Although Ye Qingyun told her not to be burdened. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info but what girl can be casual after being confessed?

After lunch, Cheng Jiayi locked himself in the room alone, not daring to be alone with Ye Qingyun, but his mind was full of things about Ye Qingyun.

With her current state, if she confessed to anyone else, she would definitely refuse, but the other party was Ye Qingyun, who was different from anyone else, and his status in her mind might be as good as Shu Hang's.

Although there has been no contact for many years, just knowing that there is a person like him can make her feel extremely relieved.

Because they promise to be each other's best friends, they are worthy of trust and trust, and they are willing to confide all their hearts and secrets.

How could she be willing to refuse such a person? After refusing, even if he can continue to contact, his meaning to himself is completely different, and it is impossible to open his heart unreservedly as before.

Cheng Jiayi rolled around on the bed in a tangled way, his thoughts were floating around Ye Qingyun, suddenly thinking of his strengths and weaknesses when he was a teenager, suddenly curious about his love experience when he grew up, and suddenly wondering why he likes himself now, and finally settled on the "reason for losing contact".

13 years no see. Although it is said that I haven't seen each other for 13 years, the focus of this sentence is on the word "see".

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The last time I saw him was indeed 13 years ago, the summer vacation after graduating from junior high school. Forgetting the reason for the appointment, the two of them rode bicycles and pressed every street and alley in Hecheng. When you are not tired, you chase after me, sweat sprinkled all the way under the scorching sun, excitedly hands off the handlebars, open high, facing the wind as if facing the upcoming new life in high school.

Children at that age are inevitably full of all kinds of reveries about high school, and they are greatly influenced by anime, as if they are one step closer to the beauty depicted in those stories when they enter high school.

Feeling tired, he stopped by the side of the road with the shade of the trees, and the dialogue and expressions were now completely forgotten, and the only details that could be remembered were the picture of raising his hands and trying to pluck the leaves above his head.

Ye Qingyun put one foot on the side of the sidewalk, straddled the bicycle, and picked a green leaf and played with it in the palm of his hand without much effort, Cheng Jiayi raised his hand as he did, but no matter how hard the foot on the sidewalk stood up, no matter how hard the fingertips stretched, they still couldn't reach the lowest blade.

Ye Qingyun made fun of her at the time, she remembered that she was still unconvinced and parked the car, so she simply jumped to pick the leaves, but she was too small, she jumped up hard, her fingertips barely touched the leaves, and she didn't have time to pull them off with force in her hands.

She seemed unwilling to lie that the tree above his head should be lower, but when she ran to him, she still couldn't pick it up when she jumped up, and finally he pulled the branch down a little, so that she finally got her wish.

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Obviously, when they were playing together, they were so natural and comfortable good friends, and when they said goodbye, they also said that they would go to a certain place to play together next time, but in the end, because Ye Qingyun did not take the high school entrance examination, Jiayi was admitted in advance, so that the two of them parted for 13 years.

High school is completely different from the ideal, 90% of life is occupied by heavy schoolwork, not to mention having to get up in the dark, having to go home after evening self-study every day, weekends are also various cram schools, and the remaining 10% are busy building relationships with new friends, so the two schools, which are only 40 minutes by bike, have become a chasm that they will never cross again.

However, as I said before, the focus is on the word "see".

Although they did not see each other again, they continued the habit left by junior high school and exchanged ideas by letter. Pages full of letterheads, folded into the uniform kraft envelope of the post office, affixed with stamps, and stuffed into the standard green mailbox at the school gate with great anticipation.

Become the sustenance of each other's secrets.

If you don't meet, you will never be born. Her joy, her melancholy, her entanglement, her frustration...... He knows it all.

Until, just before the college entrance examination, she received a letter from the address on the envelope that was not his note.

With apprehension and incomprehension, she opened the letter, which was the content of a boy full of affection and asking for friends.

He introduced himself as Ye Qingyun's tablemate, and every time he saw Ye Qingyun receiving a letter, he was full of envy, and he often heard Ye Qingyun mention her, so he finally couldn't help it, begged Ye Qingyun to show him the content of the letter, and then mustered up the courage to write this letter to her.

It was as if the diary had been peeked at, and Cheng Jiayi at that time had a feeling that his privacy had been violated, and he was very, very, very annoyed, and he couldn't find words to describe the feeling of anger and grievance.

Although the last letter sent to Ye Qingyun did not write about any secret things, it was nothing more than some daily routines of exams and making friends, but those were all told to Ye Qingyun alone, and he showed them to other people without her consent, which was serious enough to be convicted of "betrayal" in her immature mind.

So she didn't write a letter anymore in a fit of anger, she didn't reply to Ye Qingyun's letter at the same table, and when she received Ye Qingyun's apology letter, she also stuffed it directly into a drawer.

If he had been more generous and considerate at that time, and could have understood from his point of view, that adolescent boys would have more or less a little show off and the means to maintain friendship between people of the same sex, then the situation would probably be very different today.

Later, through other classmates, I learned that the two were admitted to different cities, not only "met", but even the contact was finally completely severed.

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However, just as first love is always unforgettable, even if it is a memory that has been beautified by time, he or she will always live in a dream young and beautiful.

The best friend identified in adolescence is the same, in the years to come, no matter how much distance is lost, and how many other friends are squeezed into the heart, this he or she will always occupy the name of "most".

No matter if you don't see you, or if you don't get in touch, the degree of intimacy has never been replaced, so the reunion after many, many years can still reveal the most vulnerable side naturally and without scruples.

is not afraid of being teased, and is willing to open the gauze to show him the wound, because he alone is already a comfort to her.