Chapter Seventy-Three: Chaos

In the dimly lit living room, only a wall lamp next to the sofa emitted a soft light, dispelling the darkness in a small corner here, Li Erya leaned on the sofa dejectedly, tilted her head, her dark eyes did not have any focus, just looked at the ceiling in a daze, not knowing what she was thinking, her mouth squirmed from time to time, and she made some meaningless murmurs.

Many of the memories that had been sealed in the depths of Li's mind for no reason began to flash one by one like slides, some with Jessica, some with Krystal, and others...... It's very chaotic, and the chaotic state of the brain directly reflects Li Erya's heart that is now on the verge of collapse with all kinds of emotions.

Remorse? Not to mention, even if he fell into the current situation, he would not regret what he did at the beginning, sometimes Li Erya is such a tendon, since he has done everything, there is nothing to regret, as if he made up his mind at the beginning, he left his beloved girl without a sound, and resolutely went to serve in the army.

Instead of falling into an infinite loop of choices, it is better to choose a path and go straight to the end, which is the principle that Li Erya has always been doing things.

Guilt? That's for sure, for either of Jessica and Krystal, Learya felt extremely guilty, first of all, he felt ashamed of the relationship between himself and Jessica, and secondly, for Krystal, Liarya also felt extremely guilty, because during the period of unknowing. Many of his unintentional words have caused great harm to Krystal, otherwise Krystal would not have exploded into feelings due to the accumulation of resentment.

As for other emotions such as chagrin. More or less mixed, the inner turmoil made Li Erya lose the composure that she used to deal with things, so when facing Jessica's indifferent words of 'break up', Li Erya did not have any rebuttal, but chose to accept.

This is not to say that he really gave up on his relationship with Jessica, you must know that it is often much more difficult to establish and maintain a sincere relationship than to abandon a relationship. It's just that Li Erya couldn't get around the hurdle in her happiness for a while, so she chose to retreat, and he also wanted to reflect on himself. When he figured it out, he would start taking action, but none of that was the right thing to think about right now.

I don't know how long it took, but Li Erya, who had been like a sculpture, finally moved. He adjusted his sitting. The whole person leaned forward and picked up his mobile phone from the coffee table, the dark screen emitted a faint light, and it was already more than 12 o'clock in the morning.

Before she knew it, Lear sat in the living room for nearly 2 hours.

Turning out Lin Yun'er's number from the contact, Li Erya hesitated, because when he wanted to press the dial button, Jessica's cold words sounded in his mind for some reason, "Can you make sure that the next little crystal doesn't appear?" Park Ji-yeon. Yuna, their feelings for you are dependent on your brother, or are they mixed with the emotions of men and women. I think you know that very well'.

Thinking about some of Lin Yun'er's reactions when she was alone with her before, Li Erya couldn't help but shake her head and smile self-deprecatingly, even Jessica could see that he hadn't realized this aspect of the matter all along, and his reaction was really slow enough.

After hesitating for a moment, Li Erya finally called Lin Yun'er, and Lin Yun'er had to help him with the follow-up, after all, in the Girls' Generation team, except for Jessica, the best and most intimate relationship with Li Erya was Lin Yun'er.

"Hey, oppa" It didn't take long for Lin Yun'er to have a slightly confused voice on the other side of the phone, obviously just waking up from her sleep.

"Yun'er, I'm really sorry to disturb your rest" Li Erya smiled apologetically at first, and then said, "I have something I want to ask you about"

"Huh?" Responding vaguely, Lin Yun'er said, "Oppa, you say, I'll listen."

"I want you to come to my house as early as possible tomorrow morning, and it's best to call Taeyeon and the others together"

"Morning? How early are you going to be?"

"It's past 6 o'clock, don't you have an announcement tomorrow morning, it's best to come to my side first, meet up with Sika and then go to the beauty salon together" Li Erya thought for a while and replied.

"It's so early, what's the matter with you calling us over so early?" Muttering in a low voice, Lin Yun'er asked curiously, "Shouldn't you celebrate Little Crystal's birthday again, are Sicaoni and Little Crystal here?" Give her the phone if you are there, it used to be my cheap 'sister', happy birthday, I still have to say it in person."

"Both of them slept," said Lierya, "there was a little accident, and the gang couldn't explain it to you for a while, and I'll talk to you about it again tomorrow when you come, there are many things that I have to explain to you face to face."

"Huh? So strict? Perhaps hearing that the tone of Li Erya's speech at this moment did not seem to be a joke, Lin Yun'er expressed a little surprise, and couldn't help but start thinking about what kind of things could make Li Erya so serious.

"Don't, Erya oppa, you just sue me now, you wake me up in the middle of the night, and hang my appetite, aren't you deliberately trying to make me insomnia?" Lin Yun'er said.

"I'll talk about it tomorrow when you come, I'm in a mess now, I don't know how to tell you"

"Okay, okay, that's it."

"Well, that's it, you rest first, good night"

"Good Night"

Saying that, Li Erya hung up the phone with Lin Yun'er, the only way he can think of for the time being is to first ask Lin Yuna and Kim Taeyeon, a group of teammates who get along with Jessica day and night, to help him watch Jessica and take care of her, no matter what happens to Jessica, Li Erya can know as soon as possible.

As for the solution to the complete solution, we can only take one step at a time.

Sighing silently, Li Erya got up from the sofa, first came to the master bedroom, and softly pushed open the door to take a look, Jessica was already lying on the bed at the moment, but she was still facing away from the door, and slowly walked to the bed, even if she was asleep, Jessica's brows were still wrinkled, the wet mass on the pillow had not yet dried, and the tears on her face were still faintly visible.

Reaching out and touching Jessica's face, Li Erya muttered in a low voice, "Maomao, I won't just let go so lightly"

Soothing Jessica's frowning brow, Lier lowered her head and kissed her lightly on the forehead, and then slowly walked out of the bedroom, what Lier didn't notice was that the moment he turned around, Jessica's eyelids moved, in fact, she was not asleep.

Walking out of the master bedroom, Li Erya came to the guest bedroom again, krystal is he watched slowly grow into a little girl and become a flower girl, but he didn't expect that the two of them had feelings beyond friendship for no reason.

And Krystal's feelings for himself are precisely the most difficult for Li Erya to deal with, standing at the head of the bed for a long time, Li Erya shook her head and turned around and left the bedroom.

Right now, his most urgent thing is to get over himself. (To be continued......)