398.Chapter 398: Sun Xian's Death [2]
"Would you like to hear my story with him?" Sun Xian did not answer Nie Fenghua's words positively, but suddenly changed the topic.
Nie Fenghua was stunned for a moment: "If you are willing to speak, I believe I am a good listener." ”
She is also human, and it is normal for people to be curious.
The pair of the prince and Sun Xian is indeed too easy for people to be curious.
The two found a chair in the file room and sat down, Sun Xian didn't look at Nie Fenghua, his eyes seemed to return to the distant past.
"When I was born, my family called me a monster, and I was discarded before the full moon."
"Fortunately, a crazy beggar took me in, and I followed him, and when I was three years old, I couldn't speak, and I picked up some garbage to eat all day, but I survived, and I saw him alive."
Nie Fenghua knew that she was finally going to get to the point, so she didn't ask anything, just motioned for him to continue with her eyes.
"The crown prince was six years old that year." Sun Xian laughed when she said this, "Your Royal Highness Princess, do you have any memories of when you were three years old?" ”
Nie Fenghua was stunned for a moment, then shook his head.
"I have." Sun Xian laughed, "Although I couldn't speak at that time, I already had a memory, but it was also the only memory of that year. I remember that the boy looked at me with big, very divine eyes, the most beautiful eyes I had ever seen. ”
The so-called lover's eyes out of Xi Shi probably refers to this, but the prince is indeed handsome, I believe he must have been a very cute child when he was a child, but he has been in the palace for a long time, and his personality has become a little distorted.
"He took me in, asked me to teach me to read and learn calligraphy, and then taught me martial arts, and then he told me that I was a man, but one day, he would turn me into a real woman."
The prince's words were encouraging.
"So I have been wearing men's clothes since I was a child, and everyone treats me as a man, but in private, he will secretly sue me, and when I grow up, he will marry me, and I am a little confused, but I dare not sue others. But that's it, I grew up and I gradually realized why I was different from others. ”
Nie Fenghua sighed, presumably Sun Xian must have been extremely painful at that time, and he didn't know how he survived.
"I don't know what to do, but he told me that he will definitely cure me, make me a real woman, and have children with him, he is the person I trusted the most since I was a child, if I don't trust him, who else can I trust?"
"Because of his encouragement, I can live like others, I will not feel inferior, I will not feel abnormal, and I will slowly begin to accept my own appearance."
"That night, he held me and we ...... together We thought we could put it together, but at this time, we realized that it was so difficult. Because I'm not a real woman, but he's a real man, we can't be combined. ”
Speaking of which, Sun Xian
"Then, he began to help me search for famous doctors, trying to turn me into a real woman, but he has always ended in disappointment, in fact, I have given up completely for so many years, but he has never given up."
Nie Fenghua let out a long sigh, she understood the despair.
Two people who love deeply, not because of personality incompatibility, but because of gender incompatibility and can't be together, what kind of pain is that?
One doesn't want the other party to worry too much about him, and the other wants the other party to never have to suffer anymore, in fact, they are just thinking about each other.
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