"My opposition didn't attract the attention of my parents, they thought I was just a child's nonsense, and they still insisted on bringing us together, and I was in a rebellious period, of course, I wouldn't do what my mother wanted." The expression on Teacher Chu's face became solemn.

"You went to the military after high school?" Lin Xin'er asked, Teacher Chu in the previous life was like this.

"Well, I went to join the army in a fit of rage, and the life in the army was very hard and tiring, and gradually I missed the ease and comfort of home. But when I thought that I would marry a woman I didn't like when I went home, I gritted my teeth and persevered, and since I chose to be a soldier, it was not so easy to go back. ”

When Mr. Chu talks about the bitterness and tiredness of the past, it is as natural as talking about the weather, as if these things happened to others and had nothing to do with him.

"The boring life in the army made us a group of little boys who were not willing to be lonely start to place small advertisements in various magazines to find pen pals. At this time, I met a lively and cheerful, playful and cute girl. From her, I saw the beauty of life again, and countless silent nights survived by letters one by one. Teacher Chu had satisfaction and the most primitive simplicity on his face.

"Because of my hard work and willingness to endure hardships, coupled with my flexible mind, and the annual family leave, I did not return to the army and stayed in the army for training, all these efforts quickly won me the appreciation of the leadership, and I had to be promoted all the way through the army, and by the time I was twenty-one years old, I had been promoted to major." When Mr. Chu talked about these honors, he was full of pride.

"To have such an achievement, you must have experienced unimaginable efforts." Lin Xin'er's admiration is beyond words.

"It was a great honor that the army personally sent the good news to my home and allowed my family to visit." When Teacher Chu said this, his voice became low and he thought about it, as if he was experiencing a very painful thing.

"Then, your childhood sweetheart came to see you?" Lin Xin'er interjected.

"Huh?" Teacher Chu raised his eyebrows, Lin Xin'er, can you not be too smart?

"It's all played like this on TV, and often the male protagonist likes other girls. The first girlfriend came to the door. Lin Xin'er stuck out her tongue and explained mischievously.

"You" Teacher Chu pretended to be angry, and raised his hand to hit Lin Xin'er, "You let me tell you a story." You're mischievous there. ”

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Lin Xin'er begged for mercy and looked at Teacher Chu pitifully.

Who knew that after Teacher Chu saw this look, the smile on his face suddenly disappeared, as if he had fallen into a bottomless abyss. His next words were like they came from hell.

"I should have thought that even if I used to run away from home as a soldier to resist, my parents would not give up lightly. Besides, I didn't serve with them, and they would have preferred someone who knew their roots and was like a daughter by their side, and she was undoubtedly the most suitable person. ”

"And your childhood sweetheart heard that you became a big official, and she won't give up, and her previous likes have added elements of worship, but I'm afraid she has reached the point where you won't marry." Lin Xin'er analyzed.

"You know again?" Teacher Chu was a little frustrated, and found out for the first time. It's very bad for girls to be too smart!!

"The vanity of a girl, who doesn't want to marry an excellent man? What's more, people have liked you since you were a child. Lin Xin'er looked at Teacher Chu like a fool. In the past few days, Lin Xin'er found that Teacher Chu is a very good person, even easier to get along with than in her previous life, so she is not as restrained and hostile as before when she speaks.

"You're so smart, be careful that you won't be able to marry in the future." Teacher Chu glanced at Lin Xin'er.

"Later?" Lin Xin'er asked.

"All kinds of coercion and temptation, all kinds of family offensives, I surrendered and married her. I was a soldier in QD City at the time. It was very cold, and I forced her to go back to my hometown because I didn't want to see her every day, and because I didn't want her to suffer with me. ”

"I can't help it if I don't like it. Forcing it will only make both sides miserable. Lin Xin'er said, as if she was saying it to herself and to Teacher Chu. In the previous life, she and Kevin Bai hated each other, and they never could lie in the same bed until they died. Now that she recalls her past life, she is happy that she has died, and death is not a relief. It's better than two people torturing each other.

"On the day she left, I was going on a special mission, and the other party was a group of very cunning repeat offenders, and I didn't have time to send her, so I had to let her go back by herself." Teacher Chu lowered his eyes, and there was a trace of unbearable on his face.

"Something's wrong?" Lin Xin'er saw Teacher Chu's face full of guilt, and thought that there must be no good ending. Otherwise, he would not have this kind of expression if he didn't want to marry the other party and didn't like the other party at all, if it wasn't for his negligence that the other party lost his life.

"I don't know how the other party knew her whereabouts and her identity, and actually kidnapped her." Teacher Chu covered his eyes with his hands, and his sadness was overflowing.

"You must have tried to save her, didn't you?" Lin Xin'er saw Teacher Chu's face full of self-blame, and wanted to comfort him, but her lips moved a few times but she didn't say anything. There are some things that are wrong if they are not saved, and no amount of comfort is useless.

"Nope." Teacher Chu's voice became choked, "For the sake of the task, for the sake of the organization, for the sake of the country, I have no choice. ”

"You don't have to blame yourself, it's for the happiness of thousands of families, and she will understand you." Lin Xin'er realized that all the comfort became pale at this moment.

"Although I don't like her, and I was forced to marry her, but since I married her, I have to be responsible for her, but I can't do it, I'm sorry for her." Teacher Chu's tears flowed down his fingers, who said that men don't flick when they have tears, that's because they haven't reached the sad place, it seems that Teacher Chu is also a temperamental person.

"Did you ever have a girlfriend again?" Lin Xin'er wanted to divert Teacher Chu's attention, and asked casually. She didn't want to see Teacher Chu's heavy expression, and such an atmosphere was too sad and depressing. She has only one wish at this time, that is, she hopes that Teacher Chu can come out and stop thinking about those sad things.

From this point of view, in the previous life, Teacher Chu's fate was tragic enough, and he was forced to accept both marriages. Because of his momentary cowardice, neither woman came to a good end, one died in the line of duty, the other drove himself mad by doing evil, and he himself fell into the river and drowned.

What will be his fate in this life? (To be continued.) )