618 alone
Suddenly, the heavy rain fell tirelessly, as if it was about to submerge the West Lake in the night, but that's it, Xu Jieyi also had no idea of leaving the majestic world, and I, the person who accompanied me, couldn't leave, I hope we can talk in harmony in the rain like this.
She was in the rain, and her face was wet with rain to have a smile, which was a habitual smile after being stimulated by sadness, and she was choked up too many times, even if she was smiling, she was choked, and the water stains on her face did not know whether it was rain or tears.
She smiled, but her head hadn't rested on my shoulder yet, and I waited in silence.
She paused and was silent for a while, her eyes were not looking at me, I thought she didn't want to lean on my shoulder, and she didn't need such a wet shoulder, but when I just had such an idea, she slowly leaned on my shoulder, we all stood at the head of the West Lake, watching the rain knock on the surface of the West Lake, women are fragile after all, and they especially need a shoulder and embrace that can give a sense of security when they are sad and sad, as a big star, Xu Jieyi is the same, high up, I couldn't have imagined that she would lean on my shoulder, but I would rather she stay with me like this, and I don't know what happened to me when I think of what she has been through.
Around the entire West Lake, there was no other sound, only the rustle of the rain, and Xu Jieyi, who was leaning on my shoulder, was also silent, I didn't know what she was thinking, I wasn't sure that she would solve such a thing for her and Luo Meng.
Just when the whole world was occupied by the rain furiously, Xu Jieyi in the silence suddenly had a voice, she was not talking, but singing softly and chokedly, I just thought that she is not only an excellent actor, but also a singer, when the mood is not so painful, who will hum softly, but is there still such a person who will whisper to the person who sings.
"The dark clouds obscured the light layer by layer, and the strong layer by layer removed the false makeup.
The passing cars hid the panic in their tired eyes, and they were injured mercilessly by the smile on the corner of their mouths.
There is a person living in a heart, but there is only one heart, when you trample on the bottom of my heart back and forth, I am not afraid of pain but only afraid that your love is not firm. ”
After Xu Jieyi sang a few words with a tremble, I found that I could sing this song, and I liked it very much, listening to Xu Jieyi's sweet but somewhat hoarse ethereal singing, I played the role of the one who followed softly.
"One eats, one sleeps, one misses, one gets drunk, one loves another, and one only sheds tears, so sad.
I am only a small fish, I have never thought of running away, I love the sea and I want to breathe, but I would rather dry up when I think of abandoning you, in the palm of your big hand.
I hurt alone, I go alone, I wait until dawn alone, I dream alone, I am wrong, I am happy or sad and don't want anyone to care about me, I'm crazy alone, I understand alone, I want to go back a lot, but I don't know, you're not behind, you love again and again until only me is left in the end, I'm going alone (let me go alone), don't say love me anymore (I don't want you to love me) let go, right? From now on, let me go alone, I don't want you to love me, really let you go, it's good to be alone. ”
Gradually from a gentle hum to a rather loud singing, the rain is the piano accompaniment, and the wind is the guitar accompaniment, the rippling West Lake water and the dancing willow branches are the enchanting accompaniment, the sky and the earth plus the dark clouds are the discerning audience, the West Lake Bridge is the gorgeous stage, and the two of us are the singers in the dark spotlight, singing the true feelings in our hearts.
Xu Jieyi sings by herself, and the feeling of loneliness is getting stronger and stronger, but what about me? Isn't that the case? As a person who has talked about feelings many times, in the end, he is lonely and walks in this huge and empty world, becoming more and more lonely, just like this extremely realistic song, maybe Xia Wan'an, a girl, has also experienced such a life, right? The life of "One Man".
I am a person, a person does a lot of things that can not only be done by one person, originally a double bed, a pair of embroidered sponge pillows, a pair of dishes and chopsticks, two people's things, I now go to a person to really experience, a pair of eyes create a person to cry, I am so similar to Xu Jieyi, we may have been very happy, and finally came to this step helplessly, I seem to see that I will be lonely after all, this may be the blue sky paved into a bumpy road for me to walk hard.
A song came to an end, but our performance did not end, the discerning audience did not applaud with eyes, our program is not single, after the singing program is an unpopular mime, we have been standing like this, I am afraid that the sky will soon be bright, I and she are thinking about their own hearts, perhaps they all inevitably think of such a picture, one day in the future, a person stands in front of the beach of a certain ocean, happily feeling a person's land.
The only regret I feel is that Xiaoyan and I didn't have such a final hug, Xiaoyan's sudden departure is a trap that can't jump or escape.
There will also be an end to the mime, since it is a show, it is colorful, otherwise how can you make the discerning audience applaud? The bitter drama began, there is no need for eye drops to reveal true feelings, there is always such a person who stands bent over as a pacifier, and there is always such a person who will cry irrationally regardless of the image.
This rain is actually very timely, the heaviness of the depression can make Xu Jieyi vent her feelings, leaving her with only painful crying, I hugged her, gently patted her back wet by the rain with my hand, listening to her choking and crying, I was angry at Luo Meng in my heart, how could he be so unscrupulous and unconscionable? Where do you dare to be a star, is it because you are a senior subordinate?
"That Sister Xu, if you continue like this, you will get sick, your health is important, I will send you home."
I was silent for a moment and said in a trembling voice to Xu Jieyi, who was still crying, to be honest, because of the wind and the zero of the rain, the temperature is a little cold now.
"If you want to go back, go back, don't worry about me, where do I have a home to go back to? All I could get back to was the cold hotel. ”
Xu Jieyi said to me in a trembling voice, her words were full of real loneliness, it turns out that celebrities can be so lonely, and it seems that they are the same as ordinary people.
"No, come to my house, there is no one in my house now, only Tom, we can talk when we get home, why should we be exposed to the rain here? You're right? ”
I still continued to persuade and said, it seems that the rain is going to get heavier and heavier, and it can't go on like this, otherwise Xu Jieyi will definitely fall ill, and the mental and physical torture will be ruined.
"That's not right."
But Xu Jieyi simply didn't listen, she had lost her mind, and the so-called thinking ability was no longer available.
"If it's not right, it's right, if it's not good, it's okay, I have to carry you back today."
I didn't care about thirty-seven twenty-one, and said to her very loudly.
"How dare you ......"
Xu Jieyi shouted coldly.