Chapter 100: The Child
For two days and two nights, Xiyan only felt like he was on a charcoal fire. Huoran? Wen???? w?w?w?.? This time she not only fell into the pool, but also got drenched in the rain, so she was even more sad as if the whole person was torn apart, even in her sleep, she kept crying, crying until the end of the cry was even hoarse, and she couldn't make a sound.
Although Li Xuan was also drenched in the rain for a while, he has been practicing martial arts since he was a child, and his body is better than ordinary people.
"Awake?" On the third day, when she opened her eyes blankly, the first thing she saw was his haggard handsome face.
"I ......" Xiyan realized that his voice was so hoarse that he couldn't make a sound at all.
"Let's drink some water first." He carefully helped her up, and fed her water himself, before he said softly. "Your voice is hoarse, talk less."
She nodded, slowly remembering what had happened before she fell unconscious. "I'm ...... Brother Yun Heng" she seemed to realize something, and "Baylor ......" explained almost silently.
"Needless to say." He interrupted softly, without hesitation, "Don't say anything, I understand......" He smiled faintly, "As long as ...... Hello ...... That's it. ”
She calmed down, her still hot fingertips brushing his brow, "Why are you ......?" she said with difficulty. It seems to have lost weight, and his beard has not been shaved...... People look decadent.
"Ugly?" He asked, taking her hand.
Xiyan nodded and shook her head again. She didn't care what he became......
"I was scared by you." He laughed. "So don't get sick again in the future, and don't scare me anymore, okay?"
"Good......" she smiled bitterly at him. No...... Sick...... ......," she assured sadly.
He reached out and took her in his arms.
Is it bitter? It's bitter.
Are you willing? Unwilling.
Let it go? Reluctant.
Enjoying his warm embrace, Xiyan felt a trace of guilt in her heart. That day, she actually secretly resented him, and had the idea of giving up on him. How could she give up? He was already her only insistence in this world, and without him, wouldn't it be even more meaningless for her to live?
No matter how difficult it is, she ...... Don't want to give up.
The two tacitly never mentioned what happened that day. After he recovered from his illness, there was less smile on Xiyan's face. Although she tried her best to hide it, she would often look out the window alone, and she would think of tears streaming down her face. He didn't ask anything, and calmly accepted the sweet appearance she deliberately showed him. It's just that he can't help but wonder if Xi Yan himself knows that her smile is actually very heartbreaking?
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Since Xiyan "fell ill in the rain", she has not entered the palace for several days, and now that she has recovered, there is no reason not to go.
"I'll pick you up later." Early in the morning, when he was preparing, he suddenly spoke.
Xiyan was stunned for a moment, making sure that he wasn't talking casually, so he asked cautiously, "...... But aren't you busy? ”
"It's not like you don't even have that little effort." He smiled faintly.
Does he know? Xi Yan secretly glanced at him with some weakness.
"What's wrong? Don't you like me to accompany you? He smiled and rubbed her hair, asking deliberately.
"No, it's not," she quickly shook her head, "I'...... Nature is liked...... Loved it so much......"
"That's good." He smiled gently, but didn't see the strange look in her eyes.
He won't give them any more opportunities to meet in private.
How funny! One day, he will wolf bèi to such a field!
There are a lot of women who entered the palace today to ask the Queen Mother for peace, and when Li Xuan came to pick up Xiyan, several Fujin invariably exchanged glances, and looked at Li Xuan with a little tacit smile and scrutiny in their eyes. Xiyan felt even more apprehensive in her heart, so she just stood stiffly to greet him.
Li Xuan himself was very calm, respectfully saluted the Queen Mother, and sat down with Xiyan.
A few little Baylors, little Gege was playing vigorously on the side at this time, and the laughter and playfulness of the children from time to time made the originally slightly solemn atmosphere more lively and playful.
"The mourning family just said that Xiyan's body bones are too weak......" The Queen Mother couldn't help but say to Li Xuan, "Don't take it seriously when you're young, even on weekdays, you should pay more attention to maintenance." ”
The two of them hurriedly responded.
"Besides, why did it rain that day?"
"Back to the Queen Mother," Xiyan replied with lowered eyes. “…… Xiyan originally wanted to enjoy the rain, but she didn't expect the rain to ...... Suddenly there was such a big ......"
"Look at this girl," the Queen Mother couldn't help laughing, "they're all married, and they're still so childish." ”
Sixteen Fujin was chatting with other Fujin, and after listening to the Queen Mother's words, he also smiled and echoed on the side, "Xi Fujin is really interested." As he spoke, he glanced meaningfully at Xiyan.
Xi Yan was so frightened that she unconsciously shrank back, looking at Li Xuan's eyes, but it was as if someone had seen through her heart. His heart hurt fiercely, but he gently shook Xiyan's cold hand and said with a faint smile, "Xi'er has been a little silly since she was a child, which made Sixteen Fujin laugh." "Spoiled, unabashedly.
Sixteen Fujin replied with two sentences, then turned his head and continued to laugh with the other Fujin.
A few Gege, who were frolicking, were tired of playing at this time, and they all ran over to find their own Eniang with their companions, and for a while, they were full of girls' milky and coquettish voices, soft and sweet, Xiyan watched and listened silently, and couldn't help but show a faint smile.
"You're not too young," the Queen Mother saw it in her eyes, turned her head and asked Li Xuan with a smile, "When will you be able to let the mourning family hear your good news?" ”
Li Xuan smiled, and his gaze fell on Xi Yan gently.
Xi Yan's somewhat pale face suddenly rose two blushes, and her eyes were facing each other, she was busy looking away, and only pretended to look at the boys who were still playing in the distance with interest.
A child......
If she has a child, will her mind be on the child and on the ...... On the child's Amma?
His eyes were dark, and he actually calculated it seriously.
Although the imperial doctor said that Xiyan's physique is not easy to conceive, it is not impossible, but he always feels that her body has not fully recovered, and he wants to slow down. Now it seems......
He glanced at Xiyan again, who was watching the children's games intently, and she still had a heartfelt smile on her face that he hadn't seen in days......
Perhaps, too, the time has come......
He couldn't help but laugh self-deprecatingly. When she asked in his arms, "Brother Li Xuan, when I grow up, will I marry you?" How could he have imagined that one day he would need to tie her up with a child......
But even so, he didn't want to let go! (To be continued.) )