Ziying was stunned for a moment, and then looked at Zhen Pingle's face, as if she wanted to be alone and quiet.

The purple warbler was hesitantly pulled away by the purple smoke, and her worried gaze lingered.

Zhen Pingle turned around and returned to the inner room, there was her most cherished box on the Duobao Pavilion, and when she took the box down, Zhen Pingle placed the contents on the table one by one and stroked them gently.

It was a thrilling year with many things happening. The younger brother later wrote two letters, all of which were put in this box, he said that he was fine, let his sister not worry, how could Zhen Pingle not worry, but she was busy, so she didn't have time to worry.

The rest are all things sent by Jin Xuanji, there are poor Qi that he personally gave away, and there are many strange gadgets, and he will receive gifts from him every once in a while, Zhen Pingle is thinking, I am afraid that he will collect fun things and send them to Shunan at a fixed time, so he can often let her see things and think about people. She is never alone, and she feels very happy every time she sees his gifts.

On a cold day, Mama Zhou was busy with the affairs of the palace, and when she returned to Xiyuan, she saw Zhen Pingle sitting quietly alone, she looked left and right and didn't see Ziyan and Ziying, Mama Zhou just wanted to go out to find someone, but Zhen Pingle said: "Don't call them, they've been busy for a year, let them relax in the past few days, and I don't know what they will be busy after the year." ”

Mama Zhou was silent, she understood Zhen Pingle's mood very well, she was distressing Ziyan and Ziying.

Mama Zhou didn't say much, walked to the table and poured tea for Zhen Pingle, there were also snacks on the table, Mama Zhou didn't go to the kitchen, she sat next to Zhen Pingle and quietly looked at Zhen Pingle for a long time.

Zhen Pingle turned his head and met Mama Zhou's gaze. Said: "What does Mama Zhou want to ask?" ”

Mama Zhou was dumbfounded for a while, Zhen Pingle is really different from the past now.

She hadn't found a good wording yet, and she was worried that asking it would make Zhen Pingle misunderstand, so she didn't speak for a long time.

Zhen Pingle said to himself: "I never knew that I could still live like this." ”

Mama Zhou was suddenly terrified.

"You don't know, I'm going to die at that time, but there is no one around. I can't save my brother yet. I was so useless, I just wondered why I got to that point. ”

Zhen Pingle slowly. Slowly, she said something she had never said to anyone.

"I was very tired, but I was not reconciled, and then I was thinking. If I had to do it all over again, would I do it again? God really has eyes. I didn't expect that I would really come back, and it was such an important time, and I wanted to send my brother away in the first place, so that he could avoid the desperate situation in his last life. ”

She didn't realize that Mama Zhou's eyes were constantly widening. Later, she even held her breath, Mama Zhou was afraid that she would accidentally startle this woman who was reminiscing about the past.

"I was so excited to come back here, I ******** just wanted to do one thing. It's funny that no one wonders how I could have changed as a person? Zhen Pingle's eyes turned to Mama Zhou and said, "You should have doubted it." It's just that you are from Laojun Mountain, what kind of things have you never seen, you don't necessarily have to mess up, but what about the princess and Zhen Pinglu, they don't doubt it at all? ”

"These days are too quiet, I keep thinking, almost a year has passed, at that time, the step-princess didn't find anything strange, it doesn't mean that she won't think when she is quiet, Mama Zhou, you said that if the step-princess knows that I have died once, will I fall into endless struggles again?" Zhen Pingle asked softly.

Mama Zhou felt like her throat was blocked by something, and wanted to speak, but she didn't know how to say it.

She is afraid, afraid that what Zhen Pingle said is true, and afraid that Zhen Pingle is not normal now, can she believe what she said?

Mama Zhou is always Mama Zhou, no matter how frightened she is in her heart, but Zhen Pingle's confession is the greatest trust for Mama Zhou, so Mama Zhou has to say something to reassure Zhen Pingle.

With a dry cough, Mama Zhou said with difficulty: "Miss, don't think about it, ancient books have also recorded many sleepwalkers' experiences, you are probably dreaming, so you will have fantasies, this is nothing, just forget jì." ”

Mama Zhou didn't know what she was talking about.

I saw Zhen Pingle shake his head and said, "No, I know very well that I'm not dreaming." ”

Needle drop can be heard indoors.

"At that time, I was too worried, worried about a lot of things, I felt like I was living in dire straits every day, I was in a panic, I would think of one thing in a moment, the miscellaneous pieces tortured me to the point of madness, but I actually persevered."

"I still remember that I was so timid, I only wanted a stable life in my previous life, I didn't dare to do anything, I didn't dare to come out, I listened to others, listened to others' arrangements, put my fate in the hands of others, and then just went on step by step, but I didn't expect that in the end I would die alone, and I couldn't die." Speaking of this, Zhen Pingle burst into tears and sobbed: "Mama Zhou, you don't know, I saw the people around me leave one by one, how painful my heart was!" ”

"Miss......" Mama Zhou was also choking, I don't know if she believed what Zhen Pingle said, but seeing Zhen Pingle crying, and so silent, Mama Zhou was sadder than anyone else.

In this world, only Mama Zhou now regards Zhen Pingle as the most important person to protect, and Zhen Pingle also knows Mama Zhou's thoughts, so Zhen Pingle has never doubted Mama Zhou.

Mama Zhou is her master, and sometimes she is like an elder, she is wronged, and if she has unspeakable pain, she can confide in Mama Zhou. Because this old man can do it, and he has always kept his original intention. Who else can beat Mama Zhou, at least so far, Mama Zhou is in the first place in Zhen Pingle's heart.

Even Jin Xuanji, who was her husband, they only met, if they could go on in the future, then she would gradually believe in him and rely on her.

It's like when she came back from rebirth and believed in Mama Zhou without any doubt.

"I was also ten years old that year, Ping An secretly ran out again, the princess wanted to take the opportunity to break Ping An's legs, I rushed up to block Ping'an's front, and the princess smiled at me on weekdays, but that day she was ruthless and punished me together...... I lay in bed for three days, Ping An still did not avoid the suffering, he was still discounted by the princess, and he didn't even give the princess the money to drink medicine, I was unconscious, and Ping An dragged one leg and was not restless...... I heard in a fit and start hearing that Ping An was in trouble again, and that the princess was going to take this opportunity to break Ping An's other leg as well......" (To be continued.) )