Li Xuan went outside to toast, Xiyan was tired and sleepy, and fell asleep leaning on the head of the bed.

When she woke up, the table had already come up.

Full of gold and jade, pearl fish balls, stewed quail in sauce, ruyi rolls, cashew nuts and celery hearts, vegetarian fried eel silk...... Many of them are her favorite foods.

But she didn't have any appetite at all.

I don't know when he'll be back...... Don't be like last time......

Xiyan was thinking wildly, and there were already shouts of greetings outside.

The next moment, Li Xuan had already pushed the door in.

"What are you thinking about and thinking so distractedly?" He sat down beside her, looked at her for a moment, and then suddenly took her by the hand.

"I ......," she shook her head, "I didn't think about anything." "Don't you dare let him know.

"Tired?" The wedding ceremony was cumbersome and lengthy, and I was really afraid that she would not be able to bear it.

After a busy day, it is natural to be tired...... Xiyan nodded.

"You look weird here, take it off." Suddenly remembered the scene five years ago, he came back drunk, ignoring her heavy clothes, only caring about satisfying his own desires. When I woke up the next day, there was a bunch of her clothes and hair accessories on the ground, as well as a few handfuls of hair that he had ripped off. Feeling ashamed, he raised his hand very lightly and began to help her undo the ornaments in her hair.

"Hey......" she hurriedly stretched out her hand to stop her, and said with a red face, "...... Just ask the girls to get it. ”

"I want to do it for you myself." He smiled, pulled down her hand, the pink and slender fingertips were very beautiful, he lowered his head and kissed it, and said softly, "If it hurts, tell me." ”

She couldn't refuse, so he had to take off the burden of her head for her. His movements were rusty and clumsy, but with a little caution, Xiyan was once hurt by him, and before he had time to frown, he noticed it first, "What?" Does it hurt? ”

"No, it doesn't hurt much...... she said softly.

"I really don't know much about that." He smiled apologetically, but his movements were gentle.

His long satin-like hair was lowered by him and hung down softly, making her palm-sized face even smaller.

"You...... Do you want to take a bath? She asked softly.

"Do you want to come with me, then?" He asked with a smile as he helped her pull her hair behind her ear.

Xiyan was stunned, blushing, and didn't speak for a long time before he said, "...... Okay, good......"

"I'll tease you." He laughed, "I'll just come by myself." Go ahead, and don't worry about me. ”

"Oh." She kept her head down and called Xia Shuang and Cai Qi to come in and help her go to the clean room.

Xiyan rubbed in it for a long time.

What happened next still made her feel terrified and helpless.

Out of cherishing and respecting her, he never mentioned it before getting married...... Such a request. Although in the middle of this, in fact, there were many times when she was aware of him...... But she pretended to be ignorant and unconsciously obscured the past.

But today is the night of candles in their cave room......

"Fujin, your face doesn't seem to be good...... "Cai Qi said worriedly.

"Really?" Xiyan smiled reluctantly, "I'm probably a little tired." ”

She struggled to get rid of thoughts that shouldn't have come to her mind. Ren Caiqi helped her change into a red skirt. The skirt is different from the heavy wedding dress just now, light and close-fitting, outlining a tight and graceful exquisiteness, and the candlelight reveals a temptation that is like nothing, like sweet fruit waiting to be picked.

When he came out of the clean room, he saw that he had changed into homely clothes and was sitting on the edge of the bed reading a book, obviously having just bathed.

She didn't know what to do. Nervously sat down on the edge of the bed, opened his mouth to say something, but he didn't know when he put down the book, and suddenly he put his arms around her waist and fell on the bed together.

"Did I say that before......" he whispered in her ear, accompanied by a deep gasp, "you actually wear red...... The most beautiful. ”

…… The big red tent was silently torn down.

His movements are gentle and eager.

She closed her eyes tightly and grabbed the sheet under her as a mandarin duck playing in the water.

You have to pass this level, and it's good to get over it...... She kept telling herself. But his legs were stretched out too stiffly, and he had begun to tremble unconsciously.

His hot hand couldn't wait to reach her inner thighs......

"...... Xiyan?" Sensing her abnormality, Li Xuan froze suddenly.

She hugged him tightly, her face buried in his neck, "Don't ...... Don't look at me...... Don't stop ......."

"Xiyan ......" she was actually trembling...... It's that he's too anxious. Knowing that she had experienced such a terrible thing, why didn't you sympathize with her...... She must have been terrified.

Xiyan shook her head desperately, "I know who you are, I'm not afraid...... Really, I—I'm not scared at all......" his teeth chattered, tears streaming down his neck.

He finally pulled his hand out of her legs/between them, trying to put her on a tunic—

"I don't ......," her trembling body pressed against his unsubsided desire without hesitation, "I'm going to give it to you, you don't want to ......," she said, tears falling even harder. "My body is clean, you must not dislike me......"

"You see, you're thinking again, aren't you?" He kissed the ends of her hair, hugged her and hesitated for a moment, then said softly, "Okay, let's try...... If you don't like it, just let me know, okay? ”

Xiyan choked and nodded in his arms, still refusing to show his face.

He held her again and soothed her for a while, until she stopped crying, and then gently stripped off her clothes.

He kissed her tenderly, down the center of his eyebrows, the corners of his eyes, and his lips, all the way down...... Patiently caressing the delicate and fair skin on her body, the thin calluses on her palms seemed to scrape the delicate red, arousing a burst of delicate/gasping and trembling......

He rubbed a little bit and tried it, and his fingers gradually touched the most sensitive places......

Xiyan's body, which had finally relaxed, tensed up again.

"Xi'er...... Don't be afraid......" he tugged at her sensitive, round earlobe, "trust me...... I won't hurt you......" Even though they hadn't been together for a long time, he still remembered all her sensitive points clearly and knew how to make her relax and happy......

Xiyan's body gradually turned into a pool of spring/water, and it also became hot...... From time to time, there is a shallow, seductive muttering in the mouth.

He carefully lifted her waist and slowly pushed in—

"Hmm......" she frowned slightly.

“…… Does it hurt? He held her in his arms, sweat falling from his forehead.

"......Panic," she whispered, hugging his neck tightly, "you wait for me...... Acclimatize for a while......"

“…… Well, don't be afraid......" he replied in a hoarse voice. Holding back his desires, he lowered his head and kissed her on the flap of her pink lips...... It wasn't until I felt her legs around her waist slowly relax that she moved gently again.

After the discomfort and fear, the familiar and wonderful numbness spread through the body...... (To be continued.) )