After we had lunch, we dropped Tom off at school just as he was about to go to class, and then Qingshu and I went to the hospital where Liu Qilei was going to have an abortion, waiting for Liu Qilei's arrival. ↗ Top Novel,

The scorching sun hung high in the sky, reflecting the city of high-rise buildings, the breeze blew gently, blowing the figure standing in front of the hospital, Qingshu's hair was getting longer and longer, it had spread over her waist, looking at her back, watching the sun reflect on her, reminded me of the first time I saw her, I robbed her car, and treated her as a woman in a fairy tale world, and then our conflict was born from that time, and then experienced many things, some good and some bad, but now we are good between us, We've taken a lot of detours and loved others, but now we're finally together, which should be a feeling of honor, right? But looking at her, I inevitably thought of that person? The woman I fell in love with, but if you think about it, she should be happy now, right? Right?

The weather was very hot, and after waiting at the entrance of the hospital for about ten minutes, Liu Qilei came, and Li Qingshu and I tacitly greeted him.

But I didn't speak, after all, after learning her mind last night, I can no longer communicate with her as usual simply and casually, and Liu Qilei looked at me quite indifferently, but she didn't speak, obviously a little embarrassed, now only Qingshu can speak, and the words are also full of concern for Liu Qilei.

After a moment of communication, we walked towards the entrance of the hospital together, but I walked slightly behind, looking at Liu Qilei's back, I could only shake my head and sigh bitterly.

Obviously, Liu Qilei had made an appointment for surgery in advance, and after coming to the hospital, she quickly did an abortion operation, although the operation was very simple, but after last night, she was also very weak, looking at her lying on the bed in the ward, I said with concern: "How do you feel?" Is the body very weak? ”

"It's fine, it's fine."

Liu Qilei looked at me with a pale face and replied, although she seemed to be calm on the surface, I knew very well that my own flesh and blood had been knocked out, how could she not be sad when she was supposed to be a mother? But I can't say anything, I can only let her hide these pains in the bottom of her heart, in fact, I also understand that seeing me and Qingshu together will only make her more uncomfortable, I also thought of it when I came, but if I want to accompany her for abortion, I have to take Qingshu with me, and there is no way.

"That's good, that's good."

I didn't say anything, I could only nod and say exactly the same three words, and I didn't look at her, and now the magnetic field between us has changed, and the only thing we can give to each other is silence.

"Qi Lei, now that the child has been beaten, what are your plans for the future?"

When my words fell, Qingshu also asked Liu Qilei with concern, and his slender hand was also holding Liu Qilei's hand on the bed.

"I don't have any plans, I'm going to go out for a trip and go for a walk."

Liu Qilei glanced at me and said to Qingshu a little weakly, but I saw a little bitterness between her eyebrows, it seems that my guess is right, seeing me and Qingshu will only feel bitterness and sadness.

"That's fine, where you want to go, let Liang Jiafeng take you there, anyway, he is out of the car, and I also work in her travel agency, I will be your tour guide."

Li Qingshu said very enthusiastically, but she didn't know that it was difficult for Liu Qilei to enjoy such enthusiasm now, hearing Qingshu's words, Liu Qilei's face changed after all, standing behind Qingshu, I saw it very clearly, so I didn't wait for her to speak and said: "Tom's travel route is only domestic, I think Qilei should go abroad to take a look." ”

In order to avoid embarrassment between us, and to avoid Liu Qilei from seeing the sweetness between me and Qingshu and grieving, I can only say this, let her be sad for a while is far better than letting Qingshu pull the tour.

As soon as my words fell, Liu Qilei's eyelids moved, she moved her gaze to me, the things in her eyes made my heart shake, but I could only lower my head, all I could give Liu Qilei was a wordless refusal, I couldn't leave the Qingshu who was with me just now and be with her, she knew me, and I knew myself.

"Go around China first, why go abroad all at once, you will inevitably be lonely alone, Qi Lei, don't you say?"

However, Qingshu obviously disagrees with me, but if she knew Liu Qilei's affection for me, she might not be like this.

And I don't know how Liu Qilei will answer her, will she want to see me and Qingshuxiu in love?

"Yes, I am not familiar with life abroad, and it is inevitable that I will be lonely alone, or it is better to be in China, I will let you be a tour guide in Qingshu, and we will travel together."

Liu Qilei made a decision that I didn't expect, is it purely to find abuse? I really can't figure it out, but when she spoke to Qingshu, she was looking at me, her eyes made me feel palpitations, at this moment I felt my heart tremble, looking at her, looking at her with a pale face like paper, I saw a flickering light in her eyes, I don't know if Qingshu saw it, but obviously this kind of exchange and dialogue can't continue, I have to stop it, maybe I can't continue to stay in this ward, this is a kind of torture for me, Liu Qilei's decision made me feel dazed, I can't even imagine tomorrow.

"I'll go to the toilet, you guys talk first."

I said to the two of them with an excuse that wasn't a reason, and I didn't even look at Liu Qilei, I just hurriedly turned around and walked out of the room, maybe it was an escape, right?

After I walked out of the ward, I also came to the bathroom, but I didn't go to the toilet when I stood in the bathroom, but stood in front of the mirror and looked at myself, the mirror was full of wolves and dazed, I was really caught off guard by this sudden feeling, remembering last night, remembering the eyes and words just now, I seemed to see the picture after tomorrow, now Liu Qilei after the divorce has no constraints, and after so much experience, she seems to have seen through the essence of things, and she is fed up with the so-called crush and cowardice, She seems to have had the courage, but it's really a difficult thing for me, can she be pitied?

Looking at myself in the mirror, I couldn't answer myself, and stood in front of the mirror for a few minutes before returning to the ward, but instead of communicating or staying, I continued to make excuses.

"Do you want to eat fruit? I went to buy fruit. ”

I looked at the two daughters who were all staring at me, and forced a smile to say, but I couldn't wait for them to answer before I turned around and walked out of the ward, this time my excuse was that I could stay outside for a while longer, the current atmosphere in the ward was really not suitable for me.

I left the hospital directly, it would be good to have Qingshu with Liu Qilei, walking on the side of the road thinking about what had happened recently, in addition to the shock is helpless, and then in exchange for a burst of sighs, such a good weather, but my mood is difficult to get better, I lost a good brother, and Liu Qilei is even more like this, I am now explaining why Luo Meng said such strange words to me at that time, it seems that he thinks I and Liu Qilei are mixed together, maybe he saw the signs in the process of getting along with Liu Qilei, It seems that there is no chance of improving the relationship between me and Luo Meng.

These days I have gained love, but I have also lost friendship, and Liu Qilei is an uncertain being, I feel a headache when I think about things in the future, Liu Qilei is going to release all the suppressed feelings, and transform all these suppressed feelings into courage, should I talk to Qingshu about this? Should I hide it from her? My current love is really chaotic, this messy feeling seems to exist every day, looking up at the sky, shouting loudly: "God, God, what are you going to do?" I'm not fucking better than Pan An, why do you want to fuck me like this? You bastard, God, did Lao Tzu become a eunuch in his last life? Let Lao Tzu have so much peach blossom luck in this life? ”

Fortunately, there is no one on the side of the road now, otherwise passers-by will definitely think that I am a fool when they hear my shout, and I don't cherish it with peach blossom luck, maybe I am a fool, but I am really difficult to enjoy this kind of peach blossom luck, I am ready to be with Qingshu for a lifetime, and now I suddenly know that Liu Qilei has liked me for seven or eight years, this feeling really makes me very painful, and I want to pick up a stick and smash the rearview mirror of a vehicle parked on the side of the road, but there is no stick in my hand.

However, there was no stick, and I wanted to vent, so I kicked on the door of the car, and then the warning sounded......

"Ring a yarn ......"

Listening to the harsh sound, I kicked again in anger, and then I stopped with a roar.

"What the are you doing?"

This sound relieved me, I didn't look at the person who scolded me, so I ran with a step, this person must be the owner, and when I ran, the roar continued to resound, and the logo of the car also appeared in my mind, my face instantly became a lot more exciting, because I just kicked a big run, I laughed, laughed very happy, I strode away, I don't know how long I ran, when I blended into the crowd, it was to stop and continue to run, the feeling of panting diverted my attention, The wanton behavior just now also made me feel a refreshing feeling.

I also thought about it, no matter what happens, no matter what happens today and tomorrow, I have to make the right decision, I have to face it with a smile, life is not perfect, and the decisions I make cannot make everyone feel satisfied and happy, there will always be happiness and unhappiness in this world, sadness and joy are always symmetrical, these feelings are the only way to bring together a world of all kinds of forms, and as a person in this, you have to get used to these.

Liu Qilei I can only hurt, I only have a friendship with her as a friend, maybe I am very moved to hear her expression, but moving is not love, I believe that I am in love with Li Qingshu now.