Chapter 60: Deep Love and Shallow Affection 6

Qing'er sat at the table, and there was a copy of "The Book of Tea" on the table, with her current mood, she couldn't stand it.

"Sister Qing'er......" Ying'er hurriedly ran over.

Qing'er raised her head slightly and glanced at Ying'er lightly, "What's wrong?" So in a hurry, Ying'er. ”

"Sister Qing'er, there is someone outside looking for you......"

Qing'er was surprised, "Who is it?" Why don't you let him in? It's so cold outside. ”

Ying'er smiled, "It's a woman, a very beautiful woman, even better than the top girl Wanqing in our tea fragrance house." I invited her in, but she didn't come in, and said she would wait for you in the courtyard outside, and now she will stand by the gazebo. ”

Qing'er wondered in her heart, "Who could it be?" A very beautiful woman? Well, I'll go out and see for myself. ”

Walking into the courtyard, Qing'er saw a girl wearing a dark green dress, her back was thin, but she looked simple and elegant. "It's her! How could it be her? ”

Xue Yun turned around and smiled faintly. The smile was fresh and gentle. β€œ

"Miss Qing'er, come here to disturb your purity, forgive me for taking the liberty of it."

Qing'er stepped forward slowly, "I was also idle. Why don't you come into the house? You were a guest, but it was freezing outside, and it was cold to the girl, and I couldn't take care of it. Isn't it? ”

Xue Yun glanced into the distance, "It's because the scenery in the Qing'er Girl's courtyard makes me stop and stay." It's not because of the poor etiquette of the young girl. ”

"The view? In addition to the lonely cold pavilion in this courtyard, it is the lonely cold wind, if they are really beautiful, it is just a withered and dilapidated beauty. Qing'er smiled faintly.

Xue Yun smiled lightly, "Today, it seems that Miss Qing'er and I are like-minded people. I'm here today to tell Miss SΓΉ something. I have to go. ”

"Why go? Where are you going? ”

Xue Yun's lonely eyes glanced at Qing'er, "The desert is lonely, the small bridge is flowing water, the world is so big, you can go anywhere." Shen Zhongqing will come with me! I'm afraid that your tea fragrance house will lose a luthier. ”

Qing'er felt lonely and sad, did she come to humiliate herself? In the cold wind, I felt cold.

Xue Yun saw Qing'er Tieqing's face and continued, "Shen Zhongqing said that he would take care of me for the rest of my life!" This is his oath, and he is a humble gentleman, how can he break his oath. You saw it that day in Mo Lan Yuan, didn't you? ”

Qing'er's eyes were cold, and she sneered at each other, "Really? What should I call her? Is it to call you Liu Ruyan, or Xue Yun? I heard that the girl is elegant, like a breeze and a bright moon, what she doesn't see is just misinformation, right? If the girl came today just to sue me, and you are leaving, then please go back. For Chaxiangju, it's just one less violinist. Besides, just find a piano master and make up for the vacancy, and there will be no loss in terms of economy, why should the girl think too much about our tea fragrance, don't you think it's too much for you? ”

"You can call me 'Yun'er', Shen Zhongqing has always called me that." Xue Yunwan smiled, "Shen Zhongqing left with me, don't you feel heartache at all, don't you care at all?" Is he just a casual luthier for you? A brinkling? ”

Even if Qing'er's heart is painful and tormented, even if she is reluctant, she will not allow others to trample on her dignity like this. Qing'er only felt that the desolation hit like a wave, "Yes, I don't feel heartache at all, I don't care at all." "Do you really not care?

Xue Yun observed Qing'er's expression in detail, not knowing whether he was testing Qing'er's affection or seeking a reason for his departure. Perhaps, he is the ornament, the superfluous, the person who should not save zΓ i.

Xue Yun smiled faintly, "It seems that Shen Zhongqing's dedication is superfluous, it's just his wishful thinking and unilateral." Others just treat him as an ornament, a violinist who can be replaced at will. ”

Qing'er was puzzled, "What did you say?" How do I feel inexplicable? Aren't you leaving? ”

Xue Yun turned around and looked into the depths of the pavilion, "Shen Zhongqing has been calling me 'Yun'er', but he just followed my father. In fact, since childhood, Shen Zhongqing and I have known each other. My father and Shen Zhongqing's father are good friends, we have played together since we were children, and Shen Zhongqing has always regarded me as a younger sister. On that night seven years ago, Shen Zhongqing was chased and killed by sorrowful people, and at the moment of life and death, my father helped him block an arrow, and before he died, he ......"

Xue Yun's eyes were full of tears, and he was heartbroken.

Qing'er turned from anger towards Xue Yun just now to sympathy, I didn't expect her to have such a sad past, but why did she tell me so much, sympathy and puzzles lingered in Qing'er's heart for a while.

"Before I die...... My father didn't worry about me when I was young, so he married me to Shen Zhongqing...... I want him to take care of me for the rest of my life...... I want him to marry me!" In fact, since Shen Zhongqing was a child, my father loved him very much, and he had the idea of promising me to him. ”

Qing'er's sad eyes, "I feel sad, he will take care of you for the rest of your life!" Why are you suing me so much? ”

Xue Yun continued, "The night my father passed away, it was a dark night, I looked for my father everywhere, and then I fell off the cliff, but ...... However, I could never have imagined that when I woke up, I had already entered a brothel and had a stage name 'Liu Ruyan' from then on. ”

I never thought that her life experience would be so sad, Qing'er's heart was full of deep sympathy, but she knew that what Miss Xue Yun wanted was definitely not her sympathy for her. She endured the pain, the shame, and showed her painful past so clearly in front of herself, did she want to say anything, or did she have any hints.

Xue Yun paused for a moment, "Shen Zhongqing has been looking for me for seven years with my father's entrustment. Eight months and nine days ago, he finally found me, and the moment I first met him, I didn't know how I could describe him. I only felt that my eyes were bright: he stood like an orchid laurel tree, and smiled like a bright moon. You don't know, at that moment, at that moment, I finally understood that he was the man I had been waiting for for half my life. My heart finally blossomed for the first time, in the bitter cold. ”

At this moment, Qing'er saw that Xue Yun's face was so quiet, beautiful, soft, and happy smile. I know that this smile will only appear when a woman meets true love, when she meets happiness, this smile is enough to bloom only once in this life. Haven't I experienced it painfully. Why did she say that? Are you uncovering my bleeding scars? Are you still making fun of me?

"He gave me every care and care. That day, he said to me, 'Yun'er, I will take care of you for the rest of your life!' 'You know what? Xue Yun turned to Qing'er with deep eyes with a happy smile, "Isn't it just for this sentence that I have been looking forward to for half my life?" At that moment, even if I die quietly like that, it's worth it! ”

Every word of Xue Yun was like a sharp sword, piercing Qing'er's already sad heart. However, obsession has always supported me and listened silently.

Xue Yun's face turned gloomy, just like his originally fiery heart, "But...... However, gradually I realized that what I still did not understand was, why were his deep eyes so gloomy? Why does he seem to be hiding from something? Why was his tone so heavy when he said, 'Yun'er, I will take care of you for the rest of your life', like a mountain that had to be carried and carried, and it made him feel painful? Too many don't understand, too many questions. Until one day, Uncle Liu came to my house and told me that in fact, Shen Gongzi's 'life' was just following my father's last wish, not his original intention. Shen Gongzi has always treated me like a brother and sister. His heart belonged to someone else. For a person who is obsessed with feelings, he will definitely do it if he agrees to other people's things, even if he suffers himself. Do you know? His father's last wish was like a cold barrier, which not only separated Shen Zhongqing's happiness, but also imprisoned his heart and made him lose his right to love. Do you know? Miss Qing'er, the person to whom his heart belongs is you! ”

Qing'er's cold heart was in shock, "No, no, what you said is not true!" Are you laughing at me? Humiliating me, huh? I know you're leaving. Therefore, you deliberately mock me and ridicule me? ”

Xue Yun sneered, "I don't want that." I thought Uncle Liu was preventing me from being with him, and I still had the hope of deceiving myself. But when he pushed me away and lost his mind like a madman to chase you, I understood everything, everything. The person he loves is you! ”

Qing'er's sad heart was shocked, "It's not true. You're lying to me, aren't you? ”

Xue Yun sneered faintly, "You really don't understand?" Or do you not understand his heart? Do you really think that he, a person with a light wind and an uninhibited personality, will really come to you to be a luthier for your guqin? Don't you think it's ironic? Do you think he is really living in poverty and poverty? The piano is played for bosom friends, but it is just to make the beauty smile. ”

It turned out that from the beginning, he was here for me. Is it because I'm too deep that I've lost my mind to think? Perhaps, it was I who closed the doors and windows, imprisoned myself, and said sadly, 'There is no sunshine in this world'. Is that so? Why is that?

Xue Yun said calmly, "Miss Qing'er, I'm leaving!" You have to take care of him! ”

Qing'er only felt as if everything had changed, and she didn't know how to say, "You are alone, where are you going?" Have any relatives? ”

Xue Yun smiled lightly, that smile was fresh, gentle, and elegant. "Go where I want to go!" After speaking, it floated away like light and beautiful smoke, without a trace of dust

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