"Put the medicine first, I'll drink it later." Li Xuan was watching "/Women's Siqiu Fu" and was concentrating, and he didn't pay attention to who it was.

"Let's drink it while it's hot now."

"Why are you here at this time?" Li Xuan paused, raised his head, and asked lightly, "Something?" ”

"If I don't come, are you going to stay here forever?" Ning Ruo's eyes were red.

Li Xuan closed the book, rubbed his eyebrows, and said calmly, "I just suddenly want to read the book quietly tonight, don't think about it." ”

"You're blaming me." Ning Ruo walked up to him aggrievedly.

Li Xuan's expression was gloomy, and he struggled for a moment, but he still stood up, "Ning Ruo...... If you ......" to ask, you will never be able to speak.

"I know I was wrong." Ning Ruo threw herself softly into his arms and choked up, "...... Don't ignore me, okay? ”

He stood stiff, neither responding nor refusing.

"I admit it...... I do this except for those reasons...... Be...... It's selfish, I ...... "Ning Ruo's nose was sour, and tears fell. "Li Xuan, I'm just...... I'm so scared...... You're so good to Xiyan...... Especially...... Especially after she has a miscarriage, your whole heart is on her...... I'm scared, I'm really just scared ......"

In the end, it was a woman who had been by her side for many years, and seeing her like this now, Li Xuan's tone did not feel relaxed. "What are you afraid of? You are my Fujin, the mistress of the palace, what else do you have to fear? ”

"But what I want...... It's just you......" Ning Ruo sobbed lowly, "if you lose your heart...... What does all this mean to me? ”

"Ning Ruo," Li Xuan sighed, took her arms, pulled her away, looked into her eyes and said, "You haven't lost me. Ning Ruo looked at him with teary eyes, which made him even more unbearable, and the words that he had thought of questioning her in his heart were thrown directly out of the clouds. After Xiyan lost her child, her health has been bad, and I will inevitably worry more about her, I think - you should understand. ”

"I understand...... I understand, and I've always consoled myself...... But I still ...... I can't help but think about it...... "Ning Ruo burst into tears, "It's me who is bad, it's all my fault...... I've figured it out now...... I will never be so careful in the future, no matter how good you want to be to Xiyan, I will not be jealous again...... Just don't be mad at me, okay? ”

Li Xuan sighed and said helplessly, "In the past, I didn't do enough and didn't take into account your feelings, so I let you suffer so much. He said earnestly. Ning Ruo, in fact, my heart for you and Xiyan ...... It's the same. In the future, if I do something wrong, you can sue me directly, don't do such things again, okay? ”

"I won't...... Never again. She snuggled up into his arms again, hugged him tightly, and refused to let go.

"Alright, don't cry...... Be careful that your eyes will be swollen again tomorrow," Li Xuan finally reached out and gently patted her back, soothing, "Aren't you going to let me drink medicine?" If you cry again, the medicine will be cold......"

"Oh, yes!" Ning Ruo hurriedly wiped her tears, "Look at me, I actually forgot such an important thing." ”

She hurriedly brought the medicine.

"You sit down first." She pressed him back into her chair and sat lightly on his lap, "Let me serve you your medicine tonight." ”

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Early in the morning, he was woken up by the sound of birds chirping outside the window.

Looking at Ning Ruo, who was sleeping sweetly beside him, he recalled in a trance that many years ago, it seemed that it was such a quiet morning, and Ning Ruo was sleeping meekly in his arms like now. At this moment, he still seemed to feel the panic and ...... he felt when he saw her Despair.

Thoughts can't help but be pulled back to that time when he would rather never remember......

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"Li Xuan......" Yun Heng tentatively spoke.

"What's the matter?" He asked lightly. specially ran to the door to drink tea and had such a speechless expression, and the fool knew that he was in trouble.

"Hmm...... Actually, I know I shouldn't ask you at this time......"

"Say."

"I just wanted to ask you......" he was a little embarrassed, "after Xiyan left, do you still have anything to do with her?" ”

Li Xuan was stunned, "No." What's wrong? ”

"She's ...... this year Will you participate in the draft? ”

“…… I think so. He pondered for a moment.

"And what she was going to do, you know?"

"What is she going to do, and why do I know?" He originally wanted to wait for her to be older and then tell her what he wanted, and then she went to the draft, looking for an inconspicuous and natural reason to be put off the brand, and then asked the Queen Mother to marry. Who would have thought that she would break into such a big disaster last year, not to mention that she was far away, the two were still very stiff at that time, and it was impossible to mention any more plans.

"I thought ......" Yun Heng was a little disappointed.

"It is expressly forbidden for a show girl to have any contact with the prince of the clan without being selected," Li Xuan said coldly, "What else do you think?" "She used to live in the palace, and it didn't matter if the two met from time to time, but now that she is gone, they can't and shouldn't have any intersection before her draft is over.

"I know." Yun Heng said helplessly. "If she still lives here, just ask her, now ......," he shook his head, "I wonder how likely it is that Xiyan will leave a sign?" ”

His eyes sank.

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"Li Xuan, tell us about your family's Xiyan Gege!" In the paddock, several teenagers of similar age took advantage of the convenient opportunity to get together. "I saw her climb a tree that day, and it was so bold!"

She ...... It's quite noisy. Li Xuan thought about what he could say to dispel his interest in Xiyan.

"It's really not like those ladies who have a mold," the fifteenth elder brother on the side also echoed when he heard it, "When the wind blows, it falls, and it makes me annoyed when I look at it." I think it's better to be a girl like this. ”

"Hehe, but it's also a headache to be so skinny." Li Xuan said.

"Her horse is well ridden!" The sixteenth elder brother came over, "I asked, it's the same year as me." I'll say it first, when she comes to the draft, I will definitely ask Huang Ama to point her out to me as a side Fujin, don't rob me! ”

Everyone laughed: "Little Sixteen, how old are you, the hair hasn't grown yet, so I'll think about the upper side of Fujin first......"

"What's the matter," Sixteen Man was unconvinced, "and when she drafts, I will naturally grow up!" ”