Chapter 197: Self-blame
Princess Anling Mansion.
"Mother, is he really dead?" Huiming looked at the eldest princess of Anling in disbelief and seemed to be very willing to believe in this matter, and the eldest princess of Anling sighed and said, "Don't be sad, my mother is looking for a wishful husband for you, how about it?" Huiming's eyes widened, and tears slowly rolled down his cheeks.
"You go away!"
For the first time, Huiming pushed this strong mother over and rushed out of the door.
She came to the lively street, looked at the pedestrians coming and going, and didn't know where she was going, at this time she had only one thing in her head, found a person, and told her that He Su was dead, and He Su loved her so much.
Jinyu woke up slowly, and the first thing that caught her eye was Zhao Ke's worried face, Jinyu naturally knew that it was very inappropriate for her to do this, but Jinyu still had no way not to be sad, even if she was already married to a wife at this time.
"Zhao Ke, He Su is dead, he is dead." Jinyu threw herself into Zhao Ke's arms, Zhao Ke gently patted her on the back and comforted: "It's okay, don't be sad, you still have children, you still have me." Jinyu didn't know how sad Zhao Ke was when he said this, Jinyu was his wife, but at this time he cried bitterly for the departure of another man.
"He is such a good person, after I was divorced, he kept writing to me that he wanted to find me a family business, you may not know, I grew up with him since childhood, like brother and sister, I lost an older brother, and then lost another brother."
"It's okay, you still have me." Zhao Ke hugged Jinyu tightly, and at this time, there was a commotion outside the door. A woman in fancy clothes pushed the door open.
"Sister Jinyu, do you know, He Su is dead." Huiming's face was blown red in the cold wind, and at this time, Huiming looked at Jinyu blankly like a doll who had lost her spirit.
"I know." Jinyu said with some sadness, and Hui Ming cried out, and she squatted on the ground and cried hoarsely.
"If it weren't for me, He Su wouldn't have joined the army, if it weren't for me, I've been stalking. The two of you may have already had a child at this time, all because of me, and then I tried hard to the end, and He Su still didn't fall in love with me. ”
"It's not your fault. Rather, Huiming, in the end, He Su wrote to me that he was already in love with you, and he was going to marry you when he returned. ”
"Really?"
"Really." Huiming collapsed on the ground after hearing this. Zhao Ke saw this scene and ordered his subordinates to send Huiming back to Princess Anling's mansion.
"Did he really write to you?" Zhao Ke asked, Jinyu smiled and said, "The war is urgent, how can he have time to write to me." ”
"That's fine, otherwise, with Huiming's character, I'm afraid it won't be able to support it."
Jinyu hugged Zhao Ke's waist and said softly: "Fortunately, I still have you, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't know what to do." Zhao Ke hugged Jinyu tightly. Close your eyes and enjoy the warmth.
At this time, thousands of miles away in Changzhou, the bombed-up land has turned blood red, and repeatedly appeared in Zhang Weiwen's mind, Zhang Mansion came to the news that Zhang Weiwen was sick, Jinyu dragged his tired body, and Zhao Ke went to Zhang Mansion to visit Zhang Weiwen.
Before he reached the house, he heard the man's extremely suppressed cry. Jinyu was stunned for a moment, because in Jinyu's eyes, Zhang Weiwen is the kind of person who never cries lightly, and these tears this time. For whom is there anything to be left for?
Xu is seeing Jinyu and the two of them, he was immediately overjoyed, and hurriedly pulled Jinyu and said, "Your father really can't think about it this time, you go in and persuade it." Jinyu nodded and entered the door with Zhao Ke, at this time the house was in a mess, Zhang Weiwen was sitting on a chair, his beard was unshaven, and his eyes were scattered. With tears still on her face, Jinyu couldn't help but ask, "Father, what's wrong with you?" Zhang Weiwen didn't speak, just shook his head, didn't look at Jinyu, Jinyu panicked now, she grabbed Zhang Weiwen's hand and said, "Father, I'm Jinyu, why don't you speak?" ”
Zhang Weiwen turned his head to look at Jinyu and said: "Miaomiao, I am a sinner, if I hadn't made up those things, maybe I wouldn't have died so many people, I always thought that I was omnipotent, higher than everyone in this era, but in the end, I realized that in the end, I was always a stupid person, and things that were higher than this era would be abandoned by this era." ”
Jinyu didn't understand what Zhang Weiwen was saying, but Jinyu knew that if something happened at this time, Zhang Weiwen would be abolished, and Jinyu knew that for a literati like Zhang Weiwen, the collapse of faith was more terrible than anything.
"Father, it's not like this, you have to believe in yourself, Miao Miao thinks that the greatest person in the world is Father, that's not your fault, no one has thought of this kind of thing, no one can say that it's your fault, it's those who are in power, you didn't create those things for war, this is not your original intention, it's not you who are wrong." Jinyu was incoherent and wanted to persuade Zhang Weiwen with these, but Zhang Weiwen smiled and said, "It's not me who is wrong, who is wrong?" ”
Jinyu especially wanted to answer, it was the emperor who said the wrong, but she didn't say so, even if everyone knew that it was the emperor who was wrong in this matter, but no one would still tell the truth.
"Huh." Zhang Weiwen smiled self-deprecatingly, he seemed to despise some things extremely but couldn't say it, Zhao Ke, who had been silent at this time, said: "Father-in-law, you don't have to feel sorry for yourself here, this matter is not over yet, I'm afraid my father and queen are summoned to you, my father at this time is no longer the enterprising emperor of the year, I'm afraid he will be angry with you, this is not the time to be sad, you should think carefully about how to deal with it, after all, there is no emperor in this world who can admit his mistakes, Even indirect mistakes are impossible. ”
Zhang Weiwen suddenly stood up as if he was suddenly awake, and said to the girl outside: "I want to wash and change clothes." Jinyu couldn't help but sigh, or Zhao Ke is powerful, this eventful autumn, if there is no Zhao Ke at this time, Jinyu really doesn't know what to do.
"Zhao Ke, do you think this matter will have anything to do with Zhang Yuliang?" Jinyu asked softly, Zhao Ke shook his head lightly, and said: "Even if this matter really has nothing to do with Zhang Yuliang, people in this world will think that it has something to do with him, and hate him to the core, and they don't have any good feelings for the surname Zhang at all." ”
After hearing these words, Jinyu suddenly felt cold all over, and at this time she suddenly remembered what Zhang Yuliang said to her before leaving, saying that she wanted her to persist until the end, when was the end, when she lost everyone, at this time, Jinyu couldn't help but glance at Zhao Ke, and panicked for no reason.
If Jinyu loses Zhao Ke, then what should she do, even Jinyu herself has never thought about it. (To be continued.) )