I rarely shed tears in front of my children, I don't want them to feel that life is difficult, and I don't want them to know that my mother is weak, and I don't want them to know that there are problems that my mother can't solve.

If you are a mother, you are strong, this sentence is true.

"Mom, when will grandpa wake up?"

Tong Tong grabbed his grandfather's hand and asked me.

"When our baby grows up, my grandfather will wake up."

I said with a smile.

The child's heart is simple in the end, listening to my words, Tong Tong raised the corners of his mouth and smiled.

At this time, a cute little girl ran over on the grass outside the window, the daughter of her father's attending doctor, Dr. Li.

"Manman is here."

The eyes of the two little ones lit up when they saw their little friend.

"Okay, you guys go play, remember not to run too far."

I looked into two pairs of expectant eyes and agreed to let them out.

The little ones galloped away happily.

After all, he is a child, and although he thinks it is very important to see his grandfather, he still can't resist the importance of playing.

At this time, the attending doctor Li Hao walked in, took off his glasses, handed me the medical record book in his hand, and said, "Your father's physical fitness has changed some during this period of time, and I am afraid that the treatment plan will be changed." ”

"For the better or for the worst?"

I asked nervously.

"It's not certain yet, but one thing is for sure, the faster his physical fitness changes, the more conducive it is to wake up, but Miss Lin, you also know that no one can guarantee that he will wake up. The medical records of vegetative people waking up, after all, are still a minority. ”

Li Hao said.

"I understand, thank you for being so clear with me."

I looked at the medical records and saw that some physical parameters were changing in the last half month.

"If you change your treatment regimen, there will definitely be changes in medication and cost. Now there is a very mature drug abroad, which has just been approved by the Food and Drug Administration, and if you can afford it, I will try it. ”

Li Hao said.

I thought about my recent financial situation, asked about how much money I needed, calculated my existing savings, and agreed to the new plan proposed by Li Hao.

After Dr. Li left the ward, I sat in front of the bed and talked to my father, about my recent life, Chu Yi's persecution, and the cousins of the two little treasurers...... I have no one to talk to, my heart is full of things, and I can only say it in front of my father.

Maybe I haven't shown my true feelings for too long, but in the end, I burst into tears, lying on him with a sour nose, and whispered: "Dad, I wish you could wake up and help me, I'm so tired, sometimes I feel like I can't hold on......"

After a while, I calmed down, slowly stopped crying, wiped away my tears, and said to my unconscious father lying on the hospital bed, "Dad, I should go back." Wake up quickly, I miss you so much. ”

At this time, I suddenly heard a knock on the door, thinking that two small things were back, but when I looked back and smiled, I saw Liu Tian standing at the door, looking at me with some embarrassment.

"Why are you here?"

I opened my mouth first.

"I'm here to visit people...... I didn't mean to hear you, I just saw you here and wanted to come in and say hello......"

Liu Tian's face was a little red.

"It's okay."

I nodded to him and said, "I'm going back, tomorrow you have an appointment for half past one in the afternoon, don't be late." You are now at the most critical time, if you persist well at this stage, it is estimated that you can lose more than ten pounds, and your body will come out by then. ”

"I'll be on time, thank you Coach Lin."

Liu Tian responded and left with a little embarrassed.

Although I was a little awkward to be heard about some of my private things, I thought that I was not familiar with Liu Tian after all, and he was a strict mouth, so I didn't take it to heart.