Chapter 85: Since I don't want to live anymore, give me this life!

"When did you know?" After laughing, Mei Chunshui's whole person almost lay on the table as if she was in prostration, and the little curvature left at the corner of her mouth was only mockery. I don't know if it's her prime grandfather or herself.

"Shortly after that time to save you, Ye Xici told me." Fang Xiaoyu was very shameless and pushed all the qiฤ“ on Ye Xici's body.

I can't say that she knew from the beginning, wasn't that an obvious accusation that Mei Chunshui saved you because I wanted to calculate you? If Mei Chunshui began to suspect that those things were not done by Ye Shucheng, wouldn't she have been busy for so long?

"yes. Ye Xici is the crown prince's person, of course he doesn't want the general's mansion to be in the camp of the second prince, and his grandfather is now so close to Ye Shucheng, no wonder he wants to tell you all these things. Mei Chunshui seemed to easily accept this answer made up by Fang Xiaoyu. The main thing is that Ye Xi quits too. Child. The identity of the party is really easy to use, as long as it is something that cannot get along with Ye Shucheng, pushing it to the prince will rarely arouse suspicion.

As he spoke, he looked up at Fang Xiaoyu and said, "Then why did you save me yesterday?" โ€

It is said that knowing what her grandfather did to the other general, she should have the heart to kill her, and watching her fall off the cliff and shatter her bones is not as she wants? And why save her?

"The emperor is here." Fang Xiaoyu didn't think about it, and replied quickly.

Well, what a valid reason.

Mei Chunshui couldn't help but smile bitterly, and said in her heart Would you be too honest, even if you deceive people and say something nice.

"Now that you know the truth, I don't plan to argue, when to report to the emperor, listen to it. I, a chess piece, if I can really stir up this muddy water, and I have been a chess piece for so many years in vain, I will not die unjustly. Mei Chunshui has entered a state of self-abandonment. For her, there is nothing to be happy about living, and death does not seem to be too much to be afraid of.

She is tired, living in hypocrisy all the time, she can't laugh and cry uncontrollably, she trembles when she makes every choice, she has to keep thinking about whether this is wrong or right, she has to keep telling herself, she can't expose it, otherwise she may be given up in advance.

I'm so tired. It's tiring to be alive.

"Do you know that once the emperor finds out that you did this, the Prime Minister's Mansion can't be left alone, and how can you escape?" Fang Xiaoyu was full of feelings in her heart, originally facing Mei Chunshui was just because she died at her hands in her previous life and wanted to take revenge, but she didn't want to let her discover Mei Chunshui's unknown side.

"What's the point?" Mei Chunshui smiled and cried: "What's the difference between being alive and dead now? โ€

"Punish yourself for the mistakes of others, are you stupid or stupid or stupid! If they give up on you, you give up on yourself? They fooled you, and you willingly accepted your fate? Since they are sorry for you, then let them die by themselves, and you follow the fun! Fang Xiaoyu suddenly felt out of breath. In fact, if you think about it carefully, maybe she is not angry with Mei Chunshui, but seems to be angry with herself. This kind of anger is inexplicable, but at the moment she is very uncomfortable and uncomfortable, and she wants to go out to vent her anger.

Mei Chunshui looked at Fang Xiaoyu who suddenly became angry in surprise, and said in a somewhat uncertain tone: "Are you worried about me?" โ€

Lose sleep over something?

Fang Xiaoyu was stunned. Is this a worry? It doesn't seem to be all, but it seems that there is a little bit of it.

Fang Xiaoyu began to wonder what kind of mentality she was. If memory serves, the person on the other side was the enemy who killed her in her previous life, right? Although he is not the mastermind, he is an accomplice at most, but shouldn't he take revenge easily? Is this kind of heartbreaking thing for the sake of the enemy what you should do?

After thinking about it, Fang Xiaoyu felt that maybe she had a little sympathy for Mei Chunshui. The reason why Mei Chunshui became the distorted Concubine Mei in her previous life was because she had never been cared for since she was a child. What everyone imposed on her was exploitation, ridicule, and giving up without hesitation, so she would worship the sweet words of a liar as if they were the only salvation in her life.

For the sake of this salvation, she is willing to do whatever it takes to do so. Anyway, people all over the world have given up on her, and people all over the world don't love her, so she is not rare in the hope and love of others, she just needs to keep the person who is willing to shelter her from the wind and rain and is willing to give her promises.

And at that time, she smiled and said that the second prince and concubine were a real obstacle. Especially when she didn't love Ye Shucheng at all, it made Mei Chun even more angry.

You don't love him, you still occupy the position of his wife, but let me, the person who loves him, can only be condescended to be small, why! This is the biggest reason why Mei Chunshui in the previous life didn't like Fang Xiao's smile.

Fang Xiaoyu suddenly thought that she hadn't made friends for a long time. That feeling of loneliness is something I can empathize with. It's just that unlike Mei Chunshui, Mei Chunshui was passively isolated from the circle called 'love', but she took the initiative to build that wall to isolate the love of others.

There's a little bit of sameness. It's just that she is a little luckier than Mei Chunshui.

"You're thinking too much." Fang Xiaoyu was very reluctant to admit that she was a little sympathetic to her enemy, so she could only deny that she wanted to cover up the past.

It's just that Mei Chunshui seems to think that Fang Xiaoyu cares about her, so she completely disregards Fang Xiaoyu's attitude and smiles: "I didn't expect that people who I regard as relatives want me to die, but as an enemy, you will care about my life and death." โ€

Mei Chunshui smiled at the expressionless face of the smile above, and continued: "I'm very happy, at least I finally have someone in my life who allows me to be myself without pretending." Even if you are my enemy, even if you and I will never die in the next moment, I am still grateful for your concern that made my life look at least not so sad. โ€

Fang Xiaoyu instinctively wanted to refute, but finally swallowed those words into his stomach. She suddenly couldn't bear it, couldn't bear to destroy the only glimmer of light in the heart of a person who was almost desperate.

After hesitating for a while, Fang Xiaoyu finally sighed, looked at Mei Chunshui and said, "Do you really want the entire Prime Minister's Mansion to pay the price?" After all, it's your loved ones who live there. Even if these relatives have never given you any feelings worth remembering, you will not regret destroying them with your own hands? โ€

Mei Chunshui poured himself a cup of tea again, then raised his neck and drank it cleanly, and said, "I don't think about this question all the time, I've been thinking about it for more than ten years. From the moment I knew that I was deliberately being raised by someone, I was repeatedly asking myself whether to be an outcast in silence and willing to accept my fate, or to be the one who played chess in the other way and destroy all those who treated me as a pawn. But I couldn't find an answer. It's just that recently I suddenly realized that people who don't love me won't love me after all, even though I tried my best to get their true love. In that case, what am I struggling with? It's not that I'm sorry for them, it's that they're sorry for me first. Fang Xiaoyu, do you know, I finally understand now what kind of mood the noble lady in the palace has been doing those things that have been criticized and abused all these years. If she hadn't been cornered, why did she have to come here. โ€

Fang Xiaoyu knew that what Mei Chunshui was talking about was the noble lady in the palace. Because she always opposes her family, although this lady is deeply favored by the emperor, her reputation outside is not very good.

Which of those people in the upper circle is not from a family? Even if you know a lot about the past of this noble lady, you will even sympathize, but completely abandon your family, and even don't want to kill your family all the time, in this era of family as the sky, the father as the sky, the husband as the sky, and the man as the sky, these are all deviant crimes that deserve death.

It's just that because the other party is a mother, most people don't dare to declare it, but they don't say it, and everyone knows what they think in their hearts.

Speaking of which, Fang Xiaoyu didn't know that the reason why Mei Chunshui was completely disappointed in the Prime Minister's Mansion, and even did not hesitate to use the method of assassinating the emperor to uproot the entire Prime Minister's Mansion, and did not hesitate to lose her own life, this matter still stemmed from the fact that she planted Ye Shucheng to kill Mei Chunshui at the beginning.

This incident was the fuse, and it was the fundamental reason why she no longer had any thoughts about the Prime Minister's Mansion.

Because of this incident, Mei Chunshui was not only not confused by Ye Shucheng's rhetoric as in her previous life, but her disgust with Ye Shucheng reached the highest point. She obviously told her grandfather that Ye Shucheng was going to kill her and blame Wang Shizi An and Fang Xiaoyu, but her grandfather suppressed this matter and didn't say anything, and even asked her to take the initiative to approach Ye Shucheng, let her confuse Ye Shucheng, and want her to become Ye Shucheng's person, and then after Mei Guifei became pregnant, she made a big mistake, and then Ye Shucheng completely lost power in front of the emperor.

Mei Cangyun didn't really explain these things to Mei Chunshui, but just gave such an order very arbitrarily. But Mei Chunshui is not the useless and stupid straw bale lady in everyone's eyes, she has her own intelligence network, she has her own power, although it is different from the power of the Prime Minister's Mansion, but if it weren't for this power, she would have been unable to protect herself in this cannibalistic Prime Minister's Mansion.

She could understand what Mei Cangyun had in mind when she asked her to get close to Ye Shucheng, but it was precisely because of her understanding that she hated it even more!

It's just a matter of treating her as a pawn, and even making her commit herself to someone who wants to kill her. And those so-called relatives who swore that they would protect her, and said that they would give her a proper arrangement when the second prince lost power, but they used a honey-wrapped oath to lightly push themselves into the fire pit.

So, she finally despaired of the family that had given her all the pain.

Thus, there was this seemingly stupid assassination of the emperor.

However, Mei Chunshui didn't deliberately show her flaws at the first time, Fang Xiaoyu thought, she still has more or less hesitation in her heart, right? No matter how cruel she was, no matter how much resentment she felt in her heart that she couldn't vent, she was still waiting for a step, a step that would allow her to stop, even if only temporarily.

However, she did not wait. Not only that, after entering the temple, after Shang Keren pushed her into a cliff and almost died, Mrs. Yu's concern was only limited to whether she had a good relationship with the second prince and why she didn't go up the mountain with the second prince.

How sarcastic. This is the grandmother who loves her the most to outsiders. The affectionate title that only she can call in the Prime Minister's Mansion is just a calculation to make her more arrogant and domineering.

"I really want them to die. I want them all to die! I also died with them, so I didn't feel sorry for them, did I? Mei Chunshui was like a fragile child at the moment, crying defenselessly in front of Fang Xiaoyu, Fang Xiaoyu looked at it in such a daze, she could no longer associate the person in front of her with the sinister and ruthless Concubine Mei in the second prince's mansion in her previous life.

"Since you don't want to live anymore, then give me this life." Fang Xiaoyu got up, came to Mei Chunshui, forcibly pulled her thin shoulders, asked her to look directly into her gaze, and continued: "Since there is no hope of living, then give me this life." Give it to me! I need her! โ€

Mei Chunshui seemed to be frightened by Fang Xiaoyu's actions, but it was only a short moment of fright, and she immediately smiled: "Then take it." If you want to kill me, if you want to kill me, take it all and use it however you want. โ€

"Very good, Mei Chunshui, you remember, you gave me this life yourself. Then from now on, you are mine, if I want you to live, you will live, and if I want you to die, you will die. When I want you to live, Lord Yama will not accept you. You just show me, see how I want that self-righteous Prime Minister Mei to eat the consequences, and see how I make all those who think they are happier than you become more unhappy than you! Fang Xiaoyu sneered, and his smile was as piercing as freezing.

"Why? Why should you be nice to me? Mei Chunshui found that she couldn't hold back the tears in her eyes.

"Good for you? Don't be sentimental. I'm just trying to get justice for my dad. Mei Lao Fox has played with my father's kindness for many years, Mei Su cherished me and Haozhi after several lives and deaths, and the Prime Minister's Mansion owes me this account to the General's Mansion, and I will settle it with their father and daughter. As for you, it's just in passing. Fang Xiaoyu snorted coldly and continued, "I need information from the Prime Minister's Mansion. You can get it, don't you? Since you want them to ruin miรจ, you can taste the fun by participating in it yourself. Together, how? โ€

"Aren't you afraid that I will betray you and give you all the money?" Mei Chunshui didn't know whether to cry or laugh, and her original enemy came to instigate her to destroy her family together. Saying something like this will inevitably be taken as a joke.

"If you dare to say it, I will destroy you, and by the way, I will destroy the Prime Minister's Mansion, it's just a little troublesome, and it won't hinder the result." Fang Xiaoyu was domineering.

Mei Chunshui couldn't cry or laugh, this person who doesn't put people's IQ in his eyes because of his strong martial arts is really annoying.

"Naturally, I won't let you do things for nothing. In exchange, how about I help you marry Shen Shanruo? Fang Xiaoyu released the ultimate killer move.

As soon as she heard Shen Shanruo's name, Mei Chunshui suddenly lowered her head, blushed, rubbed her hands, and said in a voice as thin as a mosquito: "You...... What are you talking about...... How could Shen Gongzi ...... "Mei Chunshui was a little lost. The identities of her and Shen Shanruo are very different, and no one in the Prime Minister's Mansion will recognize their union.

"You have nothing to do with the Prime Minister's Mansion anymore, if you really like Shen Shanruo, and you are willing to give up your identity as the Prime Minister's granddaughter to be the wife of an ordinary doctor, I will help you. Looking at Shen Shanruo's gaze at you, he should also have a good impression of you. There is a lot to be done in this matter. How is it? Would you like to gamble? Fang Xiaoyu's words were too tempting, and in a life that would only use her to abandon her relatives and future happiness, she finally made her own choice. (To be continued.) )