Chapter 183: The Meaning of Human Life

This Concubine Liu is very good at creating a funny atmosphere, which is very helpful to the effect of the show, and the program team should have taken a fancy to this diǎn when she invited her over.

After the basketball team was grouped, Chen Ge recognized the people on both sides of the team, these students were wearing jerseys, and their side was No. 1, No. 6, No. 7, and No. 9. The opposite team is No. 3, No. 4, No. 8, No. 10.

Wu Jie, who served as a physical education teacher: "How is it, can you open it?" ”

Chen Ge made an o gesture, which was his habit for many years, "Open!" ”

55 plays a half, which is a common game in high school.

Start with a team of serves from the opposite side, with No. 3 standing outside the halfway line.

Chen Ge stood in front of Wu Jie.

This basketball game is an impromptu idea, just a casual game, and there is no clear division of labor.

The ball was finally sent out and was picked up by the opposite number 8.

No. 8 got the ball and ran to the basket, passing the ball to No. 4 on the way to run, it seems that these people often cooperate and can accurately touch each other's intentions, No. 4 receives the ball very tacitly, and then a feint shakes over No. 7 and prepares to go to the basket.

Now is the time!

Chen Ge threw off Wu Jie behind him and ran wildly, and the moment No. 4 jumped up, Chen Ge jumped up at the same time. Looking at the direction, Chen Ge blocked the ball in front and hit the ball towards No. 7.

Wu Jie shouted over there: "Steady, steady!" ”

This group of students is not bad, although there is still a certain gap from the university's basketball team, but it is rare at this age, so it is guessed that the level of physical education teachers should also be very good.

Chen Ge has diǎn pressure.

No. 7 dribbled out of the three-point line and aimed at the opportunity to pass the ball to Chen Ge.

No. 7 didn't notice that Wu Jie was next to him, and at this time, Wu Jie's eyes were quick and he aimed at the opportunity to intercept the ball. Chen Ge patted No. 7 on the shoulder during the run, signaling him not to be discouraged.

Wu Jie dribbled past two people, made a layup in three steps, and the ball went in.

The opposite side has a one-point lead.

This time it was Chen Ge's turn to serve, and No. 7 got the ball and was ready to go outside the midfield line.

Chen Ge trotted over and patted him on the shoulder, and said in a low voice: "Give me the ball, you will stand nearby in a while, I will pass the ball to you, as long as I enter the field, you will [~dǐng[~diǎn[~小[~say,.≑.β—†os_(); Pass the ball back, understand? ”

七号 diǎndiǎn head.

In fact, No. 7 has a small complaint in his heart, because so far, Chen Ge has not shown how his basketball skills are, only a so-so front block, which can only show that he has good bounce power, and there is no show in terms of technique, but he looks like he is coaxing, No. 7 thought, just don't be robbed by others later.

Chen Ge stood outside the midfield line, quickly passed the ball to No. Seven, and then ran in, and No. Seven followed closely and passed the ball back.

Chen Ge went straight to the basket with the ball, a feint and a turn to change a person, followed by a beautiful two-by-one, and when he was about to go to the basket, he found that Wu Zhuo was now on his side.

Chen Ge glanced behind him, saw that No. 7 was behind, and with a feint in mid-air, he passed the ball from under his crotch.

Seven didn't seem to notice the ball, the ball hit him, jumped on the ground a few times, and was picked up by the opposite four.

No. 4 passed the ball to Wu Jie, Wu Jie turned and threw the ball, and the ball went in.

Now the players of Chen Ge and this pair are fried, No. 1, No. 6, and No. 9 complained about No. 7 at the same time, "What's the matter with you, why are you stunned at the critical moment?" ”

"Chen Ge, why didn't you catch such a beautiful pass?"

"Are you an undercover agent sent from the other side or a tease sent by the monkey?"

Chen Ge patted No. 7 on the shoulder, "It's okay, keep fighting." ”

No. 7 quit and took off his jersey, "I'm not playing!" ”

Everyone was stunned, Wu Jie frowned and said, "No. 7 Xiangyu, come back!" ”

Xiang Yu just walked out of the field with his head bored.

No. 9 seemed to have a good relationship with No. 7, and was about to catch up, but was stopped by Wu Jie, "Don't go, he's not in the right state today, it's better to let him be quiet." ”

Nine stopped.

Xiang Yu then asked Chen Ge: "Are you still fighting?" If you don't fight, you'll lose two points, and if you do, I'll let us have the next person on our side. ”

Chen Ge looked at the plummeting momentum on his side, waved his hand and said, "No need for the next person, 45."

"What?" Wu Jie was amused by Chen Ge's words, and even the dialect came out now, "45? ”

Chen Ge said: "It's just 45, we were playing with you just now, and now we are starting to get serious." ”

Chen Ge looked at the team members on his side, "You guys, it's no problem." ”

The boys all have the character of not admitting defeat, and they say in unison: "No problem!" ”

No. 1 serves outside the midfield line.

Chen Ge ran quickly and clapped his hands, "Number one!" ”

No. 1 made a move to pass the ball to Chen Ge's side, but temporarily changed his mind and passed to No. 9.

Due to No. 1's feint, many people ran to Chen Ge's side, and No. 9's side was unguarded, so it was very light to get the ball.

Nine ran down the rebound with the ball, unguarded all the way, until the opposite side reacted and went to intercept Nine, who felt that the distance was almost too far and threw the ball out.

The ball bounced twice on the basket and looked like it was about to go in.

Chen Ge hurriedly ran under the basket, sprinted three steps, jumped, and made up for the ball!

The basketball was accurately supplemented, Chen Ge grabbed the basket with his right hand and looked back at the bottom.

The basketball court exclaimed, "Wow! ”

There are the voices of the players, and there are the voices of the little girls who stay to watch the basketball game.

Concubine Liu, who was watching the game on the side, couldn't help but say, "It's so handsome." ”

The photographer captured the scene in its entirety.

The next game was much more intense than before, Chen Ge's morale was greatly boosted, everyone started running, and after the warm-up, everyone began to play at their usual level.

No. 1 shoots well from distance, No. 6 dribbles quickly, and No. 9 is responsible for running passes.

The inexplicable strength of the physical education teacher on the opposite side has gradually come into play, the bounce and dribbling are good, and Chen Ge is very stressed every time he faces him.

The current score ratio on the field is 4 to 5.

When the fierce battle was in full swing, a girl exclaimed, "Look, is that person over there going to jump off the building?!" ”

Everyone looked over there, in the direction of the library, and sure enough, there was a person standing in the building.

"It's Xiang Yu!" No. 9, who was very familiar with Xiang Yu, exclaimed in surprise and ran over there.

"No, it won't." Wu Jie's face changed, No. 7 wouldn't have had the idea of committing suicide because of the basketball game just now, if so, then he, the physical education teacher, has the greatest responsibility.

Chen Ge also ran over there with the crowd.

When Chen Ge arrived, there were already many people standing downstairs.

"Xiang Yu! Come down, are you worthy of your parents? ”

"Xiang Yu, have you thought about your parents' feelings?"

"Xiang Yu, what do you have to tell us, we'll help you solve it!"

Depend on! This group of people, you are not persuading him not to commit suicide, you are putting pressure on him to jump off the building!

But the more hateful thing is yet to come.

"Stupid! Jump! ”

"Stupid!"

Chen Ge really wants to slap these people a few times, you are a bunch of fools, everyone who says such things when others commit suicide is stupid! You're not him, you don't know why others are in this situation, you can only say cool things, and when there is a knot in your heart that can't be solved, others scold you like this, what the are you feeling?

What Chen Ge hates the most is this kind of person who doesn't think it's a big deal to watch the excitement, and it's also a group of students, I don't know how this kind of scum can appear under Su zhì's education!

Chen Ge found No. 9 in the crowd: "Xiang Yu, how did he go upstairs?" ”

"There is a small window on the fifth floor for staff to go upstairs, but it is more dangerous, and I think Xiang Yu went up from there."

"Follow me."

Chen Ge pulled No. 9 and ran towards the library.

No. 9 is very nervous, and when he climbs up, he often falls to the ground because of his weak legs, and it seems that he has a really good relationship with Xiang Yu.

The relationship at this age is also pure enough.

Finally on the most dǐng layer, Chen Ge saw the window that No. 9 said.

Chen Ge said to the photographer behind him: "Don't follow up yet, No. 9, go, go up with me." ”

"Okay." I don't know why, with Chen Ge here, No. 9 felt a lot calmer.

Chen Ge climbed up first, poked his head out of the window, and saw Xiang Yu facing him sideways.

It seemed that Xiang Yu had already prevented someone from coming up from behind, and Xiang Yu looked at this side as soon as Chen Ge appeared, "Don't come up!" ”

Chen Ge stopped climbing up.

Xiang Yu is exactly when he is excited, he must not be stimulated, and he must talk to him step by step and slowly.

Chen Ge made a stop gesture downwards and said to the nine below, "You go down first." ”

"You go down too!!" Xiang Yu shouted at Chen Ge.

Chen Ge said: "I only say one sentence, and I will go down if I only ask one sentence." ”

"Go down!!"

Chen Ge sighed, "They said that you usually play basketball well, but today you are absent-minded, so they made two jokes to motivate you to play at a normal level." I can feel that something must have happened to you today, so I haven't been out of shape, and when I played basketball I knew that you were a good player, and you did a very standard job, and when you passed the ball, you obviously remembered something, so I didn't notice. Can you tell me about it? ”

Xiang Yu's expression had just eased a lot, and he was a little distracted when he thought of something, and after hearing Chen Ge's last words, he became vigilant again: "What kind of person are you, what qualifications do you have to ask me what happened!" ”

Chen Ge stretched out his hand and made a helpless gesture, "Because I used to be like you, I wanted to commit suicide, and when I committed suicide, everyone was calling me a coward and a fool." I hated everyone because they weren't me, so I didn't understand what I was going through, I didn't understand how sad I was, I understood this feeling of loneliness that the whole world was abandoned. Many people experience this kind of loneliness, but if it is not painful to a certain extent, no one will choose this extreme way, because they know that this way can be stupid, but it is just self-deception to escape. Because I can't face the pain that I will face if I continue to live, I can only choose this helpless way. ”

Xiang Yu's eyes flickered, and he didn't speak, but he was obviously listening to what Chen Ge would say.

Chen Ge slowly climbed up, "No one in the world can empathize with another person's pain, and even if they know what happened, they can't fully understand another person's pain. But as a person who has died once, I understand your desperation, if possible, you can share some of your pain with me, and after that, I will not stop you from doing anything. I promise. ”

Xiang Yu looked behind Chen Ge.

Chen Ge spread out his hands, "Don't worry, there is absolutely no one behind me, and there is absolutely no camera or anything like anything on me." ”

Chen Ge spun around, signaling that he didn't have anything on him.

Xiang Yu calmed down a lot, and after being silent for a while, he slowly spoke: "My family is very poor. ”

This is the beginning of a very bad street, and I think it is also a story of a bad street, but because of the bad street, it must be sad enough.

Xiang Yu said: "My family is very poor, I have been since I was a child, until the beginning of the previous year, the family had a turnaround, and the reason for the turnaround was that my father had a car accident, and the person was gone, and he got 200,000 yuan in compensation." My mother said that the 200,000 yuan was the money for me to go to college. ”

Chen Ge was silent, playing a good role as a listener.

"I've been working hard, hard work that no one could have imagined, and I haven't slept a night before a diǎn clock. But the grades never met my mom's requirements. She wanted me to be the first in the class, but I was always in the top teens. Last week, we took the monthly exam. ”

"During the monthly exam, I cheated. I've heard them say that they cheat from time to time, but never when they get caught. But I only had time to write a multiple-choice question before I was caught by the invigilator, and my English score was recorded as zero. The final score was 46th in the class. ”

To be honest, Chen Ge couldn't fully understand Xiang Yu's mood, but he could understand Xiang Yu's pressure.

"This morning, I said to my mother, if it really doesn't work, let me apply for the sports team, and I can get extra points in the college entrance examination. My mother said that I was not doing a good job, that my father used his life in exchange for money for my schooling, and that she also got up early every day and was very tired, but I wanted to apply for the sports team, she wanted me to go to school well, and she wanted my grades. ”

"Actually, I've been thinking about suicide for a long time, but I can't be ruthless. It is only recently that it has become more and more clear, what do you say that people live for? In fact, people are born to suffer, suffering is endless, and happiness is often only temporary. ”

"I'm not a good son, and I didn't want to go this far before, the biggest reason was that I couldn't let go of my mother. Listen, they scolded me down there, I was indeed unfilial, but I really couldn't hold on. The school should inform my mother, I don't want to see my mother, I'm sorry for her, I don't have the face to see her, I have to die before my mother comes. ”

As Xiang Yu spoke, he stood up again, and it seemed that he was very likely to jump down in the next second.

"Xiang Yu, I don't know if you've heard a word."

Xiang Yu didn't speak, he didn't want to stay in this world for a second longer, look at the people downstairs, they shouted loudly, in the name of being good to themselves, the people who let themselves think about their parents loudly in the attitude of the right person, and the people who shouted loudly to make themselves jump down in the posture of watching the excitement.

Oh, how ridiculous.

"Xiang Yu, people move to live, trees move to death." Chen Ge finally began to say what he wanted to say, "I don't know if you've heard this sentence. I'm not going to advise you what will happen to your parents if you die, because that doesn't make sense a lot of the time. I told you before that I had done the same thing as you, and I was so close to death. The meaning of people moving alive and trees dying is that people are alive, and many times a road does not work, so we can change our thinking. ”

"Hmph." Xiang Yu sneered, "Don't say something that you think is fair with this kind of objective attitude, it will make me feel disgusting." ”

"I think you may be mistaken." Chen Ge said: "I don't think what I said is very fair, I just want to tell you some feelings about what I have experienced countless failures, including death, as a loser." You just asked me what man lives for. I don't know this question either, I don't think anyone knows why, all the answers are just to live for something derived from life, such as career, such as love. But in fact, these derived things do not bring happiness to people, but make people more pessimistic, because there are only so many successful people in the world. Including me, I've always considered me an OSR, in every aspect. I have never denied that I am a pessimist, because I have not seen anything worthy of my nostalgia in this world, and although I feel guilty about my parents, when the guilt reaches a critical point, it will accelerate the death of a person. Later, I told myself that people move the living tree and die, and since I can't understand what people live for, then don't think about it. Because in life, if we always think about the meaning of human life, of course life will not have any meaning. People live, suffering is inexhaustible, so we live to try to make ourselves happy, if you want to do something, what you like to do, so. You may say, there are so many fetters in life, how can you be as free as you think. Listen to me, there will be such freedom, when you are admitted to the university and go out, you will be free. The thing about going to college, no matter what the university is, the meaning of going to college is to understand the meaning of life, in college, you will see a lot of things, you can do whatever you want, no one will object. ”

Of course, what Chen Ge said is not true, but in order to save people, he can only tell a temporary lie, for people who commit suicide, as long as they go through this hurdle to untie this knot, they will not have such thoughts for a long time. Because everyone who has committed suicide, who has touched the word death, will have an epiphany period.

Xiang Yu was a little moved, and it seemed that his heart was starting to loosen a little.

But at this time, a boy's shout suddenly sounded downstairs, "Stupid! You have the ability to jump! The pestle is loaded there."

Before he finished speaking, he was silent, thinking that he was stopped by the teacher.

But this sentence stimulated Xiang Yu a lot, Xiang Yu was so excited that he took a step back, and suddenly burst into tears, and his voice suddenly choked, "I've come this far, I have no way back!" You listen to their shouts below, as long as I go down with you today, I will be the laughing stock of everyone! ”

Chen Ge was a little anxious in his heart, and took a step forward, "Xiang Yu, listen to me, no one will laugh at you." ”

Chen Ge made a wrong step, he shouldn't have moved forward, a wise man must have made a mistake.

Xiang Yu was forced by Chen Ge to take another step back, but it was this step that stepped into the air, Xiang Yu chuckled in his heart, his body softened almost immediately, and the whole person fell down.

There was an exclamation downstairs!

Due to the suddenness of the incident, Xiang Yu's hand unconsciously pulled twice, and climbed the rock wall on the edge of the building.

There was a boo downstairs, and it was still the boy who was watching the excitement and shouting before.

Xiang Yu closed his eyes, anyway, I'm looking for death today, since I've come to this point, let's let it go!

Xiang Yu let go of his hand.

There was another exclamation downstairs.

Xiang Yu opened his eyes and saw Chen Ge holding his wrist, and he could clearly see the green tendons on his forehead.

Xiang Yu cried and begged, "You let it go." ”

Chen Ge was also crying in his heart, big brother firefighters, why haven't you arrived yet, I can't hold on for long.

Chen Ge exerted all his strength and said slowly: "Xiang Yu, no one will laugh at you. You will learn later that those who speak cold words when you are sad are people who are not strong enough in their hearts and are vulnerable. And, Xiang Yu, are you willing to give up your life because of a word from a scumbag like them?! ”

Xiang Yu was shocked in his heart.

Chen Ge said: "As long as you live today, no one will laugh at you, because I have walked this road, so I understand very well!" ”

"Xiang Yu, how old are you this year?" Chen Ge's body consumption is getting bigger and bigger.

"Sixteen."

"Sixteen, you ask yourself, don't you really want to go to college, don't you really want to go out and see, and, at sixteen, you must have a girl you like, don't you want to fall in love?"

Xiang Yu burst into tears and sobbed, "I want to..."

"I want to be in a relationship, I want to go to college, I want to go outside and have a look. I want my mom's life to get better and better, I'm sorry for my mom..."

"Yes, yes. You can do it. ”

Chen Ge gradually ran out of strength, and Uncle Fire... didn't come yet.

At this time, there was a shout from the window, "Quick, up!" ”

"快diǎn."

No. 9 took the physical education teacher, and six or seven people climbed up one after another, "Chen Ge! ”

Chen Ge didn't dare to speak, he was afraid that his hand would be released as soon as he spoke, and he yelled in his heart, what nonsense, come here!

The physical education teacher was slightly longer than Chen Ge's arm, leaned down and grabbed Xiang Yu's wrist, and the two of them pulled Xiang Yu up together.

The others rushed up and rescued Xiang Yu.

In the distance, the sound of a fire truck sounded, and Chen Ge's heart was full of black lines, how did he come here in such a timely manner.

Later, I learned that the school was deliberately built in the new district just to be quiet, but the people from the fire brigade came for a longer time.

Chen Ge lay down in the building and rested for a few minutes, really tired.

The photographer ran up and only had time to take a shot of a few people sitting around the building, and he regretted it. Chen Ge didn't think there was anything, he didn't want to use this kind of thing as hype to hype himself, because once this matter was recorded, I believe it would have a great impact on Xiang Yu.

By the way, there's one more thing that hasn't been done.

Chen Ge looked at Wu Jie, they were appeasing Xiang Yu, and Xiang Yu's feelings gradually calmed down.

Chen Ge went downstairs alone, and the photographer followed behind.

Chen Ge arrived downstairs, and the audience downstairs was still talking about it, not knowing what was going on above.

Chen Ge walked in front of a group of students, "Who made a fuss just now?" ”

No one spoke.

"Who made the heckle just now!" Chen Ge asked loudly.

A boy walked out of the crowd and said, "What do you want?" ”

All the male students looked at Chen Ge, and it seemed that these people had a good relationship.

Chen Ge walked over, "Did you make a fuss?" ”

Male student said, "That idiot is pretending"

"Fuck you!" Chen Ge punched the male student in the face, "Uneducated things, I'll teach you how to be a person for your parents today!" ”

A group of students looked at each other.

Students of this age are forming gangs, and when they were rebellious at the end of adolescence, they saw Chen Ge beating them, even if they were big stars, they were ready to go up and beat him.

"Can't we get up?" A boy asked.

"Up!" The other boy had the final word.

"Who dares to do it!" Wu Jie, a physical education teacher, walked out with a few people, and the last one was Xiang Yu with red eyes.

(To be continued.) )