Chapter 49: I'll Let You Go This Time
In the first year of Jianping, due to the national funeral, Luochen ordered a qiē to be simple, and the palace was also exempted from the palace banquet over the years, Xiao Aolin finally took advantage of the chaos to escape, Xiao Aotian has been guarding the falling snow inch by inch, Luoxue asked Xiao Aotian about the spirit worm, the answer is unsurprising, she is used to it later, she has long been used to it, and she is not so curious, and Luochen did not come to see her in the New Year, Luoxue also felt guilty about him, if he didn't fall into the free world, he wouldn't die, and he didn't know if he could be called an orphan at the age of twenty, But Luochen did not have a single relative.
"Old man Xiao, I don't know how to cook, let's try the dumplings made by this girl." Falling Snow served a plate of dumplings, Liudai was also busy with cloth dishes, Xiao Aotian became an idler, in previous years, the dust on Chinese New Year's Eve had to enter the palace to accompany the emperor, and she refused to follow, so she has always played in the mansion by herself, other people are much older than her, plus Falling Dust spoils her, so they are all kind to her on the surface, in fact, they have always rejected her, Falling Snow knows what is going on, and she is too lazy to say it thoroughly, she also does not like to be friends with too many people, so in the past five years, Chinese New Year's Eve has basically slept by herself, it is rare to have someone to accompany her this year, She also made dumplings on a whim.
Xiao Aotian picked up the chopsticks and tasted one, "Well, yes, I can't see that you still have this skill." ”
"Of course, I'm a pretty good cook." The snow is falling.
"Praise you a few words and you will be beautiful." Xiao Aotian despises her. "Hey, if you don't praise me, I'm beautiful." Luo Xue and Xiao Aotian never admit defeat in a verbal battle.
"Okay, okay, let's eat, the dishes will be cold in a while." Ryuda is always forced to be a good person. So Luo Xue and Xiao Aotian sat down to eat.
"When you're full, go out and set off fireworks." The falling snow wrapped itself in a dumpling and ran out in a round.
The sound of firecrackers crackled, and Luoxue took a string and threw it to play, "Don't be broken!" Xiao Aotian shouted at her. What did you say? The falling snow couldn't hear it clearly, so he simply didn't listen, hung up the firecracker in his hand, put his hands to his mouth and shouted, "Pass! Year! Laa!! You all have to be happy! Be happy! "She doesn't know who you all are, but she just wants to shout.
"Old man Xiao, why don't you go home, your family must be thinking about you!" The sound of firecrackers did not stop, and the snow continued to shout. "What do you say? I can't hear you! Luoxue seemed to see Xiao Aotian talking, but she couldn't hear what he said, so she didn't ask anymore, and ran over with Liudai to light fireworks.
On the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, it was supposed to be the day when falling snow and falling dust got married, Ling Nan drank stuffy wine in the mansion by himself, and he still couldn't figure out why Luochen advanced the wedding date, how did Luochen die after a good end, Luochen ascended the throne, thinking that she was the queen, and after a sip of cold wine, Ling Nan dropped the wine glass directly.
"Why is the third brother so angry?" The second prince, Ling Shan, happened to bump into this scene, and was a little puzzled, today is fifteen, who made Ling Nan angry like this on a good day?
"Second brother, drink with me." Ling Nan didn't explain, pulled Ling Shan and began to drink. Ling Shan saw that he was really in a bad mood, so he no longer asked to drink with him, and wanted to wait for him to get drunk before talking, but Ling Nan's wine was excellent, and he fell asleep directly when he was drunk, without saying a word.
Luochen was finally willing to see the falling snow, and the falling snow guessed a variety of reasons and results on the way to the palace, and finally gave up, today is fifteen, they should have gotten married, but there have been many changes, what does it mean that Luochen sees himself today?
"You're here." Luochen seems to have been waiting for a long time in the imperial study. The falling dust in a dragon robe made Luoxue feel so strange, so that she looked at him in a daze for a long time.
"What do you keep watching me do?" Luochen looked at her calmly, making Luoxue a little embarrassed, "It's nothing ......"
"Sit down." Luoxue sat down obediently, and waited for Luochen to open his mouth with some trepidation.
"Falling snow, today, should be the day we get married." Luoxue didn't speak, Luochen didn't pay attention to her reaction, he walked to the window and opened the window, and a cool air suddenly poured into the house, fortunately, it was not cold with a fire in the house.
"In fact, after so many years, I really want to marry you, even now, I want to marry you, I can give you the most grand wedding in the world, let you be the mother of the country, and enjoy endless glory and wealth, but I also know that you are not rare at all." Luochen smiled bitterly, "I originally thought that if I can't get your heart, it's okay to get your person, with your character, you will definitely stay by my side obediently." ”
Luoxue nodded, she didn't know if it was good or bad, she wouldn't waste any more energy to do things that she couldn't resist, if she really married Luochen, she would definitely seal up her feelings for Ling Nan, and then obediently be Luochen's wife.
"Luoxue, do you know, I know that my father died because of this, I am really going crazy, even if I am the Ninety-Five Supreme now, but the world is big, and there are no more my relatives.
"Luoxue, I believe you won't deny it, my father's death is inseparable from you, I really don't know how to face you, but you really don't owe me, between us, I can't tell who owes it.
"For the first time, I started thinking about my feelings for you, falling snow, maybe it was wrong from the beginning, I imposed my own obsession on you, but ignored your feelings. Tie you to me, and torture you, not only you? If I had understood, this would not be the case now.
"We can't go back, the original best is gone, it's time for us to start a new life, I once thought that this qiē was a calamity, and you can get through it, but now I suddenly feel that maybe the essence of love is to let go.
"Falling snow, there are some things I didn't tell you, and I don't want to tell you, now that's enough."
"Luoxue, this is the last time I ask you, would you like to be my wife?" Luochen looked at her gently, with tenderness in his eyes.
Luoxue got up and stood in front of him, and she was also very touched by Luochen's words, as if the child who had been willful and wanted to get a qiē suddenly grew up, but she didn't love him after all, "Luochen, I have feelings for you, but that's not love." ”
Luochen smiled relievedly, "I know you're going to say that, but it's still uncomfortable to really hear it." Falling Snow lowered her head, "I'm sorry ......"
"Why do you want to say I'm sorry, if you miss it, if you miss it, if you miss it, it's snowing, let's go, go to Beiqin to find him, find a small town in the south of the Yangtze River to live the quiet life you want, before I regret it, leave here, leave me, this time I'll let you go, go, don't come back."
Luoxue cried without warning, it turned out that Luochen saw her to let her go, for a goodbye.
"Why are you crying," Luochen gently wiped away her tears, "Originally, you didn't belong here, you have been with me for five years, I should be content, I finally made up my mind to let you go, you don't let me regret it too quickly, at least when you leave, go, don't come back, if we can see each other again in our lifetime, I will definitely not let you leave me again, whether you want to or not." ”
"Luoxue," Luochen lifted her chin, looked at her without blinking, and gently stroked her eyebrows with her fingers, "Let me look at you more, when you step out of this room, maybe we won't see each other again in this life, let me take a good look at you, you also look at me, no matter where you are in the future, who you marry, don't forget me, don't forget me, don't forget my appearance, you have to always remember, I loved you very much, I love you very much, forget the things I hurt you, so that when you think of me in the future, the corners of your mouth can still smile." ”
Gently took her left hand, "This merman tear, you have to wear it all the time, this is my last request, when you see it, you will think of me"
"Falling dust, don't say it, please don't say it." Luoxue couldn't stop crying, she hated parting so much for the first time, it turned out that it could really be a lifetime when she turned around, just like Luochen said, after she stepped out of this house, they may not be able to see each other again in this life, he is the emperor high in the Jinluan Palace, she is an orphan girl who wanders the world for her home, after she leaves, there will be no intersection in this life.
"Falling snow, there's nothing to be sad about, you should be happy, you can finally live the life you want, be obedient, don't cry." Luochen wiped away her tears, but she couldn't suppress her tears, "Hehe, to be honest, I really don't dare to think about the days without you, without you chattering around me, will it be too quiet, Luoxue, I don't want to lose you, but I don't want to force you anymore." You've always said I'm headstrong like a child, you see, haven't I grown up? ”
wiped away her tears again, and Luoxue was already crying at the moment, and she couldn't say a word. Her delicate eyebrows, clear eyes, delicate face, and falling dust all looked at it carefully, and then he suddenly smiled, tears still left on his face, "You always say that I am willful, then I will be willful again." Saying that, he lowered his head and kissed her lips, Luoxue was stunned for a few seconds, and then slowly closed his eyes, he couldn't see each other for the rest of his life, this kiss was their last memory, he was willful, let her accompany him willful once. The faint fragrance surrounds the entwined lips and teeth of the two, no matter what kind of thoughts will be in the future, at least at this moment, she belongs to him, if time can stand still, he is willing to spend the rest of his life.
Come out quickly, don't miss the excitement, the little demon is waiting for you here T^T