Chapter。 30
Yao Yufeng's words, if they were used to describe other women, Ye Qingyun's reaction would probably be scornful, even if he maintained calm and calm on the surface, he would inevitably feel in his heart that he was crying when he was drunk and singing? How can you be a person with a story? Even if there is a story, it is nothing more than a story of a similar love and breakup, how big can it be? Aren't love songs themselves written for tearjerking?
However, the object of Yao Yufeng's words is not someone else, but Cheng Jiayi, who he likes, and the so-called lover's eyes are out of Xi Shi, which makes him feel that she is also entitled to be crowned "a person with a story when she was a child", so he can't help but respond after the blessing at the end: "Thank you." Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info”
But if you really want to say that Cheng Jiayi is a person with a story, it is inevitably far-fetched to put it in front of those who really have a story. After all, in Hecheng, where the development is moderate and the life is comfortable, how many local girls who are born and raised will experience those stories that are enough to be reported in the news or written into books?
Not to mention the part that has not yet been fully understood when she grows up, as far as she is a child, she is really an ordinary junior high school girl.
The family is happy, and none of her parents, grandparents, grandparents, and grandparents were absent from her childhood; The appearance is discounted by the short hair and glasses as thick as the bottom of the glass bottle, although it is not outstanding, but it is also above average, so that it will not become the target of collective bullying and siege in the class because of its ugliness; Her personality may be a little introverted, but it doesn't affect her to make friends, and occasionally she will become the person who has the right to speak in a small team because of her small shining points; The grades are in the middle and upper grades, and they are so far away from the real top students, and because of this small section, there will be no shelf of top students, and they are approachable; In the eyes of the teacher, she is a standard good girl, so she will not be pulled into the office to lecture like a naughty child.
It's just smooth sailing, so ordinary that it can be summed up as "mean".
Only people like Ye Qingyun, Xia Xintong and Yao Yufeng, who have a particularly good relationship with her and are very close, will notice the occasional adult-like look in her ordinary shell.
It's as if there is pressure on my shoulders other than schoolwork, like a sad face and a contemplative indifference, thinking about the problems that junior high school students don't and shouldn't think about at their age.
In the eyes of junior high school boys who were still very naïve thirteen years ago, they could probably only sum up one word called "precocious" at most.
Yao Yufeng and Ye Qingyun nodded back then, unanimously agreeing that she was very precocious. And Ye Qingyun is the one who is closer to her precocious nature.
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When I was a child, there was a time when it was popular to write letters. When the notes passed to each other in class are not enough to express the secrets that overflow in the heart, then letters become the best way to express them. Although letter writing is a very retro thing, a communication method that only parents' generation uses, I don't know who started it, and it inexplicably became a popular trend overnight.
Good friends will write down the content that they didn't have time to communicate in words during the day when they were together in the dead of night after separation into beautiful stationery through letters. Although by the time the other party reads it, the emotional fluctuations at the time of writing the letter have long since subsided, and when the reply arrives, those words of joy or comfort have long since passed their shelf life.
But young boys and girls still enjoy writing letters.
Ye Qingyun and Cheng Jiayi, as each other's most trusted good friends, inevitably used this way to communicate with each other in the era of letters. So Ye Qingyun knew a lot of stories about Cheng Jiayi that others couldn't know.
Her story is not that there are many stories in the story itself, but that she is too sensitive and delicate, as if every detail has been magnified by a microscope in her eyes to show the trend of cell fluid flow.
It's really precocious. When Ye Qingyun was still worried that she had no money to borrow comic books to read, and she might have to fail the test next week, and when Xia Xintong didn't know what gift to give on her birthday, Cheng Jiayi's worry was that when her mother was marrying her father, because the family conditions were not as good as her father's other blind date at that time, she was not treated by her grandmother, and as a result, she gave birth to a "daughter" who seemed to have a lower status, how hard should she work to fight for her mother, so that she could tell her grandma in a dignified manner, you see that her father did not choose the wrong person and so on......
The girl's sorrow and precociousness are probably fatal to the boy. Like the desire of the heart, children always want to grow up quickly, and adults begin to pursue eternal youth.
When he is young, he will dislike those who are younger than himself, will ignore those who are as small as himself, will look up to and get close to those who are older than himself, if he is of the same sex, then he will be regarded as a goal or role model, if he is of the opposite sex, then he will have admiration and longing.
Every teenager has a little bit of a mother-love complex, so that in the process of trying to grow up, while wanting to wave their wings to protect the cute weak sister role, they can't help but like the girl who is one step ahead of themselves in their hearts.
And when these teenagers grow up, their wings are full, and they have seen more of the world and reality, they will dislike the philistines who are older than themselves, and they will dislike the philistines of the same age, but they will look back at those small ones, trying to cherish those simple beauty.
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So, is Ye Qingyun reading those letters, in the process of writing back letters under the lamp in the middle of the night, biting the pen shaft, did he realize that he liked Cheng Jiayi? After so many years, I can't remember it for a long time.
It is also unknown whether the boy at that time really understood the meaning of "like".
It's just that the strokes are combined into words, the words are arranged into sentences, and the sentences are stacked to form stories and emotions, through those letterheads printed with cartoon patterns, across his retina, and after reaching his brain, the owners of these stories occupy more and more of a larger and larger proportion in his mind.
is so wide that when Li Qiuguo asked him to meet at the back door of the school, he said timidly: "I like you, can you have a relationship with me?" At that time, he blushed with a childish face, while ecstatic, while grabbing the back of his head helplessly, after three hundred rounds of fighting between the two camps of "agree" and "refuse" in his heart, he finally said apologetically: "I'm sorry, I have someone I like." ”
When I grew up, the concepts of "like" and "love" changed from vague to clear, every time I talked about liking and love, there was always a place in my heart, there was a warm wind called "Cheng Jiayi", blowing through the shallow grass and the stream, bringing out the sparkling ripples and the itching of the heart.
What Ye Qingyun can like must be a girl like "Cheng Jiayi".
What can make Ye Qingyun like it must be Cheng Jiayi.