Shufen brought a thick stack of letters from home, all written by Xiang Yu. Those contradictory texts, on the one hand, poured out their thoughts and love for Fushun to Shufen, and on the other hand, repeatedly emphasized that Shufen should not tell Shufen about their correspondence.

"Guangwen, you go and take a rest, and at three o'clock we will go to the well and paddy field to sweep the tail!" Shufen opened Guangwen and handed the "top secret letter" to Fushun.

Fu Shun took the heavy letters tremblingly, and the beautiful handwriting and poignant sentences came into view......

“…… I can put up with his crankiness, with his callousness, even with his misunderstanding of me, I just want to see him every day, I really don't want to be too far away from him anymore, I'm afraid of not being heard from him...... He avoided me and stopped talking to me, but I would brow at the bell at the Financial Tower site, and I would open up to the shadow across the door when I opened the office window. He's still here, not far from me......"

“…… He finally left me and went to another seaside, and I became another 'Fushun', who would put what he wanted to say into a bottle and throw it into the sea, hoping that he would pick it up by the sea in the vast building. I would also walk to Jingwan Bay to try my luck and see if there were any drifting bottles from the south...... But this qiē is all in vain. Sister Shufen, please sue me, what should I do......"

“…… Thank you for your enlightenment, I want to see him, but I'm scared to see him now. There may have been no love in the depths of his eyes, only a terrible coldness. I'm afraid of the sunshine of the vast building, I'm afraid of the dazzling purple gold flowers, and I'm even more afraid that he will forget our perseverance...... Maybe you're right, my heart hasn't grown yet, and if I have him in my heart, I'm afraid of me, and I won't grow up for the rest of my life......"

"Sister Shufen, thank you for telling me this, I seem to see his solid arms under the scorching sun, the handsome Fushun in the sky...... I like someone, I don't have to be with him, I'm excited to know a little bit about him, I'm glad that he's doing well, he's good, I'm fine......"

"Sister Shufen, when you received this letter, I may have been in Guangsha. I didn't go to him, the company arranged a business trip, and I was even afraid of meeting him by chance. I'd rather let him pass through your letter like this, and dwell in my heart, and I might be a little happier...... I curse him to be single for the rest of my life, so that I will be happy for the rest of my life......"

"Sister Shufen, I have arrived in Haixi safely! These days in Yangjiawan were the happiest days of my life, I smelled kindness and simplicity, tasted diligence and wisdom, and more importantly, I once again followed the footprints of genius and wrote so many poems of love in the terraces...... I really want to lean quietly into its arms like that, picking up the sweat droplets he once shed...... He is not Guangwen, and I can't be you, I wish you happiness! I may not have the courage to say love, but I have the perseverance to wait all my life, I wish me happiness......"

……

Fushun's tears had already wet the letter, the breeze rustled through the bamboo forest, and the slender yellow bamboo leaves fell down, as if mocking the ruthless and cowardly man.

"Brother, I'm sorry, I should have told you this. In fact, I vaguely mentioned it in the letter every time, and every time you pretend not to see it......" Shufen put the letters that Fu Shun had thrown aside into the envelope one by one.

Fu Shun wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, "Shufen, you see, Xiang Yu won't let you sue me...... You say, am I not worthy of her at all? ”

Shufen said a little angrily: "Yes! If you keep looking like this, you really don't deserve her! You've always avoided her, and since she came back from abroad, you didn't really get to know her at all, and you abandoned her because of a misunderstanding...... I don't know what you're thinking! ”

Fu Shun shook his head, "I didn't think about anything, I just felt that I didn't deserve her......"

"Brother, there are not so many people in this world, and there are not so many talented women, what you like, what you like, what you feel happy with, that's the most important thing! Do you think I'm worthy of Guangwen now? Just by his appearance, I'm only going to disgrace him! Some people are good to you because of your looks, some people are good to you because of your money, and only those who are willing to stay by your side when you have nothing are the ones who really love you......"

"Guangwen is very good, I am sure he will be good to you......"

"I also believe it, I believe that you still like Sister Xiangyu in your heart!"

"I don't have ......"

"Brother, you won't lie since you were a child, and your tears won't lie! I've only seen you cry twice, once at your father's grave, and this time ......"

"But ......"

"Ask your heart, and then look at you now, you are completely worthy of Sister Xiangyu! Go find her, or try to get her back to you, man, you can't be wrong again and again! ”

"Am I really wrong? Shufen, will she ever forgive me? ”

"In my eyes, you are wrong, in the eyes of Sister Xiangyu, you are never wrong. She didn't blame you in the first place...... Why don't you write her a letter now? She's going to be overjoyed! ”

"I ...... Don't use it, I'll go to Haixi in a few days! ”

"Really? Have you figured it out? Go to her? ”

"No, the company sent me to study, I ......"

"Do you want me to write to her?"

"Still can't ......"

"I see," Shufen smiled slyly, "you're going to surprise her!" That's great! ”

"I haven't thought about it yet, Shufen, these letters ......"

"I gave it to you to collect...... Brother, you can sleep in the afternoon, Guangwen and I, and the eldest sister will go to harvest the millet in the well and paddy fields, and I will take you to see our forest farm later, as well as the land on the mountain where the house is going to be repaired......"

"I'll go threshing with you!"

"Forget it, you accompany your eldest brother, he finally came to visit! By the way, my father just told me about the household registration, I'm sorry, I haven't dared to sue you! ”

"I really have to talk about you, Dad doesn't say it, you don't say it, you all quietly kicked me out of the house......"

"What are you talking about? It's not for your good, you are better than you thought when you go around, and it is a matter of time before you become a worker in a bigger city, and the non-agricultural hukou is a matter of time! Hey! Shufen stood up and patted the soil on her body, "Brother, when are you leaving?" ”

"Tomorrow morning! Go to the mud ditch and put your father and mother on a grave and leave......"

"In such a hurry...... Hey, you eat the supply, there are too many disciplines! Or are we free, haha......" The optimistic Shufen laughed again, the sun penetrated through the shade of the bamboo, and the color was dotted on her face, still so beautiful...... (To be continued.) )