After Ou Kuangda expressed his suppressed pain, he left quietly, no longer crying, just left silently, staggering away in the street with bright lights but not illuminating the soul, completely blending into the night, disappearing from my sight,

Ou Kuangda left, I took a long breath, for the indelible Yiyi in his heart, and for the memories that I never forgot in my heart,

"Bingbing, Ou Kuangda is so pitiful, he would encounter such a thing,"

Xiaoyan hugged me and sighed, Xiaoyan is also an emotional person, and Ou Kuangda's things will also resonate with her,

"Bingbing, if one day I leave this world like Yiyi in a car accident, will you be as painful and sad as him, sad and crying?"

Xiaoyan then said again, standing beside me and looking up, looking at me very seriously, waiting for my answer, but this time the words made me a little angry,

"Xiaoyan, are you stupid, what do you think about all day long, what is not dead, and don't say in front of others that we are boyfriend and girlfriend, we don't have that kind of relationship, saying this will only make people misunderstand,"

I struggled to break free of Xiaoyan's arm, stared at her and said angrily, without a trace of pity,

"Tom, let's go,"

I pulled Tom and left, not caring about Xiaoyan's expression and expression after being murdered by me, I only knew that only in this way Xiaoyan would not be in pain in the future, and I would not be entangled.

When I took Tom a few steps away, Xiaoyan's rather trembling cry resounded in the empty night, which made my body tremble and almost trip my feet.

"Bingbing, are you afraid that Li Qingshu will misunderstand, right, but will Li Qingshu misunderstand, has such a heart that will misunderstand, is she willing to misunderstand, she won't, definitely not, Bingbing, wake up, don't keep being obsessed, it's just you who hurts in the end, will she care, can you ask again?"

"Bingbing, you are a foolish love, wake up,"

Xiaoyan's words wandered in my ears, making my head dizzy and pale, but I quickly eased up, strengthened my mind, didn't look back, and responded loudly: "Xiaoyan, if I ask you to give up on me and leave my side, will you choose to agree, love is not stupid, everyone understands what they want, whether it is normal love or sick love, it is the love that everyone wants and can touch their hearts, even if my status is humble, Even if my love can't see the future and hope, I want to keep my love, because it's my love, just like your own love,"

I said a lot loudly and from the bottom of my heart, I hope Xiaoyan can give up liking me and find happiness that belongs to her, the person who really belongs to her in her previous life, I understand that I am not, and I am not worthy of it

The cold wind blew the quiet world, lifted the dust of the road crushed by the wheels, shiled the thousands of stars hanging in the sky, and shook my thin and crumbling body, but it could not drive away the sorrow in my heart,

Sometimes I really hate my character, it's really too sentimental, it's just to the extreme, and sometimes I feel heartache and grievance because of a small sad thing, this is me, sentimental me,

Xiaoyan didn't say anything more, maybe I didn't hear the words, maybe it was too low, maybe the cold wind drowned out her words, maybe it was best if I couldn't hear it, she really should think about it, even if I really didn't want to believe that Xiaoyan liked me, but it had become a fact,

I have made it clear to her that long pain is really better than short pain, I hope Xiaoyan can understand,

"Father, does Aunt Xiaoyan like you, father, don't you want mom anymore, don't like mom anymore,"

Just when I was eroded by the two hateful things of sentimentality and sentimentality, Tom, who had been holding my hand and was very silent and obedient, suddenly asked me, Tom's words showed the seriousness that children should not have, and it was full of so-called questions,

Mom, hehe, you mom don't want you and me a long time ago, I don't have the qualifications and I don't have the opportunity to don't want the so-called mom,

Hearing Tom's inquiry, I was just secretly indignant in my heart, sighing, and didn't want to tell the truth to make Tom sad, after all, Tom is urging me to find Mary every day, when a person has hope in his heart, he will not despair, I hope Tom hopes like this every day, maybe one day that ruthless woman will come back to see poor him,

"Do little kids know what it means to like, don't ask about things that adults shouldn't ask, let's go, go home, I'm tired of you"

My mind and body are tired, and my heart is tired

I was discharged from the hospital, and naturally I had to go to work, for more than a week, who knows what kind of small actions Meng Balding and Liang Hao, the two bastards, made in the company when I was not there.

However, when I came to the company, everyone was working hard and seriously, but I always liked to pay attention to the details of the virgin 'girl', understanding that the so-called calm is just a prelude to the coming of the big waves, and after I came to the company, I found that Wang Xue had left, I thought it must be Meng Balding and Liang Hao who took it away and vented their anger on Wang Xue.

What makes me puzzled again is that after coming to the company, I was called to the company by the general manager to criticize the company indiscriminately, I don't know what the reason is, anyway, I was taught a lesson if I was ignorant.

My story has spread all over the company, since I came to the company, some employees are shushing and asking if I am good, saying that I am awesome, what a man, I am tired of listening to the flattery of men and men.

I know very well why they are like this, the people who can stay in the workplace, who are not listening to all directions, looking at the six ways, they must have noticed that the general manager is very important to me, I have the opportunity to be promoted, and their future may not be in my hands in the future.

It's the first time I've felt about such a thing, when everyone is good to me, I feel that this world is not for me, the world I imagine is not like this, such a world is either cheating or slapping horses every day, the people who survive in this world have sunk, in addition to money is power, I have an idealized heart but lost to the real world, defeated in a mess, and have no power to fight back,

Gradually, I also became a real person, sinking here, but still retaining an idealized and beautiful heart, I seemed to be between dawn and darkness, sometimes in, sometimes out, standing in the middle of the world to stay and linger, and because she appeared in my world, I wanted to step into the darkness more and more, not for anything else, just to be able to stand tall in front of her,——

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