175 Where you are, I will be there, and I will be with you

When a person is helpless and lonely, there is such a person who appears by his side, appears in front of him, and a warm smile appears, which feels really good.

I hugged Xiaoyan, completely in a state of gratitude, and Xiaoyan answered my question after a while,

"Bingbing, are you stupid, we are friends, shouldn't friends be good to you, and I believe in your character, just Bingbing, I warn you a little, don't drink in the future, don't worry, this time it's going to be okay, it's okay,"

Xiaoyan comforted me with warm words, patted my back while talking, so that I could relax, indeed Xiaoyan's trust, Xiaoyan's relief, Xiaoyan's company My tense body unconsciously relaxed, as if I saw a beautiful dawn, not full of darkness, the dawn of a rainy day, I am not afraid, I want to face it bravely like a man, even if the sky is dark, the world is dark, the heart must be in a bright state, showing a happy smile,

After I calmed down, I found that I was still holding Xiaoyan, I couldn't help but be a little embarrassed, after all, in the dead of night, there was no one in the entire Huangpu River Bridge, I hurriedly let go of Xiaoyan, and said to Xiaoyan apologetically: "Xiaoyan I'm sorry, I'm a little out of shape,"

"It's okay, we're friends, why do you want to do so much,"

Xiaoyan didn't have the slightest embarrassment, and said to me with a warm smile, but I felt that her body was a little trembling when she stood by the river, and then I thought about why Xiaoyan suddenly came to Shanghai.

"Xiaoyan, what's going on, I'm going to come to Shanghai in the middle of the night,"

I looked at Xiaoyan and asked seriously,

"Bingbing, don't think about it, there's really nothing wrong, I just miss you, I'll drive to see you,"

Xiaoyan pinched my nose with her hand, smiled, walked to the guardrail while talking, holding the somewhat rusty guardrail, facing the river, and said loudly: "Bingbing, the Huangpu River in the middle of the night is so good, there is no one quietly, the whole world seems to be their own, all the worries will disappear when they come here, the air is so good,"

Standing behind Xiaoyan, looking at Xiaoyan who seemed to be very excited, I touched my nose with my hand, felt the traces of Xiaoyan's touch, smiled faintly, slowly walked to Xiaoyan's side, looked at the stars hanging in the sky, and said with a smile: "The society is too prosperous, I need to come to such a comfortable place to watch the stars, breathe fresh air, ignore the troubles of the world, be a temporarily cowardly person, and enjoy a moment of peace and security,"

The cold wind is entwined in my fingertips, and I feel that the darkness of society comes from the countryside, and I have deeply realized that although the good human nature and the bad human nature are only a thought, they are 108,000 miles away, compared to the simplicity of the countryside, the city is a world in which it is calculated and calculated.

"Bingbing, although this world is very troublesome, but we all have to live bravely, others have a heart or no intention to build, just a mistake in the psychology of the wrong, life is helpless, but also contradictory, the distance between day and night, the reincarnation between spring, summer, autumn and winter, just to test a person's heart, good or bad, living is a brave idea,"

Xiaoyan is worthy of being a god-level writer, her understanding of life is so thorough, and I also have feelings, I want to have a good talk with Xiaoyan, talk about my understanding of the world and my own life,

"To live is right, to live bravely, when the glitz of the world has given us too much deception, the falsehood of real life makes us dare not believe that there is sincerity or trust, now I understand, the so-called self-deception is just to experience myself, so that I can continue to live in this world, some passive defense can't solve things after all, if necessary, I really need to take the initiative"

Although the cold wind is very cold, but the air is very sweet, coupled with Xiaoyan's warm smile, my heart is much firmer, no longer afraid of anything, now I should think about how to win the struggle with Meng Long and Liang Hao, after Wang Xue's incident, I understand that between me and them has reached the point of non-death, there will always be someone kicked out of the gorgeous stage,

"Bingbing, come on, you are the best, I will be by your side and witness your bravery and self-confidence,"

Xiaoyan turned to look at me and said to me with a serious smile,

I also turned around, looked at the beautiful Xiaoyan, and said from the bottom of my heart, "Thank you, Xiaoyan,"

"Xiaoyan, it's a little cold, you go back to the car, I'll be alone for a while,"

Looking at her trembling, I cared,

Xiaoyan nodded, obediently turned around and walked to the Beetle that stopped not far away, looking at her back reflected by the moonlight and lights I smiled again, I am really glad to have a friend like Xiaoyan, but looking at Xiaoyan, I gradually thought of Li Qingshu who didn't want to see me,

Once upon a time, how I wished that Li Qingshu would be by my side, so that I could lie in her arms for a short moment of fragility, just a moment, but it was just a fantasy, there would be no reality for a moment, the smile turned into loneliness for a moment, his hands were hidden in his pockets, and he slowly turned around, feeling that Li Qingshu was not by his side, waiting for the judgment of dawn,

I also thought about it, if the mail arrives at the general manager's mailbox, the general manager believes in the low-level frame, I will go to the company to explain it well, if it doesn't work, I can only admit it, a temporary failure does not mean that I will not succeed in the future, I believe that sooner or later I will take down Meng Balding and Liang Hao, and look down on the world from the top of the world,

I took out my mobile phone and looked at the time, and found that it was already more than four o'clock, and it would soon be dawn, and I was going to stand on the Huangpu River, blown by the cold wind and watch the sun in the east slowly rise

It was only a moment later that I heard faint footsteps, and when I was about to turn back, I felt someone put on clothes for me, and the warm voice followed, bathing my body and soul eroded by the cold wind,

"Beware of colds, put on your clothes,"

I didn't turn around again, but asked Xiaoyan to put on my clothes and stand quietly, ready to tell Xiaoyan to let her go back to the car, but she was the first to speak,

"Bingbing, I know what you're going to say, I'm here to find you, don't let me go back to the car, where you are, I'll be there, I'll accompany you,"

Xiaoyan's very firm words interrupted what I wanted to say, leaving me speechless, Xiaoyan made me a little confused, could it be that she came to Shanghai just to find me, her sudden strictness was also because of me, Xiaoyan was really good to me, and she was so good to me that she was meticulous, would friends really get along like this, she said, 'Where are you, I will be there, I want to accompany you', deeply touched my heart, I can't ask these doubts, only hide them in my heart, I can only thank Xiaoyan for such a bosom friend -

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