I was so tired that I couldn't sleep. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Su Jinluo was wearing Jin Ye's shirt, which was knee-length, and could be used directly as pajamas. Lying on the bed with his eyes closed and his body curled slightly. In the quiet room, she could clearly feel Jin Ye walking around the room, staying at the bookshelf for a while and then heading to the bedside, and then feeling the side of the bed sink and there was no movement.

Jin Ye leaned on the head of the bed, his feet curled slightly, and he lowered his head and flipped through the books in his hands. It wasn't until more than ten minutes later that he found that Su Jinluo's breathing had not changed at all. The fair-skinned slender movement of turning the pages of the book suddenly stopped, and turned his head slightly to look at the person who was covered by the quilt, "Girl, can't you sleep?" ”

Su Jinluo's breath paused, and he didn't know how Jin Ye found out. Her eyelashes trembled slightly, and she hesitated whether to continue pretending to sleep or getting up directly. After a few seconds, she slowly turned around, her clear eyes looked directly at Jin Ye's deep eyes, and suddenly a little mist appeared in her eyes, she nodded, tilted her head, and her soft and glutinous voice brought unconscious grievances and coquettishness, "Uncle Jin, I'm so tired." But I just can't sleep, what should I do? ”

"Flutter!" Looking at Su Jinluo's bun face walking together, Jin Ye couldn't help but burst out laughing. But seeing that the grievances in her eyes were getting heavier and heavier, as if she was about to cry out in the next moment, she quickly restrained the smile on her face, leaned over and hugged Su Jinluo in her arms, patted her back, and changed the topic, "Jinjin can't go to bed early, let's chat!" ”

"What are you talking about?" Su Jinluo was really diverted, this was the first time Jin Ye had said this! Usually, the two of them think of where to talk about something, but they can't be called chatting, because the words of the two have a strong purpose.

Jin Ye was dumbfounded for a moment, he was just trying to divert Su Jinluo's attention, and he didn't know how to answer when he suddenly asked like this. But looking at Su Jinluo's innocent and clean eyes. Suddenly, there was an urge to talk.

Since he was a child, he has a cold temperament, and he always hides all his thoughts in the depths. Precocious, he noticed the difference between himself and other children at a very young age, and his emotions were even more introverted, cold and silent, and many words were not even said by his dearest grandfather. But inexplicably, Su Jinluo was seeing this moment. He suddenly wanted to tell her how he felt.

was suddenly embraced by Jin Ye. The tip of his nose touched his solid chest, and he could feel a warmth through his shirt. After Su Jinluo was stunned for a moment, he struggled slightly and wanted to leave a little, but because of Jin Ye's sudden words. Stiff in place.

"Would you like to tell you my story?"

A sentence that sounded like an inquiry, but without waiting for Su Jinluo to answer, Jin Ye began to speak.

"My mother was a very gentle person, she was very beautiful. When she was eighteen years old, she became pregnant with me. She loved me very much and always told me stories very gently, or taught me to read, or played the piano to me. But I haven't met my father, and I don't know who my father is. Childhood. I asked my mother. But she always smiled at me, and then looked out the window with a very sad expression, holding the necklace around her neck, sweet and sad.

Not long after, my mother was gone. She had a difficult birth when she gave birth to me. Hurt the body. In addition, she became depressed and died when I was three years old! ”

Jin Ye's voice was painfully suppressed, and suddenly, his arm tightened, almost so tight that it was difficult for Su Jinluo to breathe.

She didn't expect that Jin Ye, who was as elegant as a noble son in a wealthy family, still had such a past. I didn't see his parents, but I thought his parents died young. I have tried the pain of being alone without my parents, so I am usually careful not to touch his injuries. It's just that she didn't expect that Jin Ye's injury was deeper than she guessed.

She only hesitated for a moment, then hugged his waist with her backhand and patted him softly on the back: "Auntie will have a good time in heaven." Don't be sad, she loves you so much, as long as you're happy, she'll be happy! ”

"Hmm!" Jin Ye snorted and was silent for a long time. Just when Su Jinluo was sleepy and a little drowsy, he suddenly heard him say in his ear: "Thank you!" Jinjin, thank you! My grandfather and grandmother are my closest relatives, thank you! ”

Su Jinluo woke up suddenly, and said with a smile: "This is what I should do!" Grandpa is very good! I love it! ”

Jin Ye just hugged her tightly and stopped talking.

Su Jinluo suddenly thought of a little and hesitated, not knowing whether to ask or not. The hesitant expression happened to be seen by Jin Ye. He rubbed Su Jinluo, coldly, and smiled gently: "Uncle Jin, grandpa and his granddaughter, are you ......" A little cautious tone, so that in the final description, I couldn't find an adjective.

But seeing that Jin Ye's expression suddenly turned cold, the coldness of his whole body burst out, and there was a kind of heart-piercing coldness. Her heart trembled, and with a bloodthirsty momentum, she involuntarily shrank her body.

Jin Ye noticed it, and quickly restrained the murderous aura released inadvertently, stared at Su Jinluo's eyes, and gently patted her back to reassure her, but did not explain directly.

"My mother was my grandfather's old daughter, almost twenty years younger than my second uncle, and the only girl among the three children, so she was very pampered. Jin Min is the daughter of her uncle and the only girl in three generations, so she is also favored.

However, unlike my mother's casual but stubborn temperament, Jin Min is very possessive. My mother is only ten years older than her, and because of the love of my grandfather and uncles for my mother, Jin Min is hostile and dissatisfied with my mother, so the relationship between the two has always been bad.

And this dissatisfaction reached its maximum after my mother went abroad to study at the age of fifteen and came back with me pregnant at the age of eighteen. Because in the three years that my mother left, all my grandfather's favor was concentrated on Jin Min's body, which can be described as a collection of thousands of favors. But my mother came back, although it was because she was pregnant and made my grandparents and uncles angry, but they were more distressed and worried, so during that time, I put all my attention and energy on my mother, and ignored Jin Min. ”

At this time, Su Jinluo felt that Jin Ye's arms holding her were tightening, slowly, but becoming more and more powerful. At the same time, he also keenly felt the thick resentment emanating from Jin Ye's body. Immediately thought that something must have happened in this, otherwise Jin Ye would not have been so resentful of Jin Min.

It's resentment, I never thought that Jin Ye, who had a cold expression and didn't seem to care about anything, would have such emotions. Listening to the voice he suddenly buried on her shoulder, there was almost a small sob, and she was stunned with a deep distress, for some reason. I wanted to be comforted, I opened my mouth, but I couldn't say anything. It can only be gently patted on his back, as a comfort, as a comfort.

The sobs disappeared, except for a cold, wet sensation on my shoulders. I didn't have time to think about it, but I heard Jin Ye's voice dyed hoarse at some point, and was full of sadness in a low voice, "Just when I was about to be born, Jin Min, who was about to be born, tripped my mother and eventually caused me to give birth prematurely. My mother was bleeding heavily when she gave birth to me, and although she saved her life in the end, her vitality was greatly damaged, and she has been not good since she gave birth to me, and she is accompanied by medicine all day long! But it only lasted three years, and then he left me! ”

Su Jinluo's eyes widened in shock, he didn't expect this to be the reason at all. There is no need for Jin Ye to say the rest of the matter, Su Jinluo can also guess it.

At that time, Jin Min was just a nine-year-old child, it can be said that he was not sensible, and if they wanted to punish Mr. Jin, they had no way to start, after all, they were also their granddaughter who had been pampered for many years. However, it was this pampered granddaughter and daughter who led to the early death of his daughter and sister. Therefore, Old Man Jin and others have complicated feelings for Jin Min and are very indifferent to her.

No wonder, even Uncle Jin is so unfamiliar with his siblings, calculating that Jin Yi's age and Jin Ye's mother's age should be closer, emotionally may be closer than Jin Min, maybe Jin Yi and Jin Ye's mother are closer. Coupled with Jin Ye's mother's matter, she would see Jin Yi occasionally look at Jin Min's eyes, and there would be a rare disgust.

Thinking of what Mrs. Jin said when she was in Mr. Jin's ward, I just wanted to say that Mr. Jin suddenly had a stroke this time, and it was related to Jin Min, so I heard Jin Ye say: "Grandpa has an accident, it must be because of Jin Min." The eldest and second uncles have always been filial and never contradict their father. The eldest brother and the second brother also listen to their grandfather's words, but only Jin Min often does things that make his grandfather and grandmother angry since his mother's affairs disappointed his grandfather and grandmother. ”

Jin Ye had something to say, but he didn't mean to say it in detail. Su Jinluo was a little puzzled, but thinking that it was someone else's privacy after all, it was not easy to ask. Feeling the sadness that escaped from Jin Ye's body, she said in a brisk tone: "Uncle Jin, don't worry! I'm very good at medicine, and my grandfather will get better soon! Just watch! ”

Su Jinluo didn't know when he fell asleep, and he missed lunch.

Until she was woken up by hunger in the middle of the afternoon, as soon as she moved, her shallow breathing like a feather was chaotic, and Jin Ye found out. Putting down the book in her hand, staring at her little face that was crimson from sleep, and when she opened her eyes and woke up, Jin Ye said, "Wake up!" Hungry? ”

Su Jinluo nodded embarrassedly, and looked sideways at the clock at the bedside, it was already past four o'clock. Unexpectedly, I slept for almost six hours in this sleep, and suddenly my little face wrinkled.

Jin Ye looked funny, it was rare to see her with so many expressions. He coughed lightly twice, put his hands to his mouth to hide the smile at the corners of his mouth, and said softly, "Get up!" Mama Zhang has something to prepare for you, and she is waiting for you to wake up. It's almost dinner, you eat a little first to pad your stomach, and wait for dinner! ”

Su Jinluo nodded obediently, looked at her clothes that were placed at the head of the bed at some point, took them to the bathroom to change, and followed Jin Ye downstairs.