Chapter Twenty-Nine: It Looks Like Constipation
When Tian'er hugged Yun Yi's head and let Yun Yi pill on his still immature shoulder, Yun Yi realized that he had burst into tears unconsciously.
Yun Yi no longer suppressed her feelings, outside, even if she cried, she was also suppressed silently, she didn't dare, and she wouldn't let others watch her unscrupulously show her emotions, but, in front of this sensible and warm-hearted child, Yun Yi could no longer suppress and cried.
Tian'er learned how Yun Yi hugged him and patted his back comfortingly when he was uncomfortable, and his little hand gently patted Yun Yi's back, and there were words in his mouth: "Mother is good, mother doesn't cry, it will be fine soon, and it won't be uncomfortable soon." Mother, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay, mother, I'll buy candy for my mother later. ”
Yun Yiben cried sadly, but somehow, Tian'er's sentence "buy candy for my mother to eat" hit her cuteness, and she couldn't hold back, so she cried and laughed.
Tian'er was also confused by Yunyi's behavior. Although he can sensitively find out what happened between his mother and his father, he also knows that no matter what, he will stand by his mother's side.
But he is a child after all, in the face of such Yun Yi, he is always at a loss, looking at Yun Yi who is crying and laughing, Tian'er smirks a few times with a pinched expression, but that expression, looking at it, really looks like he is constipated......
Yun Yi hummed a lullaby softly, her hand gently patted the quilt covered by Tian'er, her expression was so gentle that she could turn into water, as if what was in front of her was the whole of her life, and all her tenderness was gathered here.
Xiao Yiyun stopped all the salutes from entering the room, and when they saw this, they saw such a scene. Xiao Yiyun looked at Yun Yi like this, his mind was slightly in a trance, with such an expression, how long had he not seen it on Yun Yi's face......
Under Xiao Yiyun's hot eyes, Yun Yi looked over as if she was sensitive, and when she saw Xiao Yiyun, the expression on Yun Yi's face changed, although she was still smiling, it was completely different from the feeling she gave people before.
"Something?"
Xiao Yiyun came back to his senses, walked to Yun Yi's place, sat down on the edge of the bed, reached out and stroked Tian'er's sleeping face, and said softly: "Just come and see." ”
After that, the two had nothing to say, the atmosphere was slightly stiff, Yun Yi frowned a little unhappily, and just wanted to open his mouth to give an eviction order, Xiao Yiyun had already opened his mouth.
"It's been a long time since our family of three has been together like this, and I really want to go on like this forever. ”
Yun Yi raised his eyebrows: "That's really sorry, Yun Yi thinks that he is not such a deferential person, if the emperor likes a peaceful and peaceful atmosphere, or the drama of father's filial piety and husband and wife's affection, the emperor should be looking for Concubine Hua, or the queen, instead of coming to this purple palace." ”
Yun Yi didn't wait to see himself, Xiao Yiyun knew very well, what Yun Yi entered the palace for, he also knew better than anyone else. However, even so, Yun Yi's ability to come back is a good thing for Xiao Yiyun, as for other things, let's think about it slowly. Yun Yi has feelings for herself, if he does his best to be good to her, it may not be impossible to resolve the hatred in her heart.
Xiao Yiyun shook his head: "In this harem, only you and Tian'er are the people I care about the most." ”
A mocking smile appeared on Yun Yi's lips: "Oh? Then Yun Yi is really lucky for three lives." ”
said that, but Xiao Yiyun could see the ridicule and distrust in Yun Yi's eyes, but he didn't get angry about it, but looked at Yun Yi seriously, looked straight into Yun Yi's eyes, and went straight to his heart. The eyes that were so sincere that there was no trace of impurities, that true heart, were conveyed to Yun Yi through his eyes without reservation.
The sarcastic smile on the corner of Yun Yi's mouth gradually stiffened, and the truth and purity in Xiao Yiyun's eyes were already unbearable for Yun Yi. It's impossible to say that she doesn't care, but so what? They have no future long before she turns to leave.
Immediately, the smile on Yun Yi's lips did not disappear, but re-hooked the corners of her mouth, and the sarcasm and pity in that smile made Xiao Yiyun's heart skip a beat, and a bad premonition rose in her heart......
"Xiao Yiyun, I once came with a sincere heart, in front of you, I hate to do everything, just to shield you from some wind and rain, so that you are no longer so tired and painful. If I say what I want, I just want to stay by your side, accompany you quietly, have a child with you, boys and girls, and then be a concubine in your harem who lives quietly, and balance the harem for you, that's enough. ”
The sarcasm on Yun Yi's lips became more and more profound, but there was also sadness in her eyes, and that expression was clearly mocking herself.
"But, Xiao Yiyun, should I say that I am too unworthy of your trust, or should I say that you are too jealous and ruthless enough? In fact, I will give you what you want, even if you say that you don't want me to stay and bring trouble to you and Gu Yumei, then I will leave with pain. Whoever leaves can't live, I'll be sad without you, but if it's a tragedy for three people to stay, then I'll choose to help you and leave quietly. ”
"But, you don't believe me, so you'd rather come and calculate me than explain everything to me directly. People, they are all yuang-dominated creatures, and your tenderness has finally brought you everything you want, but it has made me greedy too, and my expectations between you and me have become too heavy. Of course, in the end, it hurt deeply, deeply. ”
"Xiao Yiyun, don't say anything you love me when I'm completely dead, it's meaningless, as early as when you named Gu Yumei as the queen, no, as early as when you calculated me for Gu Yumei, there was no future between you and me. The end of our own world is our best destination. ”
Xiao Yiyun's heart was as painful as a pinprick, Yun Yi's voice was very light and light, she didn't make any noise to the people around her, and her tone of voice was also extremely light, as if what she said was not her inner pain and struggle at all, but just talking about other people's affairs, but in her eyes and lips, it was a distressing arc.
"Yunyi ......"
Yun Yi instantly retracted the expression on her face, as if she had never had mood swings, and said expressionlessly: "Xiao Yiyun, why did I come back, you know very well in your heart, such a clumsy reason, you won't believe it at all." ”
Yun Yi looked at Xiao Yiyun, her eyes were full of perseverance: "Xiao Yiyun, two people who should not have intersected in the future, if they are forced to get together, they can only be exchanged for tragedy in the end." My father is the best proof of this. ”
Xiao Yiyun wanted to refute, but Yun Yi's last words made Xiao Yiyun's body tremble slightly, and he swallowed the rebuttal like that, and he couldn't say it again.
"When I do what I want to do, you can let me and Tian'er go. Of course, I will not deprive you of your rights as a father, and you can ask to see Tian'er at any time. If Tian'er intends to be a generation of emperors in the future, I will also respect his choice. Of course, whether you belong to him or not, that's your business, I only care about teaching the children well, and I won't interfere too much in your path. ”
Xiao Yiyun's lips squirmed, and it took a long time to find his voice, and he said hoarsely: "You really can't stay?"
Yun Yi shook his head: "After the matter is done, I will leave." I only want a truth, a justice. ”
"You're not afraid that I'm going to keep you no matter what, even if it's ......"
Yun Yi stretched out his index finger and pointed it at Xiao Yiyun's lips, shook his head and said, "You won't, you are a sane king, you know what you want, you also know what you do, and what kind of consequences it will bring." There may be times when things get out of hand, but you know that if you leave me alone, it will only complicate things, it won't end well, and it will even go in a completely unpredictable direction. You won't do that kind of stupid thing, because your reason is always higher than your emotion. ”
Yun Yi used the most tender movements and voices, but she was telling the most cruel language. Xiao Yiyun knew that he couldn't keep this calm and wise woman after all, just like six years ago, he failed to keep her, losing her was his fate, and when he couldn't help Gu Yumei's tears and decided to calculate her, he had already set his fate.
Xiao Yiyun closed her eyes, the pain between her eyebrows and eyes was so clear, but even if Yun Yi still felt heartache for this, she could no longer recall her determination to insist on leaving. When the dust settles, it's time for her to leave.
Xiao Yiyun opened his eyes, looked at the face close at hand, and asked with difficulty: "If you don't recover your memory, we ...... Will there be a future?"
Yun Yi withdrew his hand and shook his head: "Xiao Yiyun, being locked in a cage like a canary by you for three years is already my limit, even if I don't have those things, I can't survive anymore." Xiao Yiyun, I just have amnesia, it's not a puppet with no ideas, no expectations, at the mercy of others, just throwing away everything and following you for so long, it's already the limit. ”
Xiao Yiyun lowered his eyes: "It turns out that I will eventually lose it." The muttering voice was full of sadness and helplessness.
Yun Yi pursed her lips and said nothing, just sitting quietly on the edge of the bed with Xiao Yiyun, breathing evenly on the bed and sleeping soundly.
"Okay, I promise you. ”
After Yun Yi felt that they were sitting silently face to face, Xiao Yiyun still hung his head, not knowing what he was thinking, after a long time, Yun Yi felt that the atmosphere was weird, and it was stupid, just wanted to give an eviction order, but Xiao Yiyun took the lead again. Yun Yi was a little unable to come back to his senses, and for a while, he didn't know what Xiao Yiyun was talking about.
"Huh?"
Just after the sound, Yun Yi realized the meaning of Xiao Yiyun's words, and was a little incredulous for a while.
"What do you mean by that?"
Xiao Yiyun looked at Yun Yi, his eyes were not struggling, his eyes were serious and resolute, and he said, "It's what you think." ”
What do I think?!Yun Yi cried silently in her heart.
Without waiting for Yun Yi to finish being depressed, and without waiting for Yun Yi to open his mouth to inquire carefully, Xiao Yiyun took the initiative to explain everything and solve Yun Yi's doubts.
"When you are done with everything, I will let you go as you wish. ”