Chapter 82: Losing at the starting line

When he returned to Seoul, Jung Sung-hyun focused on the new company, and the money given to Shin Seok-hwan had already run out, and he later made up for it, so the renovation progressed quickly, and it was completed in less than a month.

During this time, Zheng Chengxian often visited Kwon Bao'er in the hospital, and the doctor's responsibility and the joy of her mood made her recover quickly, although she could not be discharged from the hospital, she was able to walk on the ground.

"Oba, why are you so weak, hey, hey, hold steady!" Quan Bao'er staggered and shouted nervously.

Zheng Chengxian was sweating profusely, his face was red, and he struggled to help Quan Bao'er sit down on the bench on the side of the road, and was a little embarrassed by her complaints.

"Oba, I'm not good at physical work, I'm a mental worker!" Stretched out his hand to wipe the sweat on his head, his face turned a little pale, and he forced his mouth to defend himself.

Quan Bao'er looked at him with a smile and didn't puncture his quibbles.

Usually Quan Baoer is accompanied by nurses when he walks, but today Zheng Chengxian volunteered to take over this job, but his body lĂŹ and Quan Baolan had a fight, and they were all miserable.

"Why don't you speak? What are you smirking at? Didn't hear a reply, Zheng Chengxian turned his head and asked.

Quan Bao'er didn't refute, took a deep breath, put her hands together between her knees, and her beautiful cheeks were full of smiles: "No, I just feel very happy and don't want to talk!" ”

The place where the two of them are located is a small garden set up by the hospital for these patients with status, and the environment is more quiet.

The winding stone path is embedded with tempered glass, through which you can see a small river carved out by hand, with the occasional koi swimming through. On both sides of the road are neatly trimmed evergreen plants, lush and luxuriant, dotted with leafy trees, casting patches of shade that make you not afraid of the sun outside in the hot season.

Sitting here, I can't help but feel a lot more peaceful, some people are reading quietly in the garden, and some people are chatting quietly in the company of relatives, and the whole environment is quiet and comfortable.

Jung Sung-hyun followed Kwon Bo'er's gaze and didn't find anything noteworthy, let alone happy.

"What's there to be happy about?" Zheng Chengxian glanced twice, retracted his gaze, and looked at Quan Bao'er suspiciously: "What are you happy about without nothing?" Stupid to stay in the hospital? ”

As soon as she finished speaking, Quan Bao'er's pink fist fell on her shoulder, I don't know if she has a lot of strength or Zheng Chengxian is too scummy, it hurts anyway!

"What nonsense, you're stupid!" Quan Bao'er is dissatisfied with her resentment.

During this time, she was in pain and happy, the pain naturally came from the wound, and the happiness was brought to her by the person around her.

But this Oba is good at everything, but that mouth is too speechless, and if you can't say a few words seriously, you will hurt people, which is too annoying.

Zheng Chengxian covered his shoulder with his hand and grinned exaggeratedly: "It hurts!" The spirit is good, I have the strength to beat people, I really deserve to be practiced, I am injured and I need a doctor! ”

Quan Bao'er turned her head and sneered nonchalantly, and when she was done, she turned around and asked in a low voice, "Does it hurt?!" ”

"It hurts!" Jung Sung-hyun continued to act, with a painful expression:

"It should be clear from the magnitude of my mouth that my pain and sorrow have flowed backwards, and this damage cannot be erased without a million!" After saying that, I couldn't help but laugh first.

How could Quan Baoer not know that he had been tricked again, so he rolled his eyes angrily, lowered his head and stepped on the koi under the glass with his foot through the glass.

"I'll step on it, I'll step on it, step on you bad Oba, and you'll know how to tease me all day long!"

A nurse in a pink uniform pushed a wheelchair past them, and on the wheelchair sat an old man with silver hair and strong spirits, and the nurse couldn't help but purse her lips and smile when she heard Kwon Bao'er's childish words.

Quan Bao'er didn't pay attention to the fish that was still under her feet, Zheng Chengxian smiled at the nurse embarrassedly, pointed his finger at Quan Bao'er and pointed at his own head, signaling that her head was broken.

The pretty nurse laughed even more, and tried to hold back her laughter and quickly pushed the old man past them.

Jung Sung-hyun stabbed Kwon Po-a with his finger,

"What?"

Quan Bao'er seemed dissatisfied with being disturbed with his revenge plan, and turned his head and asked fiercely.

"Honestly, I don't mind you fantasizing about attacking me in your head, but if you continue like this, I'm afraid that a psychiatrist will come and have a friendly exchange with you, and in that case, I'm afraid your father will come and kill me!" Zheng Chengxian replied seriously, with a face full of compassion.

"It's best to kill you, who let you always bully me!" seems to feel that he has defeated Jung Sung-hyun, and Kwon Bao-a is triumphant.

Zheng Chengxian looked admired and admired: "I just like your inhuman appearance!" ”

These words caused Quan Bao'er to fall for a while, and the small fist rained down, Zheng Chengxian laughed and tried his best to resist, and a string of numbers appeared on his head: -999, -999, -1100......

The banter between the two attracted the kind eyes of other patients, and the flirting of young men and women was always envied and understood.

After a while, Quan Bao'er was a little tired, leaning on the back of the chair and looking up at the canopy, "I really want to go on like this." ”

"Are you going to be so dehumanizing in the future?" Zheng Chengxian rubbed his shoulders and grinned, the little ladies were quite ruthless.

Turning his head and looking at Zheng Chengxian dissatisfiedly: "Oba, can't you talk well?" ”

"Okay, good, you say!"

"You know what I mean, how long can you pretend to be stupid!?" Kwon Bo Ah stared at Zheng Chengxian seriously.

During this time, the two of them have gotten along like good friends, talking and laughing, and Zheng Chengxian no longer finds excuses to avoid her.

But this seemingly intimate relationship is not the kind that Kwon Bao'er expects, every time she mentions a topic related to feelings, Zheng Chengxian always uses it to diverge, so the feeling of being close at hand and far away from the world makes her very distressed.

Zheng Chengxian rubbed his nose in embarrassment and wanted to repeat his old tricks, just about to open his mouth,

"Oba, stop hiding!" Quan Bao'er said first, with gloom and sadness in her eyes.

She didn't want this kind of affection, it wasn't what her heart longed for.

A breeze blew and blew the leaves rattling, and Quan Bao'er's eyes seemed to be dried by the wind, so they glowed with water.

"Bao'er, I can't give you what you want!" Zheng Chengxian couldn't avoid it, and his face was embarrassed.

The most difficult to accept the grace of the beauty, the blessing of Qi people can only be thought about, and when it comes to his body, he finds that the pressure of being loved by several women at the same time is really great.

"Sapphire Oni has agreed, why can't you give me a chance?"

"It's because Baolan agrees with me that I can't let her down, she loves me so much and thinks about me, how can I hurt her?"

"Then you can hurt me?"

"Of course I don't want to hurt you, but I can't give you the life you want, so ......"

"You've hurt me! You're not me, how do you know what I want? ”

The tears in Quan Bao'er's eyes finally couldn't hold back and fell, and he looked at Zheng Chengxian with sad eyes in the rippled water, and he didn't understand why it was so difficult to love someone.

Zheng Chengxian couldn't look at those heartbreaking eyes, and looked at the front with empty eyes.

Don't hurt her, don't hurt her, such words have been on his lips, but in the end it backfired, and at this moment he felt extremely tired, and there was nothing more frustrating and frustrating than falling short.

"Boa, trust me! It's really not my intention to hurt you, I have Baolan can't separate more feelings for you, rather than you complaining about me at that time, it's better to break it now, am I wrong to do this? Zheng Chengxian bent down dejectedly, looking lonely.

"Oba, you're really wrong! The mistake is that you use your own thoughts to measure other people's minds, I am an adult, and I can bear my own decisions no matter what the outcome is. Just like I like to sing, no matter what the future holds, I am willing to give, because it is my own choice, even if there is no result, at least I have no regrets in my heart. But you don't even want to give me the opportunity to work hard, just because you are afraid that you will regret it in the future, you are not thinking about me, you are just selfish. The one who will be afraid to regret it in the future is you, not me! ”

In this passage, Kwon Bao'er said calmly and wisely, without a trace of being carried away by love, and during this time, she thought about it and finally understood Zheng Chengxian's concerns, so she was even more annoyed. She is not afraid of failure, she can't compete for Quan Baolan and has nothing to say, but she can't accept losing without even having a chance to start.

Zheng Chengxian was like being struck by lightning, his brain was 'buzzing', and Kwon Bao'er's words brutally revealed the deepest thoughts in his heart, those thoughts that he didn't even realize of himself, and put them in front of him so bloodily, making him understand that he was not so noble.

Wasn't it always me who was selfish??

Zheng Chengxian raised his head and tried to justify, but he opened his mouth several times but couldn't say a word, Kwon Bao'er's words made him unable to argue and could only lower his head again in frustration.

Kwon Bao'er regretted that she shouldn't have said those words, and Zheng Chengxian's consistent evasion made her blurt out in anger, but Zheng Chengxian's current appearance made her heartache.

After saying just now, Zheng Chengxian folded his arms on his knees, and his head was hooked very low and almost touched his knees, as if it was a lowercase full stop.

"Oba, I'm sorry, don't be upset! I shouldn't have said that," Kwon Bao'er couldn't bear to reach out and caress Zheng Chengxian's back.

Zheng Chengxian shook his head and was silent, constantly recalling those words just now in his mind.

At this time, a nurse came to Kwon Bao'er and told her that it was time to take her medicine.

Reaching out and grabbing Zheng Chengxian's arm, Quan Bao'er pleaded:

"Oba, will you give me a chance? Let me try, and I won't blame you if I fail, at least I've tried. Don't let me lose the game before I even start, it's not fair to me! ”

After speaking, he stood up: "I'll go back to Oba first, see you next time!" The nurse hurriedly stepped forward to help her out.

Zheng Chengxian has been holding the posture of full stop for a long time, he can't understand why he just doesn't want her to regret it in the future, why did she become selfish? However, what Quan Baoer said is also right, he is very afraid of regretting it in the future, and regrets why he didn't refuse ruthlessly in the first place.

So she's right!

And what she said at the end of the 'fair', is it really unfair? What exactly do I do?

Zheng Chengxian was completely at a loss, this conversation had too much impact on him, and he needed to think about how to face these people who loved him in the future.