Chapter 45: You Look Down on Me

"Don't cry, I don't have time, you smile, I want to walk across the bridge with your voice and smile, the legend is that the flowers on the other side are extremely beautiful, but unfortunately I can't accompany you to see it, I'll go first, if it's good-looking, I'll give you a dream, if it's not good-looking, forget it, don't go easily." Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info" he said lightly.

"Okay." Except for repeating the word, Zhao Shu didn't know what to say.

"I want to meet the Queen Mother." He said with difficulty, as if he had reached the final limit.

Zhao Shu nodded sadly, the Queen Mother stood outside, and was invited in after a while, "Aiqing don't speak, don't worry, the mourning family will definitely let Tai heal you." ”

"Queen Mother, the minister can't salute." He said apologetically.

"Aiqing is an immortal hero of Dayong, so there is no need to be polite." The Queen Mother said that she would sit on the chair that Wei Tingsi was sitting on.

"Queen Mother, the minister has a reluctant request." He pleaded, looking at the Queen Mother, his face full of hope.

"The minister asked the Queen Mother to give the Huo family a face."

The Queen Mother choked up when she heard this, she had been iron-blooded all her life, and she was moved by Huo Baichuan's words.

"Okay, the mourning family promises you."

What else can't be agreed, he has to save face for the Huo family until he dies, Huo Danlan raised a gun and aimed it at the generalissimo of the soldiers and horses of the dynasty, and also shot, the beheading of the vegetable market can't escape, but for the sake of the Huo family, it's private, Huo Danlan will not become the first noble daughter of the family to be beheaded at the entrance of the vegetable market.

Zhao Shu didn't want to ask him if it was worth it, as long as he wanted to, she could help him do it.

"Zhao Shu, I'm a little cold." He said softly, his voice was already very soft, if the Queen Mother stood outside, she would probably never hear the sound again.

Zhao Shu covered him with a quilt with tears, "It's autumn, it's cold, it's okay, I'll cover you with a quilt and it will be warm." ”

"Okay." He wanted to pull out a smile, but he couldn't smile anymore, "Zhao Shu, I love you, I'm sorry." After saying that, his eyes slowly closed and never opened them again.

"Shirakawa ......" Zhao Shu grabbed his hand and shouted.

As she shouted, there was a cry outside the door.

A group of imperial physicians rushed in, led by Old Imperial Physician Peng, who gave Huo Baichuan a pulse on the spot, and said in surprise: "The queen mother, the county lord, and the pulse." ”

"Really?" Zhao Shu immediately checked Huo Baichuan's pulse, and laughed, "There is still a pulse, hurry, go and decoct the medicine." ”

Mrs. Peng stroked her beard with a smile, "Although the pulse is weak, it hasn't stopped yet, and it can be saved." ”

"Imperial Doctor, when will Lord Huo wake up?" The Queen Mother asked.

Old Lady Peng was stunned for a moment, he was asked, and the joy on his face immediately faded, "Queen Mother, Weichen's medical skills are not good, and I can't tell when Master Huo will wake up." ”

"This kind of situation has been encountered by Weichen, and the possibility of waking up is not high, and he may wake up in a few days, and he may not wake up for the rest of his life." There is a doctor who is not afraid of death and tells his experience.

Suddenly, the Queen Mother and Zhao Shu looked at each other coldly, and the Imperial Doctor immediately knelt down, "The minister's words are true, and I ask the Queen Mother to forgive me." ”

"Pull it down and hit the thirty boards!" The Queen Mother's tone was cold, and she said to Mrs. Peng after instructing: "Cure Huo Aiqing at all costs, and send the best doctor in the hospital to take care of it, if it is not cured, the mourning family will let his whole family decide!" ”

"Old Lady Peng......" Doctor Peng said immediately.

Doctor Peng sweated a handful, knelt down and said, "The minister will do his best to save Lord Huo." ”

"Okay, move Lord Huo to Jiangying Park in a few days, and the mourning family will send someone to watch, don't slack off." The Queen Mother's tone was solemn, and her majesty was unmistakable.

In front of his bed, Zhao Shu stayed for three days, and even Zhao Yi's enthronement ceremony just went through the motions, but he didn't see Zhao Shu's sincerity, and he didn't wake up.

After the enthronement ceremony, Zhao Yi officially issued an amnesty to the world, and also issued a holy decree of beheading, Yide, Zhao Bi, and other cadres sentenced to beheading, and executed after the autumn, Zhao Shu specially went to ask for a decree to behead, accompanied by Liu Huan and Xie Yun.

The day after the decision was made, Chu Chun said: "County Lord, Miss Huo has woken up, she said she wants to see you." ”

Zhao Shu sneered, hating God for being unfair, why did she wake up, but Huo Baichuan didn't.

"Take me there." She took a breath, her steps firm, and today she was going to ask where they were sorry for her!

Because of Huo Baichuan and the face of the Huo family, Huo Danlan was not locked in prison, but in the Huo family's house, Zhao Shu went to no one to stop her, and she saw Huo Danlan easily, she is now much haggard, but she still didn't hide her appearance.

"You're here." When she saw Zhao Shu, she said lightly, her eyes staring at the teapot on the table, not knowing what she was thinking.

Zhao Shu sneered, "Let's see if you have any regrets, but now it seems that you don't." ”

"Is he awake?" Ho Danlan asked.

When asked about Huo Baichuan, Zhao Shu was furious, and her eyes glared at her, "What qualifications do you have to ask?" What does it have to do with you whether he is good or not! ”

"I'm his eldest sister, of course I'm qualified to ask." She replied to Zhao Shu, and her tone was very reasonable.

Zhao Shu didn't know where she came from, she had never hated her so much before, "If you look like an eldest sister, you shouldn't hurt him so much!" ”

"I didn't want to hurt him, he has you in his heart, but you are eye-to-eye with Wei Tingsi, you have him in your heart." Hodanlan asked.

"You know that I like him, so you deliberately want to kill him, and you think that if you kill him, Shirakawa will be grateful to you? He was so proud, it was too late to be embarrassed! He is beautiful, but you defile his personality so much, this is what the eldest sister should do? Zhao Shu looked at Huo Danlan, her eyes full of strangeness.

"You don't know the pain you can't ask for, how can I bear him to follow my old path." She started crying, I don't know if she felt that Huo Baichuan couldn't be as proud as her.

still doesn't dare to admit that the same childhood is not concerned, but Huo Baichuan lives proudly and openly, but she doesn't have that big heart.

"Where can you ask for it, Mr. Xiao and Song Tianhe are not people? Can't ask for it? It's really wolf-hearted. Zhao Shu didn't want to say such ugly words, but she didn't know how to vent the anger in her heart, and it was worthless for Xiao Xingyuan and Song Tianhe.

"In your heart, what you love will be reciprocated, and what you don't love, you will hurt as a matter of course, so you can't ask for it, if you get what you want, is there any heavenly reason? His pride, I do not allow you to ask for it and not to defile it, he is different from you! ”

In Zhao Shu's heart, Huo Baichuan is like an idol, dazzling scenery, and he is a character who should stand at the highest point of all living beings, and no one can defile his life, even if it is his eldest sister!

Huo Danlan chuckled and looked at Zhao Shu, Zhao Shu's face was very terrifying, "If he lives, will you marry him?" Hehe, so sure, can you do it? ”

"Even if I don't marry him, there are many good women in the world, and he will definitely be able to find the right one for himself, instead of mourning himself here." In Zhao Shu's tone, he was calm.

Huo Danlan didn't answer, but fell into memory, she held the teapot on the table, didn't pour tea, and didn't know what she was going to do, "His mother had an affair with my father, you must not know." ”

"Hmph, even if it is, what does it have to do with him? Adultery, please be cautious, your father is the head of the Huo family, his reputation represents the face of the Huo family, you as a daughter, he treats you very well, and I hope you don't want to be ungrateful, and in my heart, I have never cared about his birth, he is the son of a family, or rootless duckweed, I don't care, I only know, he is a man who stands up to the sky, he knows how to repay his kindness, he understands right and wrong, he is talented, he looks like Pan An, he is the first son of Dayong, and you have such an excellent brother but you are not satisfied, And hurt him! ”

"If it weren't for me, he would have died a long time ago, and his mother!" She suddenly said loudly, and after speaking, she seemed to think of something, and the whole person became abnormal, holding the teapot and muttering to herself, "That year, if it wasn't for the help of my senior sister, I would have died, where is there any first son, don't you need to pay these back?" ”

She looked at Zhao Shu, her eyes were red, stupid, and a little timid, she lost her previous look, as if she was frightened, "Don't you need to pay it back?" You tell me, do I need to pay it back? ”

"Senior sister?" Zhao Shu frowned, "Your name is Yide, senior sister?" ”

"The teacher didn't accept me, the teacher said I had no ego, and the teacher said that she chose disciples, do you look down on me very much? Isn't it? She suddenly ran to Zhao Shu and asked abruptly.

Zhao Shu took a few steps back, "What does it matter if I look down on it, you don't live for me, you live for yourself, is it really that important whether others can afford it or not?" ”

"You look down on me, you all look down on me, but Senior Sister looks down on me, she knows my suffering, you don't know, you don't know!" She screamed frantically, as if she had let go and didn't care about anything.

The teapot in her hand suddenly fell to the ground and shattered into countless pieces, and she looked at it stunned, "If there is an afterlife, I want to live for myself." ”

Zhao Shu looked at her and didn't speak, she picked up the pieces on the ground, cut her fingers and didn't know it, picked them up piece by piece and put them on the table, "You definitely don't know, my mother doesn't like me, she often throws the teapot with hot tea on the ground, let me pick up the porcelain, it will be very hot at first, and my hands will bleed, and then it's fine, I can pick up all the porcelain pieces without hurting my hands, and then I am in charge, I also want her to pick up porcelain pieces, but I can't be ruthless, I think she is my mother after all." ”

She seemed to be talking to herself, and she seemed to be talking, Zhao Shu looked at her lightly, she didn't say anything, she didn't have a mother, I don't know how a mother would treat her daughter, but she would be good to her children.

Give them the best education and the best environment to grow up.

Picking it up, she suddenly fell, her face imprinted on the porcelain piece on the ground, and in an instant, several cuts were made, and blood was left down her cheeks, blurring her face.

"Am I ugly? It used to be ugly too, and I got used to it. She smiled miserably, revealing a mouthful of neat white teeth, very beautiful, but unfortunately lost her look.

"You know, A-kun, I envy you, you are always casual." She stood up and looked at Zhao Shu.

After speaking, it seemed that the words were finished, there was nothing more to say, the two were relatively silent, Zhao Shu turned around slowly, "He asked the imperial grandmother to give you dignity, the imperial grandmother agreed, I will not pull you to the vegetable market to be beheaded, when you hurt him, I want to ask why, what are we sorry for you!" ”

"He grew up, his wings were stiff, and he was disobedient." She replied to Zhao Shu.

Hearing the answer, Zhao Shu turned his head fiercely, "So you want to kill him!" You're so ruthless! ”

"I regretted it after I gave the order, I regretted it, fortunately you rescued it, this time, I didn't mean to." She didn't look at Zhao Shu, lowered her head and continued to pick up the porcelain pieces on the ground, and the blood on her face dripped on the ground little by little.

"Do you regret it? A human life, you regret it? Zhao Shu thought about it so much that she didn't listen to Huo Baichuan, and dragged her to the vegetable market to behead her! Let the saliva of the world drown her!

Huo Danlan looked out the window with her eyes, and two lines of tears fell, "What can I do?" She cried, like a child who couldn't find a home, "What do you think I can do?" ”

Zhao Shu looked at her coldly, didn't answer, she was not interested in making her suddenly enlightened, not to mention that their brain circuits were different, they couldn't solve her, she turned around slowly, and said softly: "I will ask the imperial grandmother to give you poisonous wine Bai Aya, so be it, the good of the past, when he fell in front of me, it disappeared." ”

"Poisoned wine...... White Aya? I still have to be grateful. She smiled miserably, "Good, good, my destination." She muttered to herself, Zhao Shu couldn't hear it anymore.

Out of the door, Song Tianhe stood in front of the moon gate, and saw that she lost her mind for a moment, but quickly came back to her senses, "County Lord." He didn't know what to say, he originally wanted to ask Zhao Shu for forgiveness, but Huo Baichuan was still lying on the bed, and he didn't know how to speak.

Finally, he said, "I'll go see her." ”

Zhao Shu didn't speak, walked past him, and left the Huo Mansion.

Song Tianhe glanced back at Zhao Shu, with mixed feelings in his heart, he was also quite sorry for Zhao Shu and Jiang Ying.

Retracting his gaze, he walked into Huo Danlan's house, but saw her lying in a pool of blood, he was shocked, "Lan'er......" He ran over to help.

Huo Danlan was helped up by him, slowly opened his eyes, saw him, and smiled slightly, "You're here." She stretched out her hand and wanted to touch Song Tianhe's face, but the wrist kept bleeding, staining Song Tianhe's body.

"What stupid are you doing? I'll take you to the doctor. He said anxiously.

Huo Danlan shook her head slightly, "No need, I'm better off dead." She said bitterly, "In this life, I am sorry for you, and in the next life, I only need to know you alone, and I will never rob anyone again." She whispered.

Song Tianhe nodded in a panic, "Okay, it's all right." He knew that even if he saved Huo Danlan today, he would still die in the future, so it was better to let her make the decision for herself, this life was hers, and she had the right to decide when to throw it away.

"Do you regret falling in love with me?" She asked with difficulty, tears clouded with tears, and she didn't know what it was to cherish until she died.

Song Tianhe shook his head, "I don't regret it, I never regret it, when I first saw you that year, I decided to protect you for the rest of my life, and I will never leave you for the rest of my life, but I am useless, I have been arrested for so long, I have not protected you well." ”

"It's back, the kindness is back, I'm relieved." Huo Danlan muttered, as she spoke, leaning her head on Song Tianhe's arms, closing her eyes, and a tear fell, "Say sorry to her for me, what she wants to protect, what she trusts, I have been hurt, I'm sorry." ”

"Okay." Song Tianhe closed his eyes, the person in his arms gradually became colder, and his heart also died, for others, Huo Danlan's crime was unforgivable, but in his heart, she was still the girl he loved. (To be continued.) )