Chapter 186: Bad Fate
"It's quiet in the courtyard, how can there be no one at this time? I was suspicious, so I stopped and didn't dare to go in, when suddenly the curtain was lifted, and the man grabbed me by the wrist......"
"I can't wait to cut this beast with a thousand knives!! I curse him that he will not die well, that even if he dies, he will go to eighteen layers of hell, and he will not be able to live forever! ”
“…… Xiyan was driven away. Li Xuan collapsed, and I saw him drunk several times, and he was covered up by his subordinates and went back to the room...... He should be glad for it...... I always kept the person he liked for him...... Isn't it a blessing to be able to leave cleanly...... I can't go back......"
"He's finally dead!! I don't have to live in fear every day, I don't have to be spoiled anymore! ”
"The doctor said that the sin had been in my stomach for more than two months...... No, I'm going to figure it out...... I've waited until today, and I can't let it ruin me! ”
“…… I never thought that one day I would actually use a dirty pill on Li Xuan...... He drank so much that he couldn't even tell the difference between people, so he hugged me and shouted Xiyan's name...... Chastity is false, blood is false, but my tears that night are real, and their hearts are true, does he know...... No, no, I'll never let him know! ”
“…… He finally heard about my miscarriage...... Not surprisingly, he said he wanted to marry me, and he said...... He likes me too...... How could I not have known that he was lying? But in my heart, I still can't help but rejoice a little. As long as you can stay with him...... I just want to stay with him. ”
"Every day I spend with him, I feel so happy......"
"Xiyan is coming back...... Why did she come back? We've had a good time in the past few years, why is she coming back?! ”
"Goodbye old man...... He said mean things on his lips, and in his heart, he should be a little sad, right? I haven't seen him for a month, of course I miss him, but when he kisses me, I can't help but think, is it because of me, or because he always treats me as someone else? …… He tossed and turned, and he couldn't sleep all night...... Me too. ”
He said that it was difficult for Yun Heng and Xi Yan to succeed, and he seriously analyzed the stakes with me...... I don't know, does he really think so, or is it ...... I don't want her to marry anyone at all. ”
"He still married Xiyan in the end. Whatever the reason...... He always got his wish. Listening to the noise of gongs and drums outside, my face was numb with laughter. After a long night, I suddenly felt ...... Some scared. I don't want to lose him ......"
“…… According to the pulp wash mother-in-law, Xiyan is eighty percent ...... In this case, she actually has ...... Let it be! ”
“…… I finally have a baby for both of us! God knows how long I've been looking forward to this kid! He was also very happy, and every day he asked for warmth, even more so than ever. I know that he also takes care of my feelings, so he rarely even goes to Xiyan's house...... I'm not greedy, as long as I have him and have a child of his, this life is enough. ”
“…… The Imperial Doctor said...... Up to one month. I don't believe it! He's obviously in my belly, and he's moving very happily, why can't he do it?! I don't believe it!! ”
"It's ridiculous...... My child couldn't keep it, but she wouldn't want it...... Good boy, let's do something for E-Niang again......"
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"He finally knew it...... I just felt more relaxed than I had ever been. In fact, for a moment, I really wanted to ask him, has he liked me a little bit over the years? But I didn't have the courage to ask...... If you don't know, you can continue to lie to yourself......"
"I have less and less time to be awake every day, and I don't think I can stand many days...... Recently, I like to think more and more about the past, and I don't feel sad and pitiful...... Thinking that this booklet had been accidentally seen by him a few times, if he had a heart, he was afraid that many things had already been known, but he had never looked at it...... He once laughed at me disapprovingly, 'Why are you interested in this kind of book?' ’…… Xiyan didn't mention Xu Zhaopei to him too much, so he would deliberately find "/Women's Thinking Autumn Fu" to read carefully...... About, that's the difference between love and not love......"
"I haven't even bothered to get out of bed these days, and yesterday I vomited blood, and the blood stained the white veil, which was very good-looking, like the white snow and red plums outside...... In my dream, I suddenly went back to that quiet afternoon many years ago, and he held my hand and said, 'Ning Ruo, I've always liked you. ’…… I don't want to wake up again......"
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"Master, it's time to eat."
Suddenly there was a knock on the door.
Xiyan looked up blankly.
The breeze blew in the faint fragrance of flowers, and I was shocked to feel that my face was as cold as water.
I don't know when, I have already burst into tears.
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Life on the village is calm and peaceful.
He kept his word, except that he had sent someone to bring some daily items and a box of books the next day, and he really didn't bother her again.
Not even a word.
Such a day is ten days in a flash.
It wasn't until the afternoon of the tenth day that the carriage to take her home was late.
He wasn't in the car.
"Lord has been busy with official business these days, and he only has time to sleep for one or two hours a day, and this morning I went to the yamen before dawn......" Everyone was already on the road, and Xiao Enzi explained vigorously through the curtain.
“…… You've already said it again. Xiyan replied good-naturedly.
"Hehe...... "Little Enzi laughed awkwardly twice and touched his nose, "Don't be angry......"
Xiyan couldn't help but smile.
"He's busy with serious business, what should I do to be angry?" Xiyan thought for a while, and then asked, "But he is always like this, can his body eat?" ”
"Who's to say it isn't?" Xiao Enzi was waiting for this, and when he saw that the opportunity had come, he immediately gushed endlessly, "It was okay when you were at home before, but no matter how busy you are, you always have to have a serious dinner in order to see you...... Nowadays...... "Little Enzi smacked his lips," he is so busy every day that he forgets the hour, and dinner is often brought out as it is...... In just a few days, I lost a lot of weight when I saw people. ”
There was silence in the carriage for a while.
“…… Why don't you persuade him? She asked softly.
"Persuade, how can you not persuade!" Xiao Enzi raised his voice and said, "But you have to be willing to listen, right?" It's okay now, waiting for you to go back, and just say a word casually, it's more useful than a hundred words from us as minions! ”
The sunset inside was silent again.
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Back at the palace, it was almost time to hold the lamp.
After Xiyan simply freshened up, he asked someone to go to the back and hug Jing Yi over.
This child has been a little angry recently, and his little body is writhing in the nurse's arms, and he looks like the boss is unwilling. When I entered the room and saw that it was her, my eyes were red, my big eyes were watery, and I was so aggrieved that I couldn't do it. Xiyan reached out to hug her, and he suddenly cried loudly, hugging her neck tightly, and tears flowed into her clothes......
(To be continued.) )