Chapter 37: The Seven Deadly Sins (4)

. Shumilou.CoM.Shumilou.Co

The option to "let her go" finally appears in the game.

Shuwei was a little reluctant to read any more - because she knew it was just an illusion, and Maye in the game had no intention of letting go. Even if she is briefly healed and slowly recovers after leaving Castlevania in the game, when she finally gets rid of the shadows of her past and thinks she can start a new life, her disaster will come again. Rather, it is precisely because of the short experience of the beauty of life after leaving, and the regaining the power and possibility to pursue happiness, that this second fall will become particularly painful. The adaptability to nightmares that she had once exchanged for numbness would be gone, and this time she wouldn't be able to get out of it anyway.

She looked at Maye beside her.

Mei Yi didn't operate for a long time, he just calmly watched the game's Shuwei return to human society. The city was called Byzantium, and she stood on a hill where the Bosphorus stretched out into the sea, looking out at the horizon where it met the sky. The wind came from the sea, blowing her tulle turban and long skirt, and she spread her arms like a bird about to ride the wind. For a moment, the human in the game almost thought that she would fall off the cliff and nervously stepped forward to pull her, but she only closed her eyes gently, and the moment the tears rolled down, a gentle smile finally appeared on her face again.

It is pure love and gratitude for the good life.

Seeing that smile, and thinking of the desperate situation she might face in the future and the resulting hatred and despair, even though she knew that her prototype in the game might be her a thousand years ago, Shuwei still felt breathlessly distressed.

She said to May, "Can't it just end like this?" ”

Mei Yi didn't make a sound, he hung his head, thought for a long time, and still replied, "Isn't the ending bound to change?" ”

Shuwei said, "...... It is impossible for a human being to fall in love with a rapist unless he is mentally ill. She can indeed start over, but in this restart, I'm afraid there is no place for that person. After a while, she said guiltily, "If only I hadn't made trouble at first...... I'm sorry. ”

Maye didn't speak again.

Shuwei felt more and more guilty - she felt that if she let Mei do it, he would definitely do everything possible to prevent it from happening. Then maybe this Sims game will have a happy ending. Maybe the remorse and unanswerable questions that have been entangled in his heart for a thousand years can also usher in a good end, and he may be able to grow in this repentance.

"Want something to eat? I'll get it for you. ”

As she got up to leave, Maye reached out and grabbed the corner of her skirt. Shuwei looked back suspiciously, but he didn't look up. He lowered his head, and his whole body was buried in the dark shadows, and only the top of Shuwei's hairy head was lit. Shuwei hesitated for a moment, but still reached out and rubbed his hair carelessly.

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Don't you hate me? He finally asked in a low voice, so weak that it was almost inaudible, like the faith he had buried in the dirt.

Shuwei thought for a moment and said, "I should have already taken revenge...... Basically, I'm not a person who will leave the things of the previous life to this life to solve. She scratched her hair and replied with some annoyance, "Anyway, I didn't experience anything a thousand years ago, and you're very different from 'him'. ”

She inevitably gets a little creepy when she sees this game, and she can't help but think "he won't do this to me in the future", but basically it's just a thought. May's image in her mind is very different from that in the game. If there is any similarity - then Maye in the game is like a bear child who never grows up, he only knows "I think, I want, I suffer", and he can't appreciate the great damage that Shuwei has suffered - maybe he doesn't even have this awareness in his heart, but thinks that you like me too, why don't you. But although Mei Yi is a slightly domineering and naΓ―ve otaku in some human affairs, he is actually more mature at the level of "people" - maybe his liking is still stubborn or even excessive, but at least he has learned how to perceive Shuwei's situation, and will not replace her will with his own will.

While she tried to excuse him in her heart, Mei replied softly, "Maybe it's not that different......

Shuwei: ...... Wait a minute, are you slapping your face in the face!

"Hey...... It's going to make it hard for me to say that. You wouldn't really want to be so cruel to me, would you? She was a little helpless.

Mei didn't answer, he just quietly let go of his hand, and after a moment said, "I want to drink some water." ”(.)