Chapter 190

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In the end, that person is gone, and what good end can she get.

Brother Qingyao refused to look at him.

Although I don't know if he knows what he did back then, he didn't even see him for the last time.

It has been separated for more than 20 years.

Over the years, she has been thinking about it all the time, not regretting it, but she doesn't know that these things have long passed.

For them, the deceased is gone, and only she, trapped in this world, will be in memory every second.

It wasn't until a year ago that I saw it clearly.

And she doesn't want her daughter to repeat the same mistakes.

Obviously, Zhang Yanyan couldn't understand her intentions.

She stiffened her smile for a moment, but she was still reluctant to tell the truth, but said stiffly: "Mother, what are you talking about, I don't understand......"

She smiled forcefully.

But I didn't know that the palm of my hand had already been ****.

The eldest princess has something to say, why doesn't she know?

It's just that...... Does she really know what she's doing?

Then why didn't she help herself?

For her mother, Zhang Yanyan is not the first time she has fallen into confusion.

There is no self in her eyes.

This is what Zhang Yanyan has known for a long time.

However, that doesn't mean anything.

She stubbornly thought, even if she only relied on herself, then what would it matter, but without Xiang'a Dong, even if her own mother risked being scolded by Yingzong, she would have to protect her.

Zhang Yanyan was shocked at the time.

However, there is still a lot she doesn't understand.

For example, now, she clearly knew what she had committed, but she didn't say it explicitly, but instead persuaded herself in a roundabout way, what did she want to do?

The eldest princess knew she wouldn't listen.

However, she could not let her continue like this.

"You have been thinking about it behind closed doors for the past few days, and you should reflect on yourself."

The eldest princess straightened up, stood still, and said lightly.

When Zhang Yanyan heard the word that he had thought about behind closed doors, he immediately calmed down: "Why? Am I doing something wrong? I'm just going to take what I want? Am I doing something wrong? Didn't you teach me to work hard for what I wanted? How come it ends up, but it's what you oppose the most?! ”

Zhang Yanyan gritted his teeth.

The eldest princess wanted to say something, but after all, her lips were pursed, trembling up and down, and she didn't say anything.

Back then, she was also disabled, because there were too many things in her heart that she couldn't get, and there were too many resentments, and she didn't even want to see her daughter and the colt who loved her.

It is precisely because of this that she lost the most critical period of teaching her daughter.

Whatever she says now, she can't break her obsession.

The brightness in the eldest princess's eyes was bright and dark, and her eyes were erratic, and finally she sighed and walked towards the door.

Zhang Yanyan was not convinced, she was so unconvinced!

Rong Ning was outside to accept everyone's admiring gaze, and she could only fend for herself in this small world.

Heaven is too unfair, isn't it?!

At today's banquet, she originally wanted to attend, but due to the interference of the eldest princess, even the eldest princess did not attend, so how could she talk about being able to go, and because of this, she missed a good opportunity to bring down Rong Ning.

In front of the important people of the Three Kingdoms, she had many ways to embarrass her, but today she was not there, and the pheasant, with the stepping stone at the end of the Hu people, flew up the branch and became a phoenix!

Everything has changed!

Zhang Yanyan was annoyed in his heart, thinking that he didn't know when he would be able to come out of the lockdown, and if he came out, the two of them would have already gotten married......

"Mother, what are your own thoughts, no one understands better than my daughter!"

Zhang Yanyan looked at the back of the eldest princess and said angrily.

Her voice was sharp and loud, and she didn't care at all about the face of the eldest princess.

The eldest princess's body trembled.

She turned her head, "What do you mean?" ”

The nails were a little embedded in the palms, and a trace of panic on his face made Zhang Yanyan catch it.

Thinking that he had snooped on his mother's secret, Zhang Yanyan relieved himself, half lying on the chaise longue, with a contemptuous smile on the corner of his mouth: "What do I mean, mother, don't you know?" ”

Deliberately ignoring the iron-blue look on the eldest princess's face, Zhang Yanyan continued: "Father is so good to you, he has you as a woman for the rest of his life, for you, he even unloaded the government affairs in the court, for you, he is willing to be an idle horse, for you, he went to learn painting in person, just want to make you happy, you say, is he worth it?" For such an ungrateful and hard-hearted woman as you, you say, is he worth it? ”

At the mention of her husband, the eldest princess couldn't help but take two steps back, and her face quickly turned gray: "What did you say? I didn't get it. ”

As we all know, the eldest princess's concubine was originally a merry boy who explored flowers in high school, a handsome son, but unfortunately, as soon as he met the eldest princess, he lost his soul and asked the emperor to marry her, and was willing to remove all the responsibilities in the court, and was only willing to hold the beauty.

Moreover, after so many years of marriage, the eldest princess first had nothing, and then only gave birth to Zhang Yanyan alone, but there was still no room in the house.

Outsiders say that this couple has a deep relationship and does not want others to disturb them, but the people in the princess's mansion know that this is not the case.

Ever since the eldest princess gave birth to the princess, she has been reluctant to have sex with her colt.

The colt was not hard-tempered, and when he knew her intentions, he slept alone in the study, and rarely disturbed the eldest princess.

However, although the two of them are like the most familiar strangers, the master still treats the eldest princess with tenderness and sweetness for ten years.

In the more than 20 years since they got married, the horse master has never blushed at the eldest princess.

It's a pity that this good story ended a year ago.

Because of the occasional cold, coupled with what the doctor said, the horse master has been squeezed depressed in his heart for many years, and he is only in the prime of life, so he goes.

At first, the eldest princess only thought it was incredible.

That person clearly said that he would follow him for the rest of his life, even if there were other men living in his heart, but he would never let go.

Why, did it go?

It wasn't until the day he was buried that she really realized what it was like to have a heart like a knife.

It's a pity that that person is gone forever, and I haven't even had time to say goodbye to him.

This is also the deepest thorn in the eldest princess's heart in the past six months or so.

It won't be fatal, but it can make her breath hurt.

Now, being said in public by her own daughter, invisibly, it is like a pair of strong hands tearing her heart fiercely.

Let her snort and be speechless.

Zhang Yanyan saw the eldest princess's face, and for some reason, she actually felt a little happy in her heart.

My unlucky father, in this life, can be regarded as a vain life.

However, if he could see the transformation of his mother after he left, how should he feel?

"You love someone else, right? And that person and Rong Ning's pheasant also have a certain relationship, right? Otherwise, you wouldn't have invited Rong Ning to the flower viewing banquet before. ”

The tone, although it was a rhetorical question, was confident in his voice.

Every time she said a word, the eldest princess's face was a little defeated, and in the end, the eldest princess could only barely stand up by floating on the table next to her.

Zhang Yanyan continued: "What, it's not enough to force your husband to death, and now you have to force your daughter to death? Is that lover of yours so good that he can make you abandon your wife and children without any guilt? ”

The eldest princess's face changed a little more, and she suddenly raised her voice and shouted angrily: "Don't say it!" ”

As he spoke, he took a few more heavy breaths.

She shouted angrily this time, and she didn't know if it was aimed at Zhang Yanyan or herself.

For so long, what I didn't want to face was said by my daughter like this, saying that it was not uncomfortable, it must be false.

Zhang Yanyan saw her like this, but she got a different kind of pleasure from the bottom of her heart.

Sure enough, those who had a little relationship with Rong Ning had to endure pain.

And how could she bear the pain of the man she loved?

Zhang Yanyan's eyes lit up a little.

Yes, she must do her best to let him see her true colors, and she must not let him continue to go astray.

Only she is the woman he should love, and only he is the woman he deserves to love.

The eldest princess finally held back, and instead of falling to the ground, she propped herself up on a chair on the side and sat down.

She supported her forehead, the blue tendons in the corners of her forehead protruded, and her face was also in countless pains.

said, "I don't care about your affairs in the future." ”

I can't take care of it.

One wrong step, one wrong step.

Whatever she was going to do now, it was wrong, so why not let her hit the south wall by herself and let her know what was right?

It's just that I'm still a little reluctant......

The eldest princess's voice looked like she had aged ten years.

Zhang Yanyan didn't notice at all that she was full of satisfaction, all of them were defeating Rong Ning and looking at the pictures of her ending.

As everyone knows, he has fallen into the bottomless abyss like this.

……

After returning to the county lord's mansion, everyone immediately had dinner together, including Xiao Huaijin.

Where will the banquet in the palace be full?

Therefore, the Nanban King had already prepared a lot of food and waited for Rong Ning to come back.

Rong Ning was dumbfounded, is it so simple to be a Southern Barbarian King? Eat and drink every day, and don't have to deal with the government affairs of Jiangnan at all?

"Hahaha, Ning Ning, come, Daddy remembers that you liked this dish when you were a child! Eat more! ”

"And this! Hahaha! Come on, come on, you're just too thin, how can you exercise well without eating more! ”

"This, this is the meat of the Silver Eagle, it's chewy!"

The corners of Rong Ning's mouth twitched, and he saw that his bowl was already piled up.

Here is not only the dish that the Nanban King sandwiched for her, but also Xiao Huaijin's.

Xiao Huaijin didn't talk as much as the Nanban King, he didn't say a word the whole time, and only when he just met the Nanban King, did he say hello to him.

It's a pity that as soon as the Southern Barbarian King turned his head, he didn't want to see him at all.

Originally, the King of Nanban, that is, King Su, was his fourth uncle, but now he is called with Rong Ning, of course, he is called Daddy.

And the two of them at the dinner table also seemed to be competing, and they didn't let each other go too much to put vegetables in Rong Ning's bowl.

The king of the Southern Barbarians didn't say much, his words were humorous and funny, the history of each dish had been practiced, and he was able to talk a little bit, and Rong Ning didn't know that his father was still a food professional.

And Xiao Huaijin is different, although he is silent, he will give Rong Ning to eat any dish first.

The two of you sandwich a dish, I sandwich a dish, and soon Rong Ning's bowl is finally full.

"Enough is enough, if you clip it again, I won't be able to finish it......"

Rong Ning covered the bowl and looked at the two people with pitiful eyes.

The Southern Barbarian King didn't stop again, and his mouth was full of words: "Ning Ning, how can you eat like this?" You must have been when you were young, following that stinky boy, you didn't eat a few meals to make yourself so thin now, now that Daddy is by your side, you have to eat well, otherwise Daddy will be distressed. ”

Xiao Huaijin raised his eyebrows, and said: "Ning Ning, if you hadn't been lost and hungry for so many days, how could you become like this now, you have to make up for it." ”

His voice was like a spring breeze in March, passing through his ears, as if it were just an accident.

The Nanban King immediately put down his chopsticks with a snap: "What are you talking about, stinky boy?" ”

The teeth of the Southern Barbarian King hated itched.

Losing his daughter, this matter is an eternal hatred in his heart, but if that stinky boy took Ning Ning to stay in the capital at that time, how could such a thing happen?

Isn't it him, Caihu made their father and daughter twenty years late to meet?

Xiao Huaijin also put down his chopsticks with a snap.

There was a tense atmosphere at the dinner table.

"Daddy......"

Rong Ning wanted to persuade the Southern Barbarian King, but as soon as he said that, he found that someone had already launched a cold ray like himself.

She hurriedly turned her head: "The child period ......"

On the other hand, the Southern Barbarian King was even more unreserved, and his whole body was brewing with anger.

Rong Ning immediately wilted.

She concentrated on burying her head in the rice bowl and concentrating on eliminating the rice in the bowl.

The fight between two men, let them use the duel between men to solve it.

I can't see anything, I can't hear anything.

You can't see anything, you can't hear anything......

Rong Ning hypnotized himself.

And no matter how the Southern Barbarian King stops it, the marriage date of Rong Ning and Xiao Huaijin will come over again.

And before that, Rong Ning found out that the emperor waved his hand again and gave a mansion.

It is neither the county lord's mansion nor the prince's mansion.

Thinking about the reason for himself and King Lin's mansion, although Rong Ning knew that King Lin and Princess Lin didn't want to see him, out of politeness, he still came to visit.

There was something on the day of the king, but he did not appear, but the princess treated herself and was kind. I can't see at all that there was any discord between myself and her. (To be continued.) )