492 What?
I was not far away or close to them, but I seemed to be able to feel their breath, even their voices could be heard, my heart was torn apart, not pain but fear, I didn't expect her to do this, I thought I understood her, but I was wrong, maybe it was because my words just now stung her fiercely, right? Maybe I don't blame her, but me, right? After all, I did something wrong.
I don't know if Yu Xue knows the truth now~ is it? How sad would she be if you knew? I can't imagine that now I'm cowardly again, I don't dare to go over, I want to escape, I'm afraid to see Yu Xue's tearful eyes.
When she heard Li Qingshu's words to her, saying that I, the man she liked deeply, put her drunk next to another man, and deliberately let her have a relationship, in order to shake off the tail of disgust, I don't know what Li Qingshu would say, but no matter what, it should be such a thing, no matter what, what Yu Xue heard was such a terrible fact, I think after she heard it, her heart was no longer guilty, right? It's heartache, right? My torn fear, her torn pain.
Looking at them not far away, they seemed to be very calm, their backs to me seemed to be looking up at the sky, but now I feel that the twinkling stars are a burden, I stood in place for a long time, my palms have already been tightly clenched, my body is trembling fiercely, my lips are bitten by my teeth, but I don't feel any pain at all, I don't have any love now, only hard to fear.
Looking at the two people in the distance, I bit my lip and finally turned my pace, ready to leave, let me enjoy a moment of peace, maybe I won't have such a peace for a while, I will bear the anger of Yu Xue and Ou Kuangda, what if Xiaoyan knows? Should I be happy or sad?
But after I turned around, I wanted to move but I couldn't move, looked at the green space covered by the white light, and muttered: "Maybe Li Qingshu is going to say that he hasn't said it yet, I'm leaving now, wouldn't it give Li Qingshu a chance, even if it is a day more, at least it can't be known by Yu Xue at this time, after all, now is the most important time for my career." β
No one will hear my murmurs, all that can be heard is heaven and earth, wind and grass.
After thinking carefully for a moment again, I finally turned around, knowing that I had to face it or not, and I couldn't continue to escape like a coward, because my cowardice had already hurt Yu Xue, and if I continued to be cowardly, I really wouldn't be a man.
After turning around, I quickly walked to the most difficult place and direction, I am now completely an afterthought, I used to be slapped a few times by Yu Xue, and I was scolded with a roar, which is what men need to do.
Step by step, the wind blew in gusts, and the stars still shone the same, but they were no longer burdens, but a brave enhancer.
The distance between us, I walked dozens of steps, and then I walked very fast, when I walked behind them, and was thinking about how to speak, Li Qingshu suddenly turned around, and naturally saw me, when she saw me, she was as calm as she imagined, but after I saw her, I suddenly remembered that she was also alone, a woman stayed in the grassland shrouded in darkness, and I didn't worry about her, I said sad words, and I didn't worry about what would happen to her? Maybe I really don't love her, right? I really forgot about her.
Li Qingshu's eyes were quite calm, and even clearer, and I couldn't see the slightest trace of affection.
She looked at me and didn't speak, I did the same, looking at her face, I couldn't calm down, my look and eyes may have betrayed my heart and thoughts, and the clever Li Qingshu may also understand what I mean.
"Liang Jiafeng, why are you here? Is it worried about something? β
Li Qingshu spoke, very calmly, in a calm tone, but when my heart was beating faster, Yu Xue's body with her back to me trembled instantly, and then slowly turned to look at me.
However, I saw Yu Xue's face, and the imaginary tears appeared in front of my eyes, and suddenly my torn heart fell miserably, just like my heart, and so did the stars in the night sky.
Looking at the teary-eyed Yu Xue, and then looking at the calm and abnormal Li Qingshu, I suddenly understood that love is so difficult, the seemingly calm night sky is so disturbed, love is right, it may be wrong, but I am already wrong and cannot be right.
These two women, I don't know how to describe, how to respond, how to express, and all of a sudden, my eyes are a little moist~ moist, sour, and the fist that has been clenched loosens, but I grabbed ~ my pants, very tight.
"I'm here to find Yu Xue, Ou Kuangda can't find her now, she's crazy, I'm here to help."
I moved my gaze to Li Qingshu's body, looked at Li Qingshu and said calmly, I don't know that Yu Xue knows that there is no true ~ appearance, but looking at her appearance, I think 90% of the time I already know, I am completely pretending to be calm now.
"Really? But why do I think you're in a hurry? Like crazy? Am I worried about Yu Xue, or am I afraid of me? β
Li Qingshu's tone is still calm, and there is a feeling of warm current~ overflowing, but I know that the seemingly calm words are an illusion, and now Li Qingshu may have hated me beyond description, and now she can tease me well for a while, and she will definitely not let go, it seems that she has sued Yu Xue, I am a mistake, and I deserve it, but why is Yu Xue so calm? Some swollen eyes looked at me, and then looked at Li Qingshu and kept changing.
"Yes, I must be anxious, Yu Xue is my friend, she is missing, I can't look for it in the middle of the night? As for being afraid of you, I'm not afraid, don't you just know my secret? Maybe you've already sued sΓΉ"
I said calmly, but the palm of my hand was constantly straining, fortunately the pants were of good quality, otherwise I would have torn them a long time ago.
"Yes, I wanted to sue SΓΉ Yuxue for a long time, you still have her in your heart, am I right? Your secrets. β
It's just that I didn't finish my words, Li Qingshu hurriedly interrupted what I wanted to say, and said to me very solemnly, to Xiaoyan.
Damn, what are you doing?
Hearing Li Qingshu's words, I was immediately stunned, what is she doing? Say I have Yu Xue in my heart? What is it and what? Don't? Didn't she tell Yu Xue? And I don't want to let me say it, I'm a little messy~ Messy, and then look at Yu Xue's changed face, I'm a little sure that Li Qingshu didn't tell my secret, on the contrary, he still wants to keep my secret, but it's just a guess, after all, I can't guess Li Qingshu at all, who knows just after saying this, and then he said, "He has you in his heart, and then for your own good, he reluctantly cut your love and put the drunk you to Ou Kuangda's side, and let you have a relationship, how about it?" He loves you, right? β
However, I had these thoughts in my heart, the stars in the sky fell faster, the night was no longer a perfect night, and my eyes were firmly fixed on Li Qingshu, who seemed to be calm, but my heart was turbulent, waiting for her next words, because I didn't know how to respond at this time.