Situ Shaonan met his gaze, but the inexplicable love in his eyes made her heart tremble, and she hurriedly looked away, nodded lightly, and said calmly, "Thank you." ”

Jin Yiming looked at her dodge and sighed secretly, if she didn't go on according to her ideas, I was afraid that she would be forced into a dead end, and when the time came, I didn't know what would happen to her.

Until the entire ward fell silent again, only the breathing of the two of them was intertwined with different shades.

After a long time, Situ Shaonan said slowly, his voice did not fluctuate at all, and he was very calm, as if this result was what she had been looking forward to for a long time.

"I will do my best to complete the formalities, and when the time comes, it will be mailed to you, as long as you sign it, and you don't need to notify me otherwise."

Hearing this, Jin Yiming's eyes flashed, and he knew that she would say so, okay, she could do what she wanted, it was a big deal like last time, a fire was burned, and then, he said softly: "Okay." ”

Although he agreed to her approach, it was only temporary, and now she was bent on how to leave, insisting on what she thought was right.

And on his side, there is another important thing that he needs to solve, that is, his mother's attitude, if he insists at this time, the last thing he will hurt will be the two women he loves the most in the world, and that result is not what he wants.

Therefore, he has to find a way to make his mother truly accept Situ Shaonan, so that everyone can be satisfied.

Situ Shaonan was still immersed in his thoughts, and felt that there was no longer his light breathing around him, so he came back to his senses, but Jin Yiming had already staggered his steps, walked to the door, and opened the door and left without hesitation.

Looking at the empty ward, Situ Shaonan only felt that it was cold, which made her colder than the wind and snow outside the window just now, and then she was so cold that her teeth trembled.

Slowly raise your hands and wrap yourself around. She slid limply against the wall until she sat on the floor, where the heat warmed the cold tiles, but it couldn't warm her heart.

When Liang Yun returned to the ward again. What I saw was Situ Shaonan sitting on the ground against the wall, holding himself with his hands, looking at a certain point with empty eyes.

Seeing Situ Shaonan like this, Liang Yun only felt that it was difficult to breathe, which was something she had never seen before. So vulnerable, helpless, as if abandoned by the whole world, those dissatisfaction with her at this moment dissipated in an instant, walked over, slowly squatted down, hugged her into his arms, and rubbed her soft hair.

Softly said, "It's okay, there's still mom here, it's okay." Mom has always been there. ”

Situ Shaonan sniffed the faint fragrance on his mother's body and felt the warmth from his mother, and in an instant, the tears that had been holding back his life snatched out of his eyes and flowed wantonly, soaking Liang Yun's clothes.

"Mom, it hurts, it hurts."

The choked pain startled Liang Yun, and he hurriedly looked down to check, "Where does it hurt?" I went to call a doctor. ”

Situ Shaonan just grabbed the corners of his mother's clothes tightly with both hands, as if a drowning person had grabbed a life-saving driftwood, shaking his head desperately, Liang Yun looked at her like this. Another heartache.

"Then what's the trouble for you?"

Since it hurts so much at the moment, why did she drive him away from her side against her will, why didn't she fight for it, and became a deserter emotionally, but she didn't say these words.

After she and Lu Qinwan left the ward just now, she lowered her posture and begged her mother to forgive Situ Shaonan's previous mistakes. But the other party only left himself with an indifferent back.

With such an attitude of her mother-in-law, no matter how anxious she was for her daughter, she was embarrassed to move forward, so she had to stare at the closed door, pinning her hopes on Jin Yiming's body, hoping that he could tolerate Situ Shaonan.

And she never understood why Situ Shaonan and Jin Yiming came to this point, because she could see that the two of them really loved each other, but why, Jin Yiming left so resolutely just now.

Why bother?

Situ Shaonan also wanted to know why fate played such tricks on her, obviously happiness was at hand, but when she just wanted to reach out and grasp it, she found that it was just an illusion, as soon as she touched it, it instantly turned into countless points of light, like quicksand between her fingers, and she couldn't catch it with all her strength.

"I'm sorry to disappoint you."

For a long time, Situ Shaonan slowly withdrew from her mother's embrace, lowered her head, like a schoolboy who had done something wrong, recently, the most she said was sorry, as if she had failed the world.

Liang Yun sighed and raised his hand to wipe away the tears on Situ Shaonan's face, "Mom doesn't blame you, but can you tell me why is this?" ”

She didn't want to blame her daughter for her choice, but she just wanted to know what was going on, because she wanted to know what was bothering her and making her make such a helpless choice.

Situ Shaonan has never told her mother what she has experienced over the years, every time she prevaricates at home, reporting good news but not bad news, she will choose to escape things that she can't hide, because she is used to taking it alone.

Liang Yun took Situ Shaonan to get up from the ground, sat on the sofa not far away, poured a cup of hot water for her, and then sat beside her.

Situ Shaonan leaned his head on his mother's shoulder, Liang Yun rubbed her hand dotingly, how many years have the mother and daughter not talked like this, because Situ Shaonan's temperament has been dull since he was a child, he is not good at expressing himself, and he buries everything in his heart.

Especially after becoming a soldier, she was even less together and more away, and even didn't see her once in a year or two, until she was seriously injured five years ago, and the number of times she went home was even less pitiful.

Therefore, as a mother, she admitted that she didn't know her daughter well enough, and it wasn't until just now that she woke up to the fact that perhaps her love had invisibly caused her a lot of pressure.

Situ Shaonan has never told her mother about herself, but I don't know why she suddenly felt at this moment that she was not abandoned by the whole world, because she still has parents, and no matter what time in this world, she will silently protect her parents.

Leaning on his mother's shoulder, his eyes were empty, as if he had passed through the long river of time, returned to five years ago, and then went around and around back to the blind date with Jin Yiming, slowly advancing until just now

Listening to it, Liang Yun had already burst into tears at some point.

"Maybe I should have held on to my heart from the beginning, so that there wouldn't be so much pain now, and I shouldn't have had that little hope at that time, hoping to get God's favor so that I could give him a complete family, but the reality is so cruel,

My mother-in-law is right, I can't be so selfish, I can't give him the most ordinary happiness, so I should let go as soon as possible and let him pursue the beauty that belongs to him.

It is everyone who is liberated. ”

Situ Shaonan's voice was very soft and light, but Liang Yun felt that every word was like a knife, cutting her heart. (To be continued.) )