Chapter 179: My Arsenic

With the setting sun, although Su Rui was very reluctant, he had to say goodbye to his only sister-

Su 'Yin' sat in a daze for a while, and the henchman 'girl' Luliu walked in lightly, put a shawl on her, and when she came back to her senses, she said angrily: "The 'dew' is heavy in the middle of the night, you don't call me when you dress so thinly, you really don't care for your body." ”

Green Willow is three years older than Su 'Yin', dignified and steady, careful and cautious, Su Rui trusts her and specially sends her to take care of Su 'Yin'.

She was already a little stupid, and she was wholeheartedly in love with Su Rui, treating him like a god. Even if she knew that she and Su Rui had no hope when she went to Su Yin's side, she also took Su Rui's words as a holy decree, and poured love and pity into Su Yin. When Su 'Yin' married into the Wei Palace, she combed herself to be an aunt, so many years, Su 'Yin's side of the handmaid 'girl' came and went, and there were many people left, and she was the only one who could really say a word in her heart.

"Body?" Su 'Yin' smiled softly, his eyes were blank, his expression was ethereal, but the sarcasm on his lips had not faded, "Isn't my body already full of holes and dilapidated?" ”

Lu Liu's heart was sour, he looked at Su 'Yin' with pity, and said softly: "Lord Lang has been chatting with you for so long, if you go back today, King Wei will definitely come to your room......"

Su 'Yin' frowned, and 'revealed' an undisguised disgust.

Don't look at the Su family's current prestige, the Su family 20 years ago was just the laughing stock of the magnates in Chang'an - the children of the family and the powerful wanted to take the road of "martial arts", most of them were young and relied on grace or connections, entered the Nanfu or the palace to be a 'waiter' guard, and 'mixed' a few years of seniority; and then transferred to a richer county to be a middle-level general; when they were in their thirties, they also had more than ten years of military experience, so they would be promoted one step higher, or sent to work under experienced veterans, or worthy of a poor background' Gate', a deputy with plenty of battlefield experience, or both. Even if it's not a blatant grab, it's a share of credit, who makes the backstage hard?

The road of the powerful generals may not be smooth sailing, but it will definitely lead in all directions. Su Rui, as a marquis, started as a middle-level general and went to the frontier to fight, in the eyes of these pampered and powerful people who believe that the emaciated camel is bigger than the horse, there is no doubt that the family business has fallen to the point that there is no connection, and there is only an empty shell left. The young man is so vigorous that he doesn't even do face-saving work, he really doesn't know what to do. If you don't chew a few words on the root of the Su family's tongue when you get together on weekdays, you're sorry for yourself.

Queen Mu gave such a princess of this family background to King Wei, and King Wei was naturally angry in his heart, but he couldn't openly favor Zhou Hongying like the acting king, and slapped Queen Mu in the face at the cost of practicing his reputation and being hated by the saint. Therefore, he used another excellent method to give full play to the role of Su 'Yin'.

What does it do? It's very simple, four words, fertility tools.

Su 'Yin' married into the Wei Wangfu for a year and gave birth to the eldest 'daughter' Lingshou County Lord, and another year gave birth to Qin Xiao, the heir of Wei, and less than two years after that, she gave birth to her second son Qin Chen.

After that, she had several miscarriages, or desperately gave birth to a child, but she couldn't keep it, and her already unhealthy body was even worse. When others looked at her, they thought that she was deeply loved by King Wei, and she gave birth one after another, and she was envious in her heart, but she didn't know that she was simply terrified by the arrival of King Wei, and would rather drink bitter 'medicine' juice every day, but also delay her illness for a longer time. It is precisely because of frequent childbirth and illness that Su 'Yin' failed to raise his own children and 'daughters', and his relationship with them is very unfamiliar.

In his opinion, all the 'women' in the back house are doing their best to fight for love, even if they are lying on the sick 'bed', they have to dress themselves up and wait for him to be lucky, how can there be any reason to push him out? Su 'Yin' can't serve him, naturally there are other 'women' to serve, husband and wife for ten years, two sons and one 'daughter', and the longest, no one can say that he is not good, just live their own lives, as long as Su 'Yin' does not cross the line.

It was easy to live in peace for a few years, but Su Rui's military exploits became more and more day by day, and the officials kept going up, and the king of Wei had the heart to rely on Su Rui, and began to go to Su's 'Yin' room again. Su 'Yin', because he was afraid that his brother would worry, plus a few years of recuperation, he barely recovered some vitality. Her face was already pale, her temperament was cold and refined, and the king of Wei would stay overnight in order to show his favor. Of course, even if you feed some sweet words, in order to avoid being utilitarian, I didn't mention it that day, and after a few days, I always had to find Su Rui to do something. Just like today, the two brothers and sisters have been talking for so long, King Wei will definitely come to Su's 'Yin' room and have a conversation with Su's 'Yin'**, when you and I are nong, ask without a trace, what did you say today!

As soon as she thought of this, Su 'Yin' felt disgusting - the entanglement of her limbs had made her sick to her stomach, if she was pregnant again, wouldn't it kill her? But in order to see her brother, she didn't pretend to be sick during this time, and it was too abrupt to suddenly get sick today, and it was easy to arouse the suspicion of King Wei. People like King Wei know the things in the outer courtyard and the inner house, and Su 'Yin' can't secretly boil the 'medicine' to drink, not to mention that the dodging soup is also very damaging to the body......

Luliu felt sorry for Su 'Yin' and was very distressed, and wanted to tell Su Rui about these things several times, but King Wei's approach couldn't find the slightest flaw, even if it was spread out, everyone would only say that the Su family didn't know what to do, Su 'Yin' was not blessed, and people gave you sons and daughters, which is tantamount to giving you dignity and support, the more children and daughters, the more reliable the security for the rest of your life, don't you want it? No matter how many people ask for it, they can't ask for it! It's just that you don't know how to be blessed!

Su 'Yin' knew this, and he always thought that he was a burden to his brother, and he refused to confide in Su Rui with the idea of causing less trouble to his brother. Lu Liu also knows her difficulties, no matter how outstanding Su Rui's military achievements are, he is a big man and a courtier. It's not easy for ordinary brothers to take care of the affairs in the sisters' room, let alone such things that can't be found? But she really cherished Su 'Yin', and after thinking about it, she said, "Why don't you call the heir princess?" ”

"Ah Ning?"

"The situation of the princess in the palace is well known, if you take care of her more, her life will be better, right?" Luliu pitied Deng Ning and didn't fake it, but she would never put her above Su 'Yin', so she didn't want Deng Ning to appear in Su's 'Yin' room and destroy King Wei's calculations, how would she be hated by King Wei, but she just said, "It's not nice to say, the princess is innocent, but when things are like this, will the heir change his mind?" has no heirs, and no husband's love, what else can she do except to grasp filial piety? A daughter-in-law with a reputation for filial piety, even if she has no children, has a way to live. ”

"......"

"You are just too kind-hearted, the princess is to blame, and you can only blame the people of the Deng family for being too utilitarian. Obviously knowing that Su Dalangjun admired her, and he had to agree to this 'door' marriage, for the sake of glory and wealth, he pushed her into the fire pit. ”

Su Yin was silent for a long time, but he still shook his head and sighed: "That's it, I'll deal with him!" ”

"Lady-"

"It's also in the fire pit, I still have my brother as an arm, and I have been a princess for so many years, and I ...... with him Even if you don't get used to it, you have to get used to it. Su Yin's expression was faint, but her attitude was very resolute, "Could it be that if you are stuck in the mud, you have to pull another person to accompany her, on the grounds that she is also stuck here?" ”

Su 'Yin' was reluctant to the arrival of King Wei, and he was unwilling, but he couldn't resist it. In the palace of King Wei, another magnificent courtyard is deserted and almost unpopular.

The 'female' mothers walked quietly, but the corners of their eyes and eyebrows were 'handed' in exchange for unwilling messages.

Alas, I would like to think that serving the princess is a difficult beauty to find, and I sharpened my head and wanted to come in. If you are blessed to share the blue eyes of the princess and follow her or the future little master, then it is called developed. Who would have thought that this princess, who was born with a high 'door', soft 'sex', and beautiful appearance, didn't like her husband for some reason, and her blessings were a little thin. It's good now, a master who can't give birth to children and is not liked by his husband, even if he is the original wife, has no future at all. When they arrived at the princess's courtyard, could it be difficult to find another way out? Don't be stupid, people only go to high places, and those who serve their wives go to serve their concubines, which is called depreciation, not climbing. Besides, there are so many people in the palace, there will never be a shortage of slaves, as a master, why should you use a degraded minion?

Deng Ning's personal envoy 'female' Cha Yun saw the eyebrows and eyes of these people, and was angry, walked into the room, saw Deng Ning's thin clothes, quietly leaning against the window, looking at the bright moon, I wanted to step forward to add a piece of clothing to Deng Ning, but suddenly heard Deng Ning sigh faintly: "He won't come." ”

The eldest grandson' of the second prime minister, the eldest grandson', who was admired by Su Yu, can only be regarded as delicate and elegant, but her gestures are like flowing water, with an indescribable sense of beauty. Her eyebrows furrowed slightly, which made people's hearts sour, and she couldn't wait to brush away her melancholy and make her laugh. Rao is tea rhyme grew up with Deng Ning since he was a child, and when he saw Deng Ning's appearance at this time, his heart trembled, and he said hurriedly: "Don't think about it, Your Royal Highness, it's just, it's just ......."

"You see, you can't find a reason, how can you comfort me?" Deng Ning laughed at herself, her eyes fell on the crescent moon in the sky, and murmured, "Not only today, but every day in the future, he will not come." ”

Such days are very familiar, so familiar that she can clearly remember everything that happened in the future - husband and wife are not harmonious, stay alone in the empty house, neglect and neglect, degrade his wife to a concubine, and die of illness in the deep palace...... These chaotic and clear memories were woven into a net, accompanied by pain that penetrated deep into the bone marrow, so that she could not breathe.

She once tried her best to escape this fate, and she helped her grandfather, who was a famous man, to reach the world; She is no longer like when she first crossed over in her previous life, plagiarizing other people's poems and getting admired and complacent, drinking to quench her thirst; She learns the one that the ancient noble 'woman' should have, and is no longer out of step with the world, and she no longer even prays for love, but only for a good life in this life. Who would have expected that more than ten years of depression would bring even longer dark nights. It was like this night, so deep, so dark, so cold, that it completely overwhelmed her.