Luo Xue took the painting scroll and went around to Liu Qianqian to stand still, but she didn't speak, she really didn't have anything to say, sighed, and was about to leave, but was grabbed by Liu Qianqian's wrist.

Liu Qianqian's voice trembled a little, "Qiyue." ”

Luoxue's footsteps paused, turned his head and frowned, his eyes were a little cold, "What do you call me?" ”

Liu Qianqian increased the force in her hand, and asked in a trembling voice, "You are Qiyue, right?" ”

Luoxue pulled the corners of her mouth with some disdain, "What am I, isn't it?" ”

Liu Qianqian's body stiffened obviously, and her strength loosened a lot, and Luo Xue took advantage of the situation to withdraw her hand, her brows still furrowed.

Liu Qianqian said in a trembling voice, "You... You're really not dead. ”

Luo Xue shook her head, looking at Liu Qianqian's smile with a slight sarcasm, "What if you die, what if you don't die?" You just know who I am, so why let me know? ”

Liu Qianqian opened her eyes with a little weakness, and said, "Back then... I was confused back then, I didn't think about it, I didn't want to really kill you, I, I'm also angry, falling snow, no, Qiyue, you... Qiyue, don't blame me. ”

Luoxue was dizzy by these Qiyue screams, and waved her hand in annoyance, "I don't blame you, Qiyue is dead, I'm Luoxue, you don't owe me anything." ”

Liu Qianqian's face was very ugly, and her breathing was a little unsteady, "Qiyue, for so many years, I often have nightmares, I always thought that you had..."

Luoxue took a deep breath and suppressed the irritability in her heart, but her tone was still a little unkind, "I said that you don't owe me anything, otherwise I would have asked for it back a long time ago, and you don't have to think about it in the future." ”

Liu Qianqian pursed her lips and couldn't speak, Luoxue hesitated for a moment, and said, "If you really don't want to go, just agree to a request from me, and we don't owe each other from now on." ”

Liu Qianqian hesitated for a moment and hesitated, "You tell me what the requirements are first." ”

Luo Xue took off a jade bracelet from her hand and handed it to Liu Qianqian, "Let's bury it with Ling Nan." "The jade bracelet was given to her by Xiao Aotian on her birthday, it was left to her by her mother, the eldest and the youngest husband and wife jade, the small one she left, but the big one has never found a chance to hand it over to Ling Nan, now that he goes, he always has to leave something for him, she didn't give him anything before he died, after death, he must have something to accompany him, instead of her to accompany him, I don't know if he is alone, whether he will be lonely under the Yellow Spring, or, like her, it is not necessary to be reborn in someone else.

Liu Qianqian accepted the jade bracelet, said a good word, and seemed to sigh, "You have always been like this, such a temperament, in fact, I am very envious." ”

Luoxue didn't speak, Qiyue had a similar temper to her, but she didn't know where to be envied.

Liu Qianqian said again, "I guess, in a few days, you will definitely not be so sad anymore, and you will continue to live your life." ”

Luo Xue nodded, isn't this nonsense, she didn't marry Ling Nan, did she want to widow him? She's only sixteen years old, and her days are still long, so why can't she get along with herself.

Liu Qianqian bent the corners of her mouth, her eyes were a little confused, "I can't imagine that after so many years, you are still like this, I was very jealous of you at the beginning, you are more free than me, freer than me, although you are just a maid, but you are better than me, a young lady." Suddenly remembered again, and sighed, "My father will definitely want me to remarry, I don't know, what should I do..."

Luo Xue hesitated for a moment, but still spoke out to comfort, "You are still young, there is still a long way to go in the future, since Ling Nan is gone, if you don't have a good life, or keep guarding him until you are old, he is afraid that he will not feel at ease." ”

Liu Qianqian nodded, but she didn't know if she heard it, and sighed, "Actually, I haven't really understood, what kind of feelings I have for Brother Nan, I wanted to marry him since I was a child, but after marrying, I didn't feel how happy, he died, although I was sad, but when my father said that he wanted me to remarry, I felt... It was like a relief. Back then, it was just jealousy that you could make him look the other way, but he would rather go to Luoyang in order to leave me, I sent him to Luoyang, but he always refused to look at me, five years later he came back, he was very good to me, I thought he didn't mind that thing, but we have been married for so long, he refused to touch me, you say, am I very annoying? ”

Luoxue was silent, her words were a little incoherent, but she also made her understand, what's the use of hating or not hating, anyway, people are dead, thought about it, and said, "It's probably obsession, I can't help myself, maybe you're too obsessed, so deep that you ignore your own mind, maybe what you pursue is just not what you can't get." ”

Liu Qianqian seemed to be a little tired, and didn't want to say more, through the dim candlelight, Luoxue saw two lines of tears on her cheeks, shook her head, Luoxue pushed the door straight and left, she is now physically and mentally exhausted, she really has no strength to comfort others, Liu Qianqian did not stop her again.

When Ling Nan came out of the funeral, Luo Xue didn't go to see it, and played the piano in the room for a day, which was the song "Rolling Red Dust".

Ling Nan likes this song, in the past, she often played it for him, sang it to him, and she once said to him with a smile that she would not play this song to anyone else except him.

She said such a thing at the beginning, and this time it was the last time she stroked the piano.

Because it is to be sent to the imperial mausoleum, it is indispensable to pass through Xiao Mansion on the way, and the deafening suona sound is slowly transmitted to Xiao Mansion and into the ears of falling snow, but the falling snow is not heard, his fingers are still turning on the strings, and he continues to sing the song he loves to listen to hoarsely.

Thinking is the fault of the human world, or the cause and effect of the past life.

Ling Nan, I don't know why I came to this world, why I met you, but do you remember what I told you, it's a pleasure to meet you, Ling Nan.

All of his life is not hesitated to exchange for the exchange of yin and yang in an instant.

Ling Nan, I want to see you again, I never thought that the meeting four months ago would be a farewell.

It's easy to come, it's hard to go, it's easy to divide, it's hard to gather.

Ling Nan, are you taking revenge on me for saying cruel things to you that day, but do you know that this kind of revenge is really cruel to me.

So you, who don't want to leave, want to say goodbye to me who is gone.

Ling Nan, I will never see you again, goodbye, goodbye, it turns out that I will never see you again.

The sound of suona gradually disappeared, Luo Xue's hand plucked the wrong note, and then she couldn't stop, she wanted to bring the sound back, but her fingers danced on the strings like uncontrolled, and the sound became more and more sharp, finally alarming Xiao Aotian and Bai Jinyang elsewhere.

Fine beads of sweat flowed down her forehead, Luo Xue pursed her lips, still stubbornly playing the piano, next to Xiao Aotian and Bai Jinyang said to her she couldn't hear anything, she just wanted to play the song again, but the sound on the strings became more and more difficult to hear, and her heart was empty, she couldn't remember the melody of the tune, she couldn't remember how to play the piano, her fingers had been cut by the strings, blood was flowing out, and Luo Xue didn't realize it.

Finally, a miss, the fingers hooked to the root of the strings, all broke together, the jumping strings cut through the palm, the sharp sound of the piano stopped abruptly, and the falling snow vomited a mouthful of blood, and the heart finally recovered a little clear.

smiled comfortingly at the two, raised his hand to wipe the blood from his mouth with the back of his hand, closed his eyes and lost consciousness when the snow fell.