Chapter Ninety-Eight: Let It Be
Su Yingtong barely drank a bowl of porridge, and couldn't eat it anymore, watching her drink the medicine, the night sky asked people to prepare the carriage.
He knew that Su Yingtong had an unusual affection for this personal maid, and he had already found a feng shui treasure in the suburbs, hoping that after Qingzhu was buried properly, she could let go of this matter earlier.
Su Yingtong was dressed in plain clothes, no fat powder, and no headdress, she was silent all the way, holding the urn of green bamboo in her hand, and warming the cold porcelain little by little. Qingzhu, blame me for thinking of you too late, letting you be humiliated for many days, and die so humiliatingly.
Seeing Su Yingtong's sadness, Ye Tianmu held her hand, "Yingtong, Qingzhu's spirit in the sky knows that you care about her so much, and I won't blame you." ”
Su Yingtong shook off the hand of the night sky with a slight effort, "Your Highness, Qingzhu has been by my side since I was a child, and she has always been loyal to me and dedicated to me, I never regarded her as a subordinate, and now that she is dead like this, how can I not be sad." ”
When he arrived at the cemetery, Su Yingtong got out of the car and saw that the surrounding environment of the tomb was quiet, with mountains and water, and the green bamboo was sleeping here, and it would not be too desolate.
"Yueyinchu, thank you." She owes him more than she can pay off.
"Say a kind word."
The night sky took her to the tomb, and there were already monks who had passed the dead chanting Buddhist scriptures, and the burial goods were complete, and they could be buried when the time came.
Su Yingtong handed the urn to the monk, took out a set of jewelry designed by herself from her arms and put it in the coffin, she said that on the day of Qingzhu's wedding, she would prepare a unique set of jewelry for her as a dowry, how did she know that Qingzhu would die in humiliation if she couldn't wait for that day.
Qingzhu, I heard that before reincarnation, you will forget the one qiē of your previous life, you are a slave and a maid in this life, and you will not be blind to death, I am your master and I am incapable of protecting your safety, and I will also cause you to suffer such insults from me, and you can only be buried in a foreign country when you die, I am sorry for you, and now there are high monks for you, I hope you will rest in peace, and reincarnate in a good family in the next life, and then don't be inferior.
Su Yingtong watched the loess cover the coffin little by little, tears fell into the new mud, and when the coffin was in the ground, Su Yingtong was still reluctant to leave, she stood in front of the new tomb for a long time, looking at the tombstone of Qingzhu in a daze.
What did Qingzhu do wrong, if Gong Jingyu was so ruthless, could it be that just because she was her personal maid, she would be tortured like this?
Gong Jingyu, I misjudged you.
"Amitabha, life and death have a fate, the deceased has rested in peace, and the donor does not have to worry much."
The old man's voice sounded, Su Yingtong looked over, and saw that the senior monk who was chanting the Qingzhu Sutra stood up, and folded his hands and bowed to her.
Su Yingtong returned the salute, his eyes full of sorrow, "Master, whether the deceased is at rest in peace, how can we people in the world know, it's just self-deception." “
"Amitabha, monks don't speak," the monk turned the beads in his hand, "planting is the cause, reaping is the effect, why should the donor be obsessed with this." “
"Master, it's because you can't let go of your obsession that you have the distinction between Buddhists and mortals." She is just an ordinary person, how difficult it is to be painless and needless.
"Outsiders are favored by God, their lives should not be extinct, the road ahead is particularly long, the donor lets go of his obsession, and he will be able to open the sea and the sky."
Su Yingtong was shocked, she glanced at the night sky standing in the distance, and said unsurely: "What does the master mean by this?" ”
"Amitabha," the master recited a Buddhist scripture, and looked at Su Yingtong with a pair of eyes that were insightful of the world, "Donor, His Royal Highness has found Lao Ke to come, it is to open the depression in the donor's heart, the donor is a blessed person, blessing does not come from nowhere, blessing is woe, the donor only needs to accept it calmly, dissolve all thoughts, and he will wait until the blessing descends on your body." “
"What about blessings, what about disasters, life is a mixture of joy and sorrow, I don't ask how big the blessing is, I only ask for the disaster to be small, and the people around me can't get a good death, so what blessing can we talk about?"
"There are eight sufferings in life, birth, old age, sickness, death, love and separation, resentment for a long time, can't ask for it, can't let go, the donor has a lot of knowledge, and eventually gains something."
She understands all of this, but it doesn't mean that she can do it, if she can do it lightly, there will be no more miserable people in this world.
"Master, outsider, why did you come and where did you return?"
"The Buddha said, don't say it."
Su Yingtong smiled bitterly, "Master, they all say that I am a blessed person, but I am blessed by others, not talking about wealth and glory, only saying that I am healthy and happy, and now even the maids around me have passed away with hatred, what blessing do you have?" If the blessings arranged by God have to pay such a price, I would rather return to the simplicity, to the past, to be plain, wouldn't it be better. “
"The donor has a Buddha in his heart, and God will live up to the Buddha's heart.
Su Yingtong only felt physically and mentally tired, and she had the last trace of expectation: "Master, if you want to go back to the past, what is the method, and ask the master for some advice." ”
"The Buddha said, don't say it."
Su Yingtong simply let it go, she took out the jade pendant and said in a low voice: "Does the master know about this jade pendant?" The master is a master of Buddhism, I am not afraid to confess to the master, once a monk gave me this jade pendant, since then I have crossed two lives, since the master said with fate, now I have re-obtained this jade pendant, indicating that the will of heaven is so, I did not belong here, now it depends on the time and place, when and where? Master, little girl, please ......"
"Amitabha," the master interrupted Su Yingtong's words, without the slightest look of shock on his face, he looked up at the sky, "The heavenly opportunity must not be revealed, the donor will not come for no reason, the world is uncertain at present, the wind is surging, and when the dust settles, there will be results, the donor is naturally intelligent, and should understand that everything follows the law, and cannot be forced." “
Su Yingtong was silent, saying this, is it that no matter how hard she tries, she can't go back?
"Master Xie said clearly," the master had already made it very clear, Su Yingtong knew that it was useless to ask again, she performed the Buddha ceremony, "Today is Qingzhu's excess, thank you master." ”
"The donor is very polite, the monks are merciful, and the old man just did his duty."
After sending off the master and a group of monks, Su Yingtong returned to the palace.
Knowing that she couldn't go home, Su Yingtong had no purpose for a while, the world was so big, there was no place for her.
But since she wants to go with the flow, she has to face it in the best state, and only by becoming strong enough will such a thing not happen today.
She Su Yingtong not only has to protect herself, but also protects the people around her.
In the past, she always thought that she was a person to rely on, but the life of the palace was the warm water, and she would always be slowly trapped in it, and when she wanted to break free, she found that she had lost the ability to travel the sky.
Why was she so stupid in the first place, thinking that that person would really take care of her for the rest of her life.
Gong Jingyu's face swept through his mind, Su Yingtong bit his lower lip, Gong Jingyu, I originally wanted to break off my grudge with you, and from now on the bridge will return to the bridge and the road will return, but you won't even let go of Qingzhu, so don't blame me for being ruthless. xh:.74.240.212