The 246th episode is cold to the bone
Seeing that Yang Jin's tone was not good, Yang Jin couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed, and he blushed first. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
She really didn't have anything to say, but her sister wasn't like this before, no matter how unreasonable she was, at most she just ignored it. Today, it was so directly exposed, and I don't know where my sister was angry.
As soon as the words came out, Yang Hibiscus regretted it a little. She hated herself for being too impatient and embarrassing Yang Qi.
But if she wants to apologize to Yang Ji, Yang Hibiscus really can't open her mouth.
These days, she can't find someone to talk to her, only Yang Yang knows her thoughts, and Yang Yang will only reprimand her, not telling her about things, and she can't understand the distress in her heart.
Therefore, Yang Hibiscus held a vicious breath in his heart, and he has not been able to let it out, and he often can't help but contradict others, as if he has to be so to be more comfortable.
She didn't want to do this, she was afraid that she would continue to hold it like this, and before she could suffocate it, she would offend the people around her first.
Seeing her wanting to speak and stopping, Yang Ji knew that Yang Hibiscus had the heart to apologize.
After all, it is his own sister, even if his attitude is a little bad, Yang Qi is not good at showing displeasure, and he should not accuse or keep it in his heart.
And she came over today just to lure Yang Hibiscus to speak.
My sister held back her thoughts, and Yang Qi could see clearly. Because he was afraid that something would go wrong with Yang Hibiscus, Yang Ji came to visit her on purpose, trying to lure her to tell her what was on her mind.
Yang Ji gently took Yang Hibiscus's hand and asked her in a low voice why she was so impatient.
"My father is gone, and no matter how much my sister misses her father, she won't be able to see it."
Yang Qi said, he couldn't help but have a sour nose, and two tears suddenly fell. Afraid that she would become more and more sad by hooking Yang Hibiscus, she hurriedly stopped crying and wiped her tears with a handkerchief.
Yang Hibiscus didn't seem to pay attention, and looked at the word "Yang" on the bookcase in a daze.
Yang Ji sighed in his heart, and he had to be cheerful on his face, and said to Yang Jin with a smile:
"Although I don't know why my father gave up everything, it's just that my father loved us the most during his lifetime, although he couldn't think about it for a while, he must think about it now, I'm afraid that he is still looking at it here, and he won't really leave us alone. My sister was so sad and miserable, and my father was afraid that he would be uncomfortable when he saw it. ”
Yang Ji said words of relief as he pulled Yang Hibiscus to the side.
The two west-facing chairs resting against the wall by the landlord of the study, Yang Ji pulled Yang Hibiscus over and let her sit on the Hu chair, and he sat on the other one.
After sitting down, Yang Ji began to look at Yang Hibiscus.
Yang Hibiscus was stunned, pulled by Yang Ji, and didn't see her crying, nor did she say a word. I sat down in a daze, not a trace of anger.
Seeing this, Yang Qi couldn't help but be anxious again.
"My sister held back her heart and didn't say anything, she only sulked by herself, afraid that she would get sick." Yang Qi said tentatively, "If you can talk to others, you might as well tell me." I was clumsy, but I could understand the words. ”
When Yang Jin heard this, he glanced at Yang Jin, but his eyes were slowly swallowed, and he couldn't beat up any spirit.
Yang Qi pursed his lips and said in a low voice:
"If there is anything bad for outsiders to hear, my sister can also say it with confidence. I've always been strict-mouthed, but I've heard it here now, and I'll never spread it out for people to know. ”
Yang Hibiscus's lips moved, but he finally held back and didn't speak.
She had long lacked someone to talk to, but it was still difficult to speak.
First, Gao is the mother of two people, and she should not talk about Gao's words, let alone discuss them in front of Yang Qi; Second, whether Yang Qi can understand himself, Yang Hibiscus has no bottom in his heart, in case Yang Qi is as partial to the Gao family as Yang Qi, wouldn't he be more depressed in his heart?
Yang Hibiscus didn't send Yang Ji away, let her sit on the side, and she also sat on the chair, quietly starting.
For a moment, she felt that she should not blame Gao. Even if the Gao family is wrong, it is her mother after all, and Yang Hibiscus is not qualified to talk about it, and she should not be worried.
If such a thing is known, I'm afraid she will be said to be unfilial?
But she just can't forgive Gao.
When did this resentment come from, and what did it come from? Yang Hibiscus thought about it carefully and gradually sorted out his thoughts.
Speaking of which, the day after Yang Xi committed suicide, the Gao family entered the world house and cried, and Yang Hibiscus felt inexplicably uncomfortable. At that time, she thought that she had an obsession in her heart and blamed her father's death on Gao's head, so she didn't want to pay attention to Gao's and didn't look at it.
Although she had resentment in her heart, but Gao was her biological mother after all, Yang Jin repeatedly persuaded herself in her heart, telling herself that she shouldn't be like this, and her anger faded after a while.
It wasn't until he was reprimanded by Yang Ji later that Yang Hibiscus understood what was wrong, and he didn't want to see Gao anymore.
Yang Yi first said that Yang Hibiscus was a child and should not be resentful of his parents, and then told her about the night Yang Xi committed suicide, saying that the Gao family had made trouble several times to commit suicide, and it was easy to be stopped.
"You don't know how much remorse my mother feels in her heart." After Yang Yan scolded, he patiently persuaded Yang Jin, "At that time, my mother was shouting for a funeral, and the trouble was very serious, and there were seven or eight maids around the inner room, and no one dared to go out, for fear that she would not see it for a while, so that my mother would find a short time." Later, as soon as they saw their mother sitting up and putting on shoes, everyone hurriedly stepped forward to hold the person down, and they didn't live in peace after making trouble for most of the night. ”
When Yang Jian said the words in front of her, Yang Hibiscus still faintly blamed herself, and after listening to the latter words, she suddenly woke up.
Gao didn't want to die at all!
How can anyone who wants to die remember to wear shoes?
If the Gao family is like Yangxi, it would be enough to change into clean plain clothes. She got up from the bed, her hair didn't say she wanted to comb it, did she still have the heart to put on shoes?
Yang Hibiscus pursed her mouth and didn't speak, and as Yang Hibiscus chattered in her ear, she couldn't help but think of the crying spirit that day.
At that time, Gao committed suicide, and he also shouted first, not rushing over to hit the coffin.
Besides, on the day of Yangxi's burial, Gao also cried and shouted that she wanted to be buried, but a group of people had already surrounded her, all staring at her for fear that something would happen to her, how could she be given a chance to be buried? Before the words came out, someone pulled Gao tightly.
The more Yang Hibiscus thought about it, the more chilling he became.
If she kills her loved ones, she is afraid that she will quietly commit suicide in a few moments, and she will never shout out, let alone seriously nag people afterwards, for fear that others will not know that she has the intention to seek death.
It's not a glorious thing, but the Gao family talks about it every day, isn't it for the sake of fame, is it afraid that the events of the day will spread, and everyone will blame her?
At that time, someone stopped him, but now no one stops him, is he really so remorseful, and he still has the heart to have a bad attitude with the number of people? You can do it casually.
Although Yang Hibiscus thought clearly, his heart suddenly hurt.
Mother is so unbearable, if it is said that the mother annoyed the father and forced the father to commit suicide, Yang Hibiscus is convinced.
No matter why my father died, it seems that it is not worth it now.
However, she only thought about these words in her heart, and even Yang Yan scolded her repeatedly, but Yang Hibiscus only suffered silently and did not refute a word.
I don't know if I pity myself, or if I think of the kindness of my mother, although Yang Jin hates it in her heart, she doesn't want everyone to be disgusted with Gao, and she is even more afraid that Gao will really follow Yang Xi. (To be continued.) )