Chapter 102: Nine Years of Heart Knots
Let's go back to our destination today......
He felt that it was his honor that the girl was willing to accompany him, she was unwilling to accompany him, and he should not be sad, although he had cried for a long time.
Gain calmly, lose indifferently.
Go to ****** and get it calmly, lose it indifferently!
Lin Yu squinted his eyes, and suddenly a sense of irritability suddenly permeated his heart, and then he was gradually suppressed.
In his previous life, he said goodbye in 2006, until the end of 2015, he no longer had news of that girl, I have to say, she is a very sensible and realistic girl, she can't be friends after breaking up, and they can get together and disperse with each other.
It was also that year that he became popular "Autumn Don't Come Back", "Seeking Buddha", two very appropriate songs, he heard numbness every time, and at that time there was another one he liked to listen to the most, which came out in 2005, called "Let Tears Turn into Acacia Rain", which was the song he had heard for the longest time, and he never got tired of listening to it.
But now, he really returned to this era, and it was clear that she was in this normal college, she was still single, and she was still a freshman, and there were many things that did not change, and the only thing that changed, that is, the place she should have in this time and space, was erased as early as last year.
What he wanted to reiterate was that he was here, but there was nothing to do with it, he just wanted to see, just to take a look......
As I said before, if you have put it down, why pick it up?
Although he was a little irritable in his heart, Lin Yu still knew one thing very clearly, that is, in this life, what he missed, maybe he should really regard it as a passing by, the beauty without intersection is just a phantom, as fragile as foam, it will shatter when touched, and forgetting is the most appropriate way.
He thought about it a lot before he came, but when he came, he still ignored one important point, that is, today is the weekend, how can he meet her except to go to the girls' dormitory to find someone?
Forgive him for forgetting the mobile phone number that he had memorized in his heart at that time......
"Xiaoru, I won't be a light bulb, you two are so affectionate!"
Lin Yu hesitated in his heart, and suddenly a word came from the side, he subconsciously raised his head, his pupils suddenly shrank, and his gaze never retracted......
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Lin Yu suddenly found himself becoming a little sentimental, although he didn't want to admit it in his heart.
Today's weather is good, the breeze is just right, the sun is still shining, and the lukewarm air hits his face, but it doesn't make Lin Yu feel the slightest comfort.
He was in a daze, there was no shock in his heart, just a feeling that he had not felt for a long time, a feeling that had been lost for a long time to a very complicated extent.
At this time, it was morning, but there were three girls and a boy standing at the gate of Huatian Normal University, and it could be seen that a man and a woman next to each other were very intimate, and the other two girls were looking at the couple who had stopped at the school gate and behaved very closely, with a flirtatious smile.
The girl called Xiaoru blushed, and then glanced at the two girls helplessly, and it was at this time that Lin Yu raised his head hesitantly.
It was also at this time that the memory that was sealed in the deepest part of Lin Yu's heart, the rusty door that imprisoned the memory, opened without warning......
In this world, everyone may have a feeling, that feeling is nostalgia for the past, it has nothing to do with love, only occasionally remembered, in order to pay tribute to everyone's long-gone youth.
For Lin Yu, as early as 2006, he put down their past affairs, and after that, he spent nine years, and people in a certain position have long been buried deep in his memory.
It's a complicated feeling!
I thought that after leaving the Normal College now, I would never see this girl again, but I suddenly saw her at the school gate, and even his memories were all recalled.
It was his lover from his previous life, whose name was ...... Let's call Xiaoru for the time being......
Today is not a coincidence, because I am standing at the gate of someone else's school, and it is quite reasonable to meet her.
Lin Yu looked at the front a little blankly, looking at the girl at the school gate who was not too tall and not too low, and the girl called Xiaoru in front seemed to have noticed Lin Yu's gaze, and glanced at it suspiciously, and then was stunned for a moment, a sense of strangeness flashed in his eyes, and then he walked to the bus stop with the boy next to him and waited, and never looked at him again.
The most familiar strangers......
Lin Yu suddenly had seven words like this in his mind.
This is the first and only girl who has lived with her, and she has lived for nearly three years, three years of water and milk, and three years of life full of memories are bitter and fulfilling.
How many memorable days and nights did they spend together?
Albeit...... Among them, there are many bittersweet and bitter ones.
Now that I met her again, in addition to the bitter feeling that I had not seen for a long time, there was only a strangeness left, a strangeness from the eyes of this girl, which was prohibitive, and quickly occupied other feelings.
"Brother Lin, Brother Lin...... I'll go! What happened to you? ”
Nangong Yun shook Lin Yu with a calm face, and was a little worried in his heart, Lin Yu was very wrong today, he would really be a fool if he couldn't see it anymore.
After being shaken for a while, Lin Yu trembled, and after retracting his gaze, he said calmly: "Let's go, let's go back." ”
"Let's go? I thought you knew! ”
Nangong Yun shouted with a look of incomprehension, and then took a taxi with Lin Yu and left the school gate.
The taxi quickly left the gate of the Normal College, and when he left, he turned around and looked at the girl, but she didn't look at himself again, for others, this time and space of self is just a stranger, that's all.
Lin Yu just watched her disappear from his field of vision, just like an obsession that he had been unable to let go, until this moment, he smiled slightly at the corner of his mouth, as if he had completely seen a thing.
If you've missed them, let them miss them completely......
It's just that coming here today seems to be a bit redundant, but if things seem too perfect, it is impossible, everyone is born in the world, and is influenced by the world, how can we avoid the world?
If he remembered correctly, the boy standing next to her was a rival in love who almost defeated him before he was reborn, but it was his patience that moved the girl and finally chose him.
But now it's where he should be concerned......
He knows very well what his purpose is, he just wants to take a look, it has nothing to do with love.
One eye is enough......
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