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"Auntie is here, not just for a meal, right?" Cheng Xin broke the silence and said. (Good novel.) For more up-to-date chapters, visit wèn:ЩЩ. Copy the URL to visit wèn
Now the sky is not completely dark, a gray "cloud" and "cloud" light, I look back at him, his facial features are like a layer of mist, for a while I feel familiar, my heart is slightly warm. All of a sudden, I felt like I had gone back in time.
"You guessed it?" I asked.
He Liancheng has always been a smart person, and Cheng Xin's style is not very different from him, but the most basic things are not in the country. I wasn't surprised that he could guess the purpose of his aunt's visit.
"Do you want me to go to the United States for treatment?" He asked.
I nodded, and said as I walked, "I really need to discuss this matter with you, what do you think?" None of us have any intention of forcing you to do anything. ”
He looked up at me and frowned, saying, "To be honest, I really don't know what to do." I hesitated and decided, thinking that I could remember the past earlier, and I felt that if I remembered the past, would I deny and kill my current self? ”
He thinks about the problem from his own standpoint, which is completely different from what we think.
He Zelin and I didn't think of this problem, what we wanted to worry about was whether Cheng Xin would feel that he remembered the past, he needed to take on so many responsibilities, he would feel tired, and he would be afraid, so he didn't want to deliberately remember the past.
I know that in the subconscious of people there is something called "sexual" amnesia.
That is to say, people will deliberately forget the memory that hurts them the most, and they will also forge a false paragraph to make up for the gap in this paragraph, until one day they encounter another or several other parties in this matter, and the lie that lies to themselves cannot continue, and this memory will be displayed in the brain.
Bodily functions think that these memories will harm their own interests, and voluntarily delete these memories that harm 'sexuality'. I always thought that Cheng Xin had not made any progress in remembering the past, and it was the body's self-protection function that worked, but I didn't expect him to be afraid of this.
"Moreover, what you like is the original He Liancheng, and no one cares about the current Cheng Xin." He continued in a low voice.
I don't know how to answer him, I really don't like the current He Liancheng, all the memories in my memory are the cheerful and handsome He Liancheng before. No matter what happens, he will face it in the sun, even if there are occasional times when he can't bear it, it is only temporary.
"Actually, you don't have to think so, no matter what your current 'sexual' personality is, this is an experience of doing why you are 'successful' in life, so even if you think of the past, you will not forget this experience now......"
"No......" He didn't wait for me to finish, and directly interrupted me, "You don't understand, if He Liancheng comes back, will I be gone forever." (Marshmallow)"
I was stunned by his words, and stammered for a long time before saying: "Impossible, you are him, he is you, you are originally one person, there is no situation where one person comes back, and the other is gone." ”
He looked at me with a smile but not a smile, but his eyes were full of anger!
I didn't expect him to be so strict, he thought that Cheng Xin, who he didn't remember before, was a complete other person. However, it is clear that he is just a memory of He Liancheng.
Seeing his expression, I knew we were all thinking things simple.
He continued to walk, and I was stunned for a moment and quickly chased after him. He turned his head to look at me and smiled wryly and said, "I know, you won't understand what I'm talking about." ”
"I understand, but I think you're thinking too much." I say.
He shook his head, continued to smile bitterly, and said stubbornly and stubbornly, "You don't understand. ”
I don't know how I'm going to convince him that he is He Liancheng and He Liancheng is him. Just when I was about to speak, I suddenly found out in horror: I have always thought so, I think Cheng Xin is not He Liancheng, he is a new person!
Cheng Xin didn't care too much about the change in the 'color' of my face, but continued to walk forward slowly: "If I really can't remember the past, and I am willing to take care of Kuankuan and you, will you think it's okay like this?" ”
I didn't try to convince him to go for treatment, and when faced with such a reply, I suddenly didn't know what to say.
At this time, the wind gradually became stronger, and it hurt terribly in the face.
Silence, unbearable silence.
He walked on my right-hand side, feeling familiar and strange to me. If it is He Liancheng, we should hold hands and take the child for a walk in the community.
"Le Yi, after I finished talking to you that night, I also found Liu Tian and Shen Mo and asked you and He Liancheng." He coughed a little and said, "It's the past between me, I'm very touched by yours, but I think it's a bit ...... to ask me to give up all my current consciousness and accept a new identity."
I could totally guess what he was trying to say.
"Don't call me 'selfish'......" He hesitated to explain to me, "I can take all the responsibilities of this body, including you, including Kuankuan, including Uncle He, but I ......"
I didn't wait for him to finish, he couldn't control his feelings, he just wanted to maintain the current situation and no longer ask about the past?!
I did want to start over, but the things of the past, whether beautiful or sad, were part of my life. You want me to start over, it's that simple!
"You're just selfish!" I stood abruptly, looked into his extraordinarily bright eyes in the snow and said, "You are selfish, you want to forget that memory, I don't want to." I don't want to miss every minute of my child's growth, unlike you coward, who just wants to maintain the peace that I pretended. You think it's easy to maintain the status quo? Kuan Kuan was kidnapped, Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong were fed 'fandom' and 'medicine', none of this has anything to do with your itching, right? Have you ever wondered what it's like for me to be a mom? ”
He was stunned by my words and looked at me dumbfounded.
If it was He Liancheng, he should have come over and hugged me when I lost my temper, and spoke softly or didn't say anything, but the person in front of me now was not him!
"If you want to maintain the status quo, will those who are behind the small or big tricks agree? That's the end of Kuankuan's kidnapping? Who knows if that man will do anything new? Also, do you think that after the fund is activated, Ho's will be able to fully operate? There are many, many problems that you can't think of, and they must be solved by the original him coming back! I breathed a sigh of relief when I said this, looked at the horizon and said, "Also, you can't just enjoy the benefits of Liancheng's status and not bear all his memories, including the pain. Have you thought about it? If you don't admit that you are He Liancheng, this huge amount of funds has nothing to do with your 'dime' money. When I finally finished, I looked at his red and white face, didn't want to say anything more, turned around and left.
When I returned home, I looked back and saw that there was no shadow of Cheng Xin.
What did he think? Scarred off by my words?
If He Liancheng is really dead, then I won't pursue the previous incident. Why? Because I don't have that ability, I don't know who caused the car accident, and I don't know who is behind the scenes. And now it's different, he's back, doesn't he want to 'figure out' who killed him?
Over the years, none of the incidents have happened naturally.
Kuankuan's 'milk' powder was 'drugged', and He Zelin calmed down without hurting the child, and at the same time kicked He Xiao out of the He family's core group. He thinks it's okay, but I'm the child's mother, and I don't think it's okay, and I want justice for my child.
Kuan Kuan was kidnapped, Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong were drugged, He Zelin and Cheng Xin, including Liu Tian and Shen Mo, helped save the child, and who is behind the scenes is not known now. How can I sleep, the thought of having a pair of eyes looking at me in a dark place, looking at my child, makes me break out in a cold sweat.
If he wants to maintain the current situation, will he not pursue the current situation?
He Liancheng is not like this, and he will not be like this!
When I walked in the 'door', I saw that the two of them were talking happily in the living room, and after saying hello with a smile, I went to the children's room.
The three children were still playing, and when Kuan Kuan saw me entering, he bit his fingers and asked, "Mom, can you eat?" ”
"Right away." I suppressed my anger.
Ten minutes later, Aunt Cao came up to call for dinner, and I tidied up the clothes for the three children and took them downstairs.
Cheng Xin didn't know when he came back, and he was also sitting in the living room.
At the dinner table, Yuan Zheng and He Zelin kept talking about the past. I listened to a few sentences, from He Liancheng's few months to the fact that he went to college, 'made' 'girlfriend' friends, blind dates, and even the deliberate regression period later......
I know that they said this on purpose, wanting to prepare Cheng Xin psychologically. Our plan was very thorough, but when it was actually implemented, the key people in the plan completely disagreed with it, and even had strict feelings of resistance. We all thought that he might disagree, but we didn't expect it to be so 'fierce'.
Cheng Xin's face was ugly, and I knew I had angered him. But after doing so, I don't regret it at all.
Because he is now so different from the original Liancheng that he doesn't even care much about the life or death of his own children.
Seeing Yuan Zheng away, He Zelin nodded and smiled at me. I know what he meant, that is, he had a good talk with Yuan Zheng, and as long as he persuaded Cheng Xin, he would be able to go abroad for treatment.
But Cheng Xin's side was messed up by me, and I smiled a little helplessly.
Cheng Xin was not interested, and went back to his room after eating, He Zelin asked worriedly: "What does he mean?" ”
"He wants to maintain the status quo, he doesn't want to remember the past, and says that if he remembers the past, Cheng Xin will not exist." I told the results.
He Zelin frowned, things were tricky when we thought they were the smoothest! He lit a cigarette and remained silent, not knowing what he was thinking. Mobile phone please visit wèn:
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