170 Sky Remembrance
Standing on a familiar but unfamiliar stage, looking at the audience, the same atmosphere of the bar, the same crowd, in the past, I could only sing with a ghost face, and now I drank half a bottle of whiskey, I want to be really crazy once, too many things make me physically and mentally exhausted, far away from Hangzhou, come to Shanghai, can not get rid of troubles, the only thing that can relax the mood is to sing loudly
"Thinking of your night, my thoughts are like a tide, scenes of past wrongs and rightes,
The petals withered early, but still grateful and praised, because there has never been anyone between you and me,
Thinking of your night, I dare not go to get drunk again, and the loneliness will double when I am drunk,
Fall in love with the cold wind blowing, think of your heart, always have a warm embrace, wandering,
Who to miss, who to make haggard, in silence, know how to face,
Maybe the memory is the comfort you left behind, and let it accompany me in the future, right?"
Manqing's changes break my heart, if I don't love Manqing, how can I marry her if I don't love her, I don't want her for half a year, how can it be, after all, it's also a few years of feelings, it's hard to break, even if I have Li Qingshu in my heart now, and Manqing is completely broken, but seeing her appearance, it's really really distressing, I'm a nostalgic person, but also a sensual person, half a year of meeting, reminds me of the past, this Jiang Yuyang's "Sky Concern" and my mood at this time is too consistent, A sweet picture, but it is cruelly mixed with a picture of Manqing's joy of smoking and drinking more debauchery, I want to scream, I can't bear to want to roar, I handed myself over to the indulgent singing to vent my unbearable and heartache,
"I'm used to thinking about you when the sky is full of stars, it turns out that loneliness can sometimes make you drunk,
In my memory, I have worked hard, loved someone deeply, and shed tears like me,
Accustomed to the feeling of thinking of you when the sky is full of stars, even if the promise is gone,
Arrogantly hold on to this sorrow, find your residual beauty,
A sinking accompanied by a heartbreak, the taste of longing"
I was lonely when I broke up with Manqing, I was drunk, the so-called promise was gone, I kept the sadness in my heart for too long, and I would often miss her, and when I saw her today, I believe that I will miss her even more in the days to come.
Before I sang, the scene was noisy and messy, and when I sang with my feelings, the scene gradually quieted down, and all that was left was my sad and even manic singing, and when it came to the chorus, the audience was even more silent, and I was fully integrated into the thoughts under the sky, the crazy roar made my dizzy head much clearer, standing on the radiant stage, rubbing the air and breeze mixed with sadness, I was talking about the guitar frantically on the stage, moving around on the stage, The sound has a tearing feeling, the whole scene has been detonated by me, I am catharsis, they are also following me to vent, the people who used to abuse me may now be in tears, I close my eyes, I can't see anything, all I see is endless darkness
The last time I broke my voice, my singing stopped, and finally stopped, and the trace bar was silent for a moment, and there was a deafening applause and shouts, even higher than the ethereal singing of the ultimate beauty, even if I closed my eyes, the wet tears still flowed out, Manqing's transformation, one qiē is my fault, one qiē is my lack of ability, let her choose to leave me, let her sink into the existence of a street girl, my fault
In the applause, I opened my eyes that were about to stick, looked at the picture of people opening their mouths and shouting, and listened to the not very neat clapping, I thought it was so ironic, all the qiē seemed to be laughing at me, laughing at my lack of interest, laughing at me for not having the ability, laughing at me for still worrying about the so-called past,
I used all my energy in the heart-rending roar, stopped singing, I was a little unsteady, but I still walked off the stage with staggering steps, and found the ultimate beauty who was very eye-catching in the crowd, changed into professional clothes, put on a black trench coat, she was extraordinarily capable, and her long hair was draped around her waist, indicating that someone else would marry her,
When I came to her, I heard her low sobbing, she actually cried, is it because of my heartbreak singing, I always feel that her extreme face has a faint sadness, in fact, when I see her here, I understand that she is trapped by love, most of the people who come here are sad because of feelings,
"Team leader, you sang so well, I almost cried when I heard it,"
Just as I was about to open my mouth and return to the ultimate beauty guitar, Wang Xue came to me quickly, and said to me with an ambiguous and somewhat aggrieved look,
"It's okay,"
"President Ouyang, thank you for the guitar and return to you,"
I couldn't raise the interest and Wang Xue to brag about anything, standing next to the extreme beauty sitting at the bar, handed out the guitar in my hand, and expressed my gratitude to her who was crying,
The extreme beauty put down the wine glass in her hand, stood up and looked at me, her beautiful eyes were already red and swollen, she gently wiped away the tears left on her cheeks, and did not take the guitar in my hand, but murmured to me with a trilled voice and sadness: "You sing very well, for a moment I felt that you are him, he sings like this, it is very special and crazy, but I have been listening to him sing for a long time I miss him so much,"
When the extreme beauty was halfway through speaking, she took a deep look at me, stopped talking, snatched the guitar in my hand, took the guitar and rubbed my shoulders and walked away quickly, walking chic, but also lonely, the sadness exuded by the whole body quickly spread in the dark and heavy world at a flowing speed,
I watched her leave in a daze, her back had become an afterimage in my eyes, one moment long, one moment short, and I murmured indiscriminately, "What a special woman,"
"Team leader, what's the wait, shouldn't you like that boss?"
Wang Xue's angry words pulled me out of my daze, my head looked at Wang Xue in a daze, and I scolded with a drunken smile: "Don't talk nonsense, I just think she seems to be alone when she is sad,"
However, as soon as my words fell, my head became more and more dizzy, and I closed my eyes, and the moment I closed my eyes, I understood that my alcohol strength was on my head, and I smiled bitterly in my heart, I was really too strong to drink
In a trance, I felt that someone was moving my body, as if helping me take off my clothes, a pair of slender palms roamed around my body, I endured the headache, and opened my eyes with difficulty as if they were glued by super glue, and the moment I opened my hazy eyes, I was greeted by a long-haired beauty, and I murmured in a particularly dry voice: "You are,"
The long-haired beauty looked up at me, full of smiles, but when I saw her face, I was shocked, she she, how could it be her,