangyun, the prime minister of the smiling tiger, or Mei Ketian, the concubine in the palace, whether it is Mei Suxi, the step-room Mei Suxi in the General's Mansion, or Mei Chunshui, the idiot who dared to set fire to her in her previous life. But as long as the Mei family is a person, none of her are pleasing to the eye.

But she and the Mei family are called a fate. Cheng has a "life-saving grace" to her father, the lady in the palace is the backing of Li Suqing, the concubine of King An, Mei Suxi has laid out many killing moves after entering the general's mansion, and this Mei Chunshui loves Ye Shucheng not to say, in order to get rid of herself, she really does everything, and the tricks of yin damage are no less than Mei Suxi.

But at that time, it was when she lived enough to help others kill herself, so Mei Chunshui's vicious thoughts fell into her arms. Not only did she not guard against it, she didn't stop it, she didn't fight back, but she showed her flaws to the other party again and again, just so that she could die early and be born early to be a fairy.

But now that I think about it, what are the benefits of being an immortal? Aside from the immortality of those mythological novels, what else could attract her?

If it is said that flying away from the sky, it seems to be a high-end atmosphere for mortals, although she failed to become an immortal when she was reincarnated in the world of cultivating immortals, but it was also the majestic flight of the sword, she has experienced this taste, and she does not feel anything special. But if there is really a fairy, and she really becomes an immortal, is she the only one among all the immortals who can fly to the sky and escape to the earth? If others can, wouldn't it be as simple and boring as eating and sleeping?

And if it is said to be immortal. What is the difference between her current condition and immortality?

Although she will grow old and die, every reincarnation is a new beginning. She won't forget the memories of her previous life, and she won't become a completely strange self, except that her identity has changed, her name has changed, but in fact, she has been living in a different attitude?

This kind of thing may feel fresh and exciting in your previous lives, but when you really go through dozens of reincarnations, say goodbye to countless people you know, care about, and love with your heart, and finally find that you are destined to be a lonely person in your lifetime, this kind of immortality becomes a kind of torture.

You don't dare to love someone, you don't dare to touch someone, you don't dare to invest even a little bit of affection. Because you know that you will eventually lose, that's why you run away from it.

Isn't she the best example in the previous life?

Obviously, she was also born in Xi Yuhan's mother's womb, Fang Jianzhang is her biological father, and Fang Haozhi is the younger brother of her mother's compatriots, but because she was afraid of sending them away alone again, she always kept a distance from them from the beginning.

When Xi Yuhan died of illness, he didn't see his daughter give him a real smile, and when Fang Haozhi was drowned in the lotus pond, he was probably resentful of why her sister could watch him die so ruthlessly. Fang Jianzhang appeared in the fire, pressing on her to resist the scorching burning until she was burned to ashes, and it was just him telling her about his bitterness and stupidity. He didn't get a word of forgiveness from her until he died.

Sometimes in retrospect, she feels a little trance-like. In her previous life, she never said a word of forgiveness, not because she was resentful, but because she didn't hate.

She never hated it. In order to separate herself from everyone, she tried her best not to invest in the slightest emotion. So when she was a child, no matter how Fang Jianzhang coaxed her, she always had a perfunctory attitude.

But at the moment when she was burned in the fire, she suddenly had some understanding.

In the end, didn't those relatives still die one by one and leave her? No matter how she erases her feelings, but those gifts of birth and dependence really don't exist at all?

If so, why did she still cry when Xi Yuhan died? If so, why did she feel guilty after Fang Haozhi was killed? If so, why was she still moved by Fang Jianzhang's sacrifice to save her?

She is not a stone after all, she has a heart after all. It's just that she has seen life and death in the reincarnation of the ninety-ninth life, so she is afraid to pay again.

She wants to be a god. Regardless of whether the sentence 'reincarnation of a hundred worlds, if you are not evil, you will become an immortal' is true or false, or whether it is her illusion, she wants to be an immortal.

It's not because of how good the gods are, not because the gods can turn over the rivers and seas, and the clouds and rain, not because the gods can live forever, she wants to be a fairy, maybe just because the gods live a long life, so that she can rest assured that she can interact with people, without worrying about who will die of old age before her, and then leave her alone to spend countless long lives.

The feeling of being alone is really painful and hard.

And she has experienced countless long years, lonely and old again and again, she has lost count.

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it! It's finally brushed up! After two days of brushing, I can't even get into the author's backstage, and I even have the heart to drop the computer! I got up this morning and brushed it once, and I actually came in, Nima, I'm so moved, okay!

Thank you for the peace charm of [Flowing Clouds Like Water Sword] [Young Master of the Li Family]~