Chapter 47: I want to enter the palace
"I don't know what to do." Aunt Huiyuan hesitated for a while, and finally bit her lip and spit out such a decadent sentence.
Sun Di suddenly smiled bitterly, with such a dumbfounded expression, and hesitated for a while before continuing to speak.
"Auntie, I want to enter the palace. Only by entering the palace can you keep the Sun family safe, since you are the person sent by the Queen Mother, you shouldn't turn against each other at this time, right? Sun Di once again met Aunt Huiyuan's eyes.
In fact, when she said this, she didn't know what Aunt Huiyuan thought, but she suddenly thought that she tried her best to stop it when Su Fu wanted to take her away that night, and it can be seen from this that Aunt Huiyuan still has some compassion, so Sun Di said the truth. What's more, if you want to enter the palace, you can only go through Aunt Guò Huiyuan or the two brothers-in-law, no matter who it is, it is challenging, and they will not be wholeheartedly good.
Sun Di thought about it for a while before deciding to say these words to Aunt Huiyuan.
"Why, why are you in such a hurry to enter the palace? Is there any other reason than to protect the Sun family? Think clearly, this is your own happiness, after entering the palace, you can no longer strive for your own happiness, and you have to serve this man for the rest of your life. Besides, you don't know what the emperor looks like, if you regret it after entering the palace, it will be disrespectful and a capital crime! Aunt Huiyuan advised Sun Di very seriously and strictly, and there was a strange look in her cloudy eyes, hoping that this child would think clearly.
"Only in this way can the Sun family be saved. For the sake of the Sun family, I don't care about anything else, there is a saying in life that the boat is naturally straight to the bridge. You always say that once I enter the palace, it is as deep as the sea, maybe when I enter the palace, there will be nothing. Sun Di tried her best to think about the benefits, in fact, she didn't know what the harem was like, but listening to Aunt Huiyuan's tone, her expression was also full of worry, it should be bad. But in addition, there is no way to have children, not to mention that she is already the queen of the Queen Mother, even if she can't enter the palace, she can't get married, and her happiness is no longer her own as early as the moment she was born. In this case, what does it matter if it is good or bad.
Sun Di's righteousness is awe-inspiring, and there is no child's innocence and childishness on his fat little face, but the maturity and stability of overage.
"Hey-" Aunt Huiyuan couldn't help but sigh when she heard her say this, her old eyes rolled a few times, her fists clenched and loosened several times before she finally spoke, "Do you know what the emperor looks like?" Do you know how old he is? You want to enter the palace without knowing anything, and you will regret it when you know it. ”
"Then what do you think he looks like?" Sun Di once again looked at Aunt Huiyuan seriously and solemnly. In fact, she forgot to ask such a question a long time ago, and when she was very young, she wanted to ask Aunt Huiyuan, but then she got used to being a nominal queen, and she forgot to ask these questions after getting used to having little intersection with the powerful emperor. It wasn't until now that he was about to enter the palace that he remembered that he didn't even know his appearance.
"Why haven't I heard you mention things in the palace for so many years, that is, I haven't even mentioned what the emperor and queen mother look like?" When Aunt Huiyuan asked, Sun Di remembered this.
"Because, because the emperor is an old man, the same age as your father, and the queen mother is the same age as your grandmother. And the rules in the palace are that no one is allowed to judge the age and appearance of the emperor and the queen mother. Naturally, I can't reveal it, but I have to say it because I think of your goodness. Although your child used to be naughty and difficult to train, these days he has gradually become sensible. It's more reassuring to talk to you than to talk to ordinary adults, so I have to tell you the truth, and I hope you will think about it clearly. ”
Aunt Huiyuan's words were serious and eager, and she could hear that she didn't like Sun Di entering the palace.
But what does it mean to say these things now, Sun Di asked rhetorically, "Do you think I have the right to say no?" ”
This question made Aunt Huiyuan have nothing to say, and indeed she can't. It's just that I really hope in my heart that Sun Di will not enter the palace, she is still young, just a child but she wants to marry a bad old man, what a sad and regrettable thing. But at this moment, she didn't know what to do, after all, it was the queen mother's decree, who dared not obey.
"Alright, Aunt Huiyuan. That's all for today, I don't want to say anything more, you have a good rest. Sun Di didn't say more, but turned around and went back to his room.
Hui Yuan wanted to stop the child but couldn't speak, and finally could only look at the little back helplessly, and still remembered the child's immature and helpless voice in her ears. Indeed, today's Sun Di is particularly weak in speaking, and the little girl with a strong voice in the past is gone.
Out of Aunt Huiyuan's door, Sun Di stopped, his little pink hand suddenly pinched to death, and the whole person suddenly took a hard breath, then lowered his head and lowered his eyes, and the whole person was trembling, almost losing all his strength.
Only by holding on to the wall with his hands did he barely get up and walk to his room.
The room was still dark, and it was unusually quiet without candles, but today Sun Di liked such quietness. Only in this room where she can't see her fingers, in this quiet place, can she secretly take a breath and release her true love.
Her mind still had the image of Aunt Hye-won and those words. It turned out that the emperor was an old man, and it turned out that the words of Yi'er and Su Fu really had another meaning.
"Then if you see the emperor Lao'er, you may not know what the situation will be" This is what Yi'er said at the time, Sun Di couldn't figure it out before, but now she understands.
"You are destined to be born without your own happiness......" This is what Aunt Huiyuan said at the beginning, at that time, she said to herself with a solemn expression, and persuaded herself to think about this, as if she intended to ask her to leave the title of queen and live the life she wanted. But Aunt Huiyuan didn't say it clearly, so Sun Di also asked more, because she didn't know what the situation was, so naturally she couldn't think of any questions.
But now all the qiē is clear, all are clear, it turns out that the layers are all circles, the emperor is an old man, and the queen mother is ****. Isn't this the situation that the Sun family is facing at the moment, it's just that the Sun family's old grandmother has passed away, and the only thing to count on is his father and eldest brother. This situation is applied to the palace, and it is not difficult to explain why the Queen Mother wants to let herself enter the palace, maybe she wants to renew the incense as soon as possible and choose another heir.
Wait, don't the three thousand beauties in the emperor's harem have no heirs? Not necessarily, maybe it's the same as my own situation, and having a few heirs is also a mud that can't be supported, so I want to continue.
Maybe, just thinking that he was going to marry a bad old man in the future, Sun Di couldn't help but gag, even if he comforted himself in his heart, even if he wanted to paralyze himself with the smallpox described as the queen, he couldn't, and he couldn't deceive himself but couldn't deceive himself.