Chapter 493: Kneel on the ground to atone for your sins

Father-in-law Xue asked someone to take Mama Qi down, although Mama Qi was still a little confused, but the other three people in this hall knew it.

As soon as Gonggong Xue returned to the palace, he heard the Queen Mother suppress the anger in her heart and said coldly: "I have already lost so completely, is the emperor still angry?" ”

"I never want to, and I don't bother to be angry with the Queen Mother, I don't have that kung fu, and I don't have that mood, where does the Queen Mother start?" Qi You is not hypocritical.

"Your Majesty, I understand what you said about Mama Qi just now, this is nothing more than what you said to the palace." The Queen Mother laughed abruptly.

"Don't think too much about it, don't you come here today to discuss this unwarranted issue with me, right? If that's the case, then I and the Queen Mother should have nothing to say. Qi You was about to get up.

The Queen Mother suddenly raised her eyes and said, "Qi You! ”

But it was this sentence that made Qi You's face cold in an instant, and Grandpa Xue on the side also worried, Grandpa Xue was a little embarrassed, more distressed to look at Qi You, there was more unbearable in his eyes, he was the old man of that matter, and he was also the person who watched Qi You grow up, Qi You's inner pain, helplessness, torment and depression, he could see it clearly, he didn't know that Qi You had been running away like the first emperor, he had been avoiding this problem, but now is the time to face up to reality, Gonggong Xue was afraid that Qi You didn't have enough courage at the moment.

As the older generation often says, sometimes the victim is more afraid of facing the truth again than the victim, and at this moment, Qi You seems to have the idea of escaping, for some reason. He also hated his cowardice at the moment, obviously the person in front of him was ashamed of him, but he didn't want to mention it again, although he was prepared just now, but when he saw the Queen Mother, his heart throbbed again, not that he remembered the Queen Mother's nurturing grace, but that he didn't want to recall his sad past.

And after the Queen Mother blurted out a shout, she was also a little stunned. But the words have been exported. Even if she regretted it, she had to bite the bullet, and after taking a deep breath, she said, "Qi You, maybe you will think that I don't deserve to call you that, right." You're the emperor. But I really hope that you can remember that I once had a relationship with you about a mother-son relationship. Give me a chance to speak. ”

Qi You still didn't reply with a cold face, this look of neither agreeing nor refusing made the Queen Mother a little relieved. She coughed twice and said: "Your Majesty, I know that you should hate me like that now, just like your father and the first emperor, you will hate me for as long as you have been in power, cough cough...... I know, I know, but I've been punished, haven't I? Mother and son are separated, they don't know each other, they have been tormented and neglected for decades, I may be living to be punished by such torture, Your Majesty, these are what I should bear, I have no complaints at the moment, but I really hope that you will not be angry with Shen'er and Wei'er because of my affairs. ”

The Queen Mother finally said what she cared about the most, she raised her eyes to look at Qi You after she spoke, but she didn't get any response from Qi You, the Queen Mother was slightly lost, so disregarding her dignity to speak, but Qi You seemed to treat her as air, and the feeling of not responding made her feel a little hairy.

But in any case, since she came, the Queen Mother didn't plan to hide it anymore, this past has plagued her for most of her life, and now even her most unworthy son is also implicated, how can she be at ease again, so whether Qi You wants to listen or not, she has to say it without hesitation.

When Gonggong Xue heard the Queen Mother's resigned but apologetic words, he couldn't help but sigh in his heart: Hey, I've woken up, but it's too late, the Queen Mother.

"Your Majesty, I guess that when the first emperor went, he had already told you about the past that made him haunt him, right?" The queen mother stood in the hall and said quietly.

Qi You finally had some reaction at this time, he didn't look back, but stared at the incense burner not far away and sneered: "The Queen Mother is here to apologize?" ”

"Yes! I'm here to make amends, that past has always been an indelible shadow in my heart, just for that impulse, I lost the right to be a mother, lost my husband's favor and trust, lost my inner peace, these years I have eaten fasting and chanted Buddha, my heart feels more and more remorse and guilt, it's me, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for Concubine Chen, I'm sorry for the emperor, but it's all my fault, I hope the emperor won't be angry with others. Seeing that Qi You finally responded, the Queen Mother said even more piously.

Qi You sneered: "Queen Mother, if it weren't for Qi Shen's accident today, would you never have planned to apologize to me?" ”

"This ......" the Queen Mother was a little stunned when asked.

Qi You sat back on the soft couch and said: "I know that the Queen Mother cares most about Qi Shen, but I can also tell you clearly that it is not that I want to embarrass Qi Shen because of this matter, but that Qi Shen is against me everywhere because of this matter, and I am just forced to be helpless this time and have to take action." ”

"Shen'er, he ......" The Queen Mother was a little unsure of the meaning of Qi You's words.

"Queen Mother, in fact, I have long been relieved, my father doesn't want me to live in sadness, so although my father told me the truth of the matter, but at that moment I also promised my father to let go and not to pursue it too much, so I didn't move you, I didn't move Qi Shen, and I didn't move your Liu family, after all, this is my promise when my father was dying, and I must do it." Qi You opened his mouth slightly and said a part of the things that had been hidden in the past.

"But ......" The Queen Mother was very unsure.

Qi You slightly hooked the corners of his mouth and said: "All this is Qi Shen's obsession too deep, and he is to blame, it's not that I don't let him go, it's that he doesn't want to let go of himself, in the final analysis, it's also because of your thoughts, Qi Shen is now in this field, since you are already like this, what else do I have to complain about, God has done a perfect job for me, uh, why should I waste my mind about this?" ”

"I ...... Did I hurt him? The Queen Mother muttered to herself in disbelief.

"Yes, it was you who hurt him, and it was never me who made him what he is today, let alone his father, it was you, it was your Liu family!" Qi You broke all the persistence and disguise of the Queen Mother in one sentence.

"No...... No...... How is it possible, how can I be willing, he was already implicated at birth, how can I bear to hurt him in the slightest? The Queen Mother seemed to be refuting Qi You's words, but it sounded more like self-comfort.

"How is it impossible, if there is no evil from your Liu family, how can Qi Shen be implicated, and how can he be forced to leave his mother as soon as he was born, so that he has been living in illness and deep inferiority, maybe such a peaceful life is also good, but since you plan to hide it, why don't you keep persevering, why do you have to tell him, Queen Mother, do you know, it is the kind of illusion that seems to be within reach but can't get it hurt him, In his heart, he thinks that everything I am doing now is robbing him of what belongs to him in the first place, yes, it is so, but he never knew that it was you, it was you, the mother, who took away what he should not belong to, so as a son, he has to suffer all this now, is it not your fault? Qi You was very patient to tell the Queen Mother little by little.

"I'm implicated, it's me, but I'm ...... I ......" The Queen Mother didn't know how to respond, she admitted that it was her past that implicated Qi Shen, but she always thought that it was because of her own affairs that annoyed the emperor and Qi You, so that they always held a grudge, so they would embarrass Qi Shen, but she never thought that it was because of her own sins that she misled Qi Shen, which made him embark on a road of no return, this possibility, she did not consider it until Qi You proposed it.

"Queen Mother, you have a grudge against me for killing my mother, it stands to reason that I should hate you to the bone, and I should kill you to avenge my mother, but now that I see such a retribution from your Liu family, I am also satisfied, and it is not without benefit to me to stay in your Liu family for a while, at least I want the civil and military of the Manchu Dynasty to see clearly, no matter who it is, even if it is my foreign family, as long as I move the mind that should not be moved, it will naturally not end well." Qi You is really an emperor's habit, and many things are indeed extremely long-term and cautious.

"Your Majesty, the Liu family has been defeated, and your goal has been achieved." The Queen Mother seemed to understand the ultimate purpose of Qi You's kindness, and her tone of voice seemed extremely defeated and lonely.

Qi You said slightly: "I know, so I don't plan to embarrass you and the queen." ”

"Hehe, the emperor is really kind-hearted, expelling Shen'er and Wei'er is like the heart of me and the queen, even if you let us go, our hearts are already dead, what is the difference between this and killing us." The Queen Mother smiled bitterly.

"That's your business, I don't care, I don't want to know, Queen Mother, I just want to say, now that the matter has come to light, I still say the same thing, I am just the one who should deal with it, as for the rest, I believe that everyone has their own plans in their hearts, and I don't have to worry about it anymore." Qi You showed a comfortable smile.

Qi You ended the conversation so easily and simply, but the Queen Mother was already desolate and desperate at this time, she knew that Qi You wanted to end the conversation between them, but her purpose had not been achieved, her love had not been begged, her sins had not been atoned for, and her heart was still panicking.

Qi You raised his voice and glanced at Xue Gonggong, who was a little stunned beside him, and said, "Xue Gonggong." ”

"The old slave is here!" Gonggong Xue immediately understood what Qi You meant, and took a step forward with a slight sigh and said: "Queen Mother, it's really not early today, and your health is not good, the emperor should also rest, look at it, ......"

The Queen Mother immediately understood the meaning of Grandpa Xue's unfinished words, and she looked at Grandpa Xue with almost pleading eyes, as if she was asking for something.

Xue Gonggong glanced at it, and then turned his head a little unbearably, but this hand was still making a gesture of please, and the Queen Mother saw this and knelt down in front of Qi You without warning and prayed: "Your Majesty!" Count me begging you, let me accompany Shen'er, when he was fine, I didn't fulfill my duty as a mother, and now he is about to be expelled from Beijing, you allow me to accompany him, from now on I am not a queen mother, I am just Qi Shen's mother alone, Emperor, please forgive me! (To be continued.) )