Chapter 1 The Past That Can't Be Returned
When I woke up again, my head was already much lighter, Li Jing was not in the ward, and I had not yet spoken clearly while awake. Zheng Min is right, I haven't made a good judgment yet, and I even have the idea that I can stay by Li Jing's side all the time, this idea is that he is crazy, and I complain about myself.
I thought it was the best time to leave, but I didn't make it clear, and I didn't have the heart to make the decision to leave before I broke my thoughts, and now. I tried to get out of bed and took two steps forward, not to mention the drip on my hand, which may be the reason why I haven't eaten for a few days, and the whole person has difficulty getting out of bed and walking, and now the possibility of running away is also very low. I thought about it, turned my head that was aching because of the sequelae of fever, and found that I really didn't have any strength at all.
Still hesitating about what to do next, Li Jing walked in with lunch: "Awake? "Li Jing asked me, when he saw me sitting on the bed with his feet on the ground, his face darkened significantly, but he didn't expose me, he just carried me back to the bed, and said 'heavy death', but there was no expression on his face. But the nurse's bell rang immediately.
"I've got a needle back, and I'll let the nurse come and help you prick it again." After listening to Li Jing's words, I took a look at the drip that was pierced on the back of my hand, and sure enough, there was already some blood flowing up the blood vessels, and I was startled: "It's all your fault!" I subconsciously hit him with that still free hand.
"Don't move, if you move, it will swell, and it will be even more uncomfortable when the time comes." Li Jing scared me.
I pouted. At this time, a little nurse came in and helped me re-prick and change the liquid: "Your boyfriend is so good to you." You have had a terrible fever in the past two days, he has been with you, especially worried about you, he has never slept steadily, I really envy you for finding such a good boyfriend. ”
I wanted to open my mouth to refute two sentences, but I was really short of words, so I could only ask the little nurse in order to change the topic: "I don't have any strength at all." It can't be a drug allergy, right? ”
"No, it's not." After the little nurse sorted it out, she hurriedly explained to me: "You have had a fever for three days, and you are all supported by fluids, and there are signs of fever today." What strength do you think you can have? ”
After the nurse left, I asked Li Jing, "I slept for three days?" ”
Li Jing nodded: "When you just sent it in vain, your body temperature was terrifying, and you couldn't breathe on your own at all, you should have been overly frightened, and then you have been in a coma." Woke up once in between. Do you remember? ”
"Remember, you told me about Yang Yue's case." I looked at Li Jing, "I haven't burned out my brain yet, and finally we talked about what I'm going to leave after." ”
"Drink the porridge first, you can't go in your current state, right? Take care of your body first. Li Jing helped me set up a small table, "My current physical state can only eat liquid food, and you can only eat other foods after your body temperature has stabilized." Bear with me. ”
Anyway, I won't be able to leave for a while. I just settled down to eat, probably not eating in days. The desire for things is very clear, even if it is just millet porridge with nothing added, it is especially delicious in my mouth. After drinking and almost finishing, I remembered that Li Jing should be at work now: "Don't go to work?" You've been in City C for so long, after you go back, the dean won't split you, right? ”
Li Jing was stunned for a moment before saying, "I have already resigned." ”
"Resign?" I was so frightened that I almost threw away the porridge in my hand, "Then what do you rely on to support yourself now?" ”
"I went to work at the police station." Li Jing's tone was calm, and he didn't want to talk about his own affairs anymore.
"What are you doing there? Forensics? "It's the only identity I can think of.
"Crime Scene Analyst. and Mr. Lu in a working group. Usually I am mainly responsible for going to the prison to investigate and study the psychology of those criminals, and then organize the long files, on the one hand, as auxiliary materials for the police to investigate the case, and on the other hand, to make teaching materials for some regular psychological hospitals, hoping to prevent the occurrence of crime at the root. I will also be involved in the investigation of the case. Li Jing explained, by the way, he helped me hold the bowl on the edge of the small table so that it wouldn't slide down and burn me.
"Ugh." I really didn't think about this profession, and I had nothing to say, so I continued to drink porridge silently. "Have you eaten?" I suddenly remembered that the little nurse said just now that Li Jing had been guarding me, and seeing that he was not in a good state, he wouldn't have eaten yet, right?
"Ate it before you woke up. Don't forget, I also studied medicine, so judging the state of a patient is basic common sense. Li Jing glanced at me, then stopped at the tablet in his hand.
After being reprimanded again, I stuck out my tongue, and seeing him look at the tablet with such a focused expression also aroused my curiosity: "What are you looking at?" I wanted to reach for it, but Li Jing immediately grabbed my hand: "Don't move." Li Jing trained me, "If you move around, you will run the needle again, and then this hand will be swollen, I will see what you do." "It's a harsh tone, but it sounds a little sad to me. Forget it, just be trained, and stay with him for a few days. I comforted myself in my heart, but even greater sorrow came over me.
"Curious what I'm looking at?" After Li Jing made sure that I was fine, he asked me while cleaning up the small table.
"Hmm." I'm a little absent-minded.
Li Jing smiled and rubbed my hair, I dodged for a while, and Li Jing's face became bad again. "The hair is so dirty." I explained.
Li Jing's expression softened a lot, and although he glanced at my hair with a little disgust, when he turned around, I still saw the corners of his mouth that couldn't hide the upward tilting on his face.
"Li Jing, Zheng Min told me that you also arranged the operation for me when I was sick last time." My condition has improved, and my whole body has become more lively.
Li Jing glanced at me and didn't speak: "Zheng Min shouldn't have said anything about what happened later, right?" ”
"What happened later?" I looked at him with wide eyes, "I'm not impressed at all, didn't I wake up and forget everything?" Then Zheng Min said I had a car accident, could there be something else? ”
Li Jing hesitated for a few seconds. Turning his head to the side: "Some things are better for you to remember by yourself, I don't want to mislead you." ”
"Misleading me? You've been telling me the truth since two years ago, okay" You say misleading me now, what was it before? Looking at his attitude, he was inexplicably a little angry. I know that I don't have a complete memory, but why is it that everyone just blindly compares this question when I have half of my memory (or not yet), as if I had lost my memory on my own. I was a little angry and lay on the bed, closed my eyes and didn't want to pay attention to him, so I just disappeared by myself, I thought a little negatively. But I remembered Banque again. I haven't helped him avenge yet, I think it's a pity to think that it's better to help him avenge and disappear. But if it's revenge, I sighed silently in my heart, I still have to deal with troubles.
"Don't know what I'm looking at?" When I was struggling with my current interpersonal relationships, Li Jing rang the nurse's bell. "The drip has been dropped. I didn't even pay attention. Li Jing glared at me.
I pretended I didn't hear: "What the hell are you looking at?" ”
The nurse who came over was not the same person as just now, but she was quite tall, and the nurse who came just now was a thin and tall model, and this nurse was not inferior. It's a shame that I didn't go to be a model, I think it's a little regretful. She helped me pull out the thief that was tied to the back of my hand and made me hold the cotton ball on my own. I ran out of fluids today, so I asked the nurse if I could take a shower today, after getting permission. I consulted again where I could buy a change of clothes for the time being, and asked the nurse who helped me with the infusion to change the bedding. Then he looked at Li Jing.
"I'll go out. Come back in an hour. Don't try to run away, if you run away now, I'll have police cars all over the city to arrest you. ’
"You know how to scare me." I grimaced at him.
After Li Jing disappeared at the door, the little nurse smiled and said to me, "You are really spoiled by your boyfriend." "I don't know how to answer her, say it's not my boyfriend, how can she take care of me for so many days, say it's my boyfriend, we don't have any relationship now.
When I hesitated to explain, the little nurse spoke again: "You are quite dependent on him, and you have been calling his name when you are in a fever and coma." ”
"Huh?" I looked at her with some confusion and asked the nurse uncertainly, "Did I call him by name?" ”
"Hmm. His name is Ban Que, and you've been calling him by his name. The nurse had a look of relief in her eyes as she spoke, "I'm really envious." ”
I looked at the nurse and said with some suspicion: "You're not a nurse, are you?" ”
"Huh?" The figure making the sheets was visibly stiff, and I knew I was right. I tentatively called out a name: "Wei Kai? ”
The nurse began to make the sheets again without saying a word, but I saw her hand tremble a little from my angle, and it seemed that I was right. "Wei Kai, what are you doing here? I said that if you showed up in front of me again, I would definitely hand you over to the police. I reminded you. "I stepped forward and grabbed her, it wasn't supposed to be his arm.
But there are still some low-grade fevers, and my strength can't stop Wei Kai from leaving, and this kid has already prepared an escape plan. Although I knew that he had a way out, I still wanted to diagnose and treat him, and it would take some time, and it was best to hold on until Li Jing came back. Putting a little pressure on him can also make him remember it for a long time, and the next time he will appear in public for no reason and cause trouble for himself and others.
"Eh, don't think Li Jing can come back, he just told you that he will come back in an hour. It seems that I still don't pay enough attention to you, if it were me, I wouldn't let my girlfriend be left alone. Wei Kai teased me with his usual sarcastic tone.
I didn't bother to take care of him, but I also loosened his sleeve: "I'm really bold, I rushed to the hospital to show up, and in front of Li Jing, I was really afraid that I wouldn't be arrested." ”
Wei Kai tidied up the clothes on his body, picked up the old bedding and walked out the door: "Li Jing has already seen that I am coming, even you can see such a clumsy cross-dressing technique, do you think he may not be able to see it?" He should have avoided it, and it seems that this time he let me go. ”
Why did you let Wei Kai go this time, I couldn't figure it out for a while: "Wei Kai, let's say, what are you going to do here?" ”
Wei Kai stood at the door and smiled: "Why do you think he let me go?" It's because we don't make you embarrassed to do anything when you're in such pain, just to confirm your situation. And I'm unidentified now, and there's no direct evidence that I'm wrong, so there's no way to arrest me. He just sold his favor and let me see that you are still alive and well. Any questions? No problem, I'll go out. ”
I shook my head and motioned for him to go first, since I was going to let him go, it didn't matter if I let him go, right? Forget it, I really don't have the strength to fight him today, so I waved his hand and motioned for him to leave.
The moment Wei Kai was about to open the door, he suddenly turned around and looked at me very seriously.
"What's wrong?" There was so much going on that I was a little weak when I spoke.
"When you were unconscious, I really looked at you, and at that time you shouted the name of Ban Que, although others couldn't hear it clearly, but this name, no matter how quietly you pronounced it, I could hear it clearly." After saying that, he pushed the door and walked out without looking back.
I sat on the bed for a while before going to the bathroom in the ward.
If Wei Kai hadn't lied, his relieved expression at that time was not a lie, it seems that I was really thinking about leaving in my heart. I can't even fool myself, I laugh at myself in my heart. It seems that I can deceive myself willfully to stay, and when my body recovers, I can leave, and I can't be nostalgic. People always want foreign objects to take away their troubles, so everyone has a soft spot for the lyrics of Zhang Yusheng's "The Sea". But in fact, there is nothing we can do about our suffering except to face it.
I can't lie on the bed with wet hair, so my head hurts more when I wake up, and I stared at the door helplessly, counting the time and wondering when Li Jing would be able to come back. More than ten minutes later, I heard a knock on the door, and I was too lazy to move, so I called in.
Li Jing pushed the door in and smiled bitterly: "Have you finished talking to Wei Kai?" ”
"You know it's him." It seems that Wei Kai is right, Li Jing deliberately let him go.
"If I can't see such a clumsy disguise, I won't go to work anymore." Officer Li moved a stool and sat next to the hospital bed, "Would you like to make a deal?" Li Jing raised his eyebrows and looked at me.
"Deal?" I looked at him quizzically.
Li Jing waved the tablet in his hand: "Don't you want to know what I'm looking at?" I can give you a hint that this is the latest case and hasn't attracted much media attention. ”
"So?" I looked at him.
"Come back with me, I'll let you participate in the investigation." (To be continued.) )