Chapter 564: Murong Jin was sad
The room instantly returned to its former quietness, and neither of the two spoke again, Ning Ge because he didn't want to speak, and Murong Jin was afraid of Ning Ge's indifferent reaction. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
After a long time, Ning Ge really couldn't stand Murong Jin's hot gaze, although she was already used to other people's eyes, but no one could stand being watched like an orangutan in a zoo.
"Why aren't you leaving?" Ning Ge finally couldn't control it and spoke first, breaking the silence.
"Where are you going?" Murong Jin's gaze was always on Ning Ge's body, and he didn't have the slightest consciousness of wanting to look away, in his opinion, her face was really never tired of seeing, although she was wearing a human skin mask at this time, but he seemed to be able to see her real face through the human skin mask.
"It's really a defeat for you, how do I know where you want to go, you can go wherever you like, as long as you don't stay here." Ning Ge found that Murong Jin always had the ability to make people angry, he looked smart, and what he said always made people feel the urge to strangle him.
Calm down! Calm down! Ning Ge comforted herself over and over again in her heart to let herself not be angry, not to be angry.
But Murong Jin's next sentence made her anger rush upward.
"But I don't want to go anywhere and I want to stay here, although the environment here is a little worse, the room is a little simpler, and the air smells of medicine, but there is your breath everywhere here, so I don't want to leave." Murong Jin said without thinking about it, he didn't lie, but really thought so.
Although the palace was large and gorgeous, the only place he wanted to go was here, because there was her, as if the place with her was heaven.
"I'm really sorry for you, my conditions here are too bad, since you don't like it so much, then please move your steps." Ning Ge's face instantly darkened, although what he said was indeed the truth, but how awkward the words that came out of his mouth sounded, since he felt that it was so bad here, why did he have to come over again and again, and she didn't invite him, didn't she?
Murong Jin saw that Ning Ge's face was a little wrong, and realized that what he had said was too much, after all, this was also half of her home, and immediately explained, "Actually, this place is not so bad, at least this place is very clean, if it is too noisy, it will make people feel uncomfortable, you say, right?" ”
Murong Jin laughed dryly, and when he saw that Ning Ge's face seemed to be worse than just now, he immediately covered his mouth with his hand.
Ning Ge glared at Murong Jin before he said again, "Murong Jin, let's make it clear now, it is absolutely impossible for me and you to be there, don't you already know my true identity?" In this case, you should know that the two of us are not from the same world at all, and you should choose other innocent women. ”
"Ge'er, are you angry because of what I just said? Can't I apologize? When Murong Jin heard Ning Ge's words, he immediately walked over and grabbed her hand and put it in his palm, and said with a nervous expression.
Ning Ge wanted to pull her hand out of his palm, but he grabbed it too tightly and she couldn't pull it out, so she sighed and said, "Murong Jin, you actually know very well in your heart why I said this, it is really impossible for me and you." ”
"How could it not be? I don't mind what happened to you at all, let alone who hasn't been there, and if you think I will, I'll swear now. Murong Jin immediately raised his right hand, "I, Murong Jin, swear to the sky......"
"Enough, you don't have to do this for me at all, the key is not my past, but my heart, I have always just treated you as a friend, there is no love at all, so please give up!" Ning Ge couldn't help but yell at Murong Jin.
It's not that she's so ruthless, it's that she doesn't want to hurt him anymore.
I've known him for a while, although he sometimes has a bad mouth, but his nature is not bad, and he is a good person worth befriending, but it is impossible between her and him, not just because of her past, but because she can't hold anyone in her heart at all.
She knew that saying this would hurt him, but if she didn't make it clear earlier, she was afraid that it would hurt him even more in the future.
Ning Ge's words made Murong Jin silent, he looked at her with some hurt in his eyes, maybe he had already known that it would be such an answer, but he still had a trace of expectation, and now that his expectations were empty, he was speechless.
Seeing that Murong Jin was silent, Ning Ge knew that what he said just now was a bit heavy, and he wanted to comfort him, but at this time, he suddenly ran out of words and couldn't find suitable words, and his slightly open lips slowly closed again.
Maybe whatever it is, it's a disservice to him!
"Okay, it's not too early, I should go back, you have a good rest." When he said this, Murong Jin didn't look at Ning Ge, but turned around and left directly, and the moment he turned around, his eyes changed, turning into an angry dark green.
I'm sorry! Ning Ge apologized silently to Murong Jin's back, except for being sorry, she really couldn't think of what to say to him.
"I'm not going to give up!" Murong Jin's voice seemed to come from a distant place, and after he finished speaking, he left directly, never looking back.
After Murong Jin left, Ning Ge breathed a sigh of relief, for Murong Jin, she really didn't know what to say, maybe it ended like this, there were originally two parallel lines between them that could never be intertwined, although I was very sorry for him, but this was the best choice for both parties.
It's just that she still feels a little uncomfortable in her heart, in fact, if it is possible, she is still willing to be friends with him, but it may not be possible now!
Although it was a pity, but when she thought of the lack of an emotional dispute, Ning Ge's heart eased a little.
Just as Ning Ge was about to lie down again, she accidentally noticed that there seemed to be a letter on the table, she got out of bed and came to the table in confusion, it was indeed a letter, and the envelope was written with the four big characters 'Ge'er personally opened', and she recognized that the handwriting was written by Huang Yan.
Looking at the letter, a trace of self-reproach flashed in Ning Ge's eyes, could it be that Murong Jin came here to send her a letter?
Ay...... Ning Ge felt a little uncomfortable when she thought of Murong Jin's painful back just now, he made a special trip to deliver her a letter, but he hurt him ruthlessly.
Regret! Guilty! Suddenly filled Ning Ge's heart, and for a while she didn't know what to do, she sat on the bench with the letter in her hand, and only opened the letter after a long time.
When she saw the contents of the letter, her face instantly turned as white as paper, her eyes became moist, and the hand holding the letter trembled.
No, it won't! Definitely not! She must have been wrong, yes, absolutely wrong.
Ning Ge took a deep breath, picked up the letter again and carefully examined it word by word, her face turned even paler after reading it, and tears blurred her eyes even more.
Seventy-nine, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......
Ning Ge apologized over and over again in her heart, but she really didn't know how to express her apologies.
"Niangniang, Niangniang, are you up?" Hongyue's voice came from the door, Ning Ge immediately put the letter in her arms, wiped the tears from her face with her sleeve, and only spoke after sorting out her emotions, "Hongyue, come in!" ”
With a '......creak' sound, Hongyue opened the door and walked in, and when she saw the scene of the room, she was stunned for a moment, and immediately walked over and picked up the pillows, quilts and clothes on the ground one by one.
"Mother, what's going on? Could it be that a thief has come in? Hongyue said the conjecture in her heart, it was all her bad, she actually fell asleep against the pillar, and she didn't wake up until just now, so she didn't know what happened at all.
"No, I was awakened from a nightmare just now, and when I woke up, I found that I had thrown these things on the ground." Ning Ge was afraid of Hongyue's thoughts, and said casually.
"Oh, I see, no wonder Niangniang, your face doesn't look good, don't think too much, it's just a dream." Hearing Ning Ge say this, the uneasiness in Hong Yue's heart disappeared instantly, she was really afraid that it was because she fell asleep that the thief had a chance.
Suddenly, Hongyue felt that her thoughts were a little ridiculous, this is the palace, there are thousands of guards alone, where is the thief?
Ning Ge didn't speak, she was tied to the letter in her arms, she had to leave the palace, if she couldn't see Qijiu, she couldn't feel at ease, but how could she get out of the palace?
If he went directly to Feng Yufei like this, he would definitely not agree, and she only angered him today, so it was impossible for him to agree.
But what to do?
Ning Ge's mind kept spinning, and she thought of many ways, but she vetoed them one by one.
Hongyue didn't notice Ning Ge's abnormality, thinking that Ning Ge really had a nightmare, so she didn't think too much about it, and concentrated on making the bed.
"Niangniang, ten days later is the birthday of the Queen Mother, the emperor decided to go to Fengguo Temple to pray for the Queen Mother, it is said that the Bodhisattva of Fengguo Temple is very spiritual, there are many people who go there to pray for blessings."
"What did you just say?" Ning Ge asked anxiously, and when he realized that his words were a little urgent, he quickly slowed down and said again, "What did you just say to pray for blessings, is the emperor going out of the palace that day?" ”
"Well, the emperor and the queen will go out of the palace, I heard that the emperor didn't plan to go, but this year the queen mother's health is getting worse and worse, and she can't go out these days, so the emperor decided to pray for the queen mother." Hongyue nodded, because she was making the bed, so she didn't notice the change in the mood on Ning Ge's face at all.
"Really? So when will they leave the palace? Will the other concubines go too? Ning Ge forcibly endured her excitement and asked cautiously, if Feng Yufei and Huang Jiu both left the palace, then the vigilance in the palace might be lowered, and the chance of her leaving the palace would be greater.
Hongyue didn't know Ning Ge's careful thoughts at all, and said with a smile, "I heard that the emperor will bring a few concubines, but as for who it is, it has not yet been determined, but the slave maid thinks that Niangniang has a better chance of you going, and now you are more favored in the harem." ”
"No, I'm not going." Ning Ge immediately replied, if she followed, Feng Yufei would definitely pay attention to her all the time, and if she left half a step, she would definitely be discovered immediately, so she definitely couldn't follow.