580 Slave's Rebel Bones
She doesn't have a deep friendship with Miss Feng, and she doesn't have any contact with Miss Feng's companions, and even, fundamentally speaking, she Miss Feng is an opposite, even if she kills Miss Feng, a "spy" of the enemy country, it is completely legitimate and legitimate. [Ran^Text^Library] []
If betraying these people can make her easily get a qiē, can she really keep the so-called "morality"?
She can't guarantee it.
She thinks she is not a bad person or a wicked person, but she is definitely not a good person, a slave like her, if she is a good person and a good person, she will definitely live a very miserable life, not to mention that she has no chance to be chosen as a cronie by her master, even if she is a subordinate, she can bully her and play with her casually.
She knows what kind of person she is, and Miss Feng knows it too.
"I think you get the idea." Feng Jinghua said lightly and turned around, "Then, never again." ”
"Miss Feng, please wait a little longer." Hu Er slowly stood up and said in a pleading voice, "I have something I want to tell you, and after you finish listening, it's not too late to leave." ”
Feng Jinghua really wanted to leave, but Hu Er's voice was so earnest, like a last word.
Thinking that this girl was fighting hard for her fate, so similar to herself, her heart softened, she relaxed her steps, did not turn around, carried her beard, and said lightly: "Say." ”
"My mother is from Shangguo." Hu Er's voice was low, revealing the good memories of the past and the sadness of the passing of beautiful dreams, "She said that she was born in Jiangnan, grew up in Jiangnan, Jiangnan is very beautiful, it is the most beautiful and rich place in the world she knows, she loves Jiangnan, and she dreams of Jiangnan every day." However, when she was fifteen years old, there was a flood in Jiangnan, her parents died, and she was sold to Yaojing by human traffickers......"
At this time, the fire in Feng Jinghua's hand burned out and went out.
Hu Er's voice was also like a loss of light and vitality, ethereal and sad: "She has suffered a lot, suffered a lot of sins, and tried to kill herself several times, but she met my father. My father loved her very much, was very nice to her, and she fell in love with my father later. My father bought her and married her, and the two of them were very affectionate......"
"At that time, my father's family was not bad, he did a small business, he had no worries about food and clothing, my mother was doing well, and I was also very pampered and lived well after I was born. At that time, I was very happy, and I thought I would be so happy for the rest of my life. But then ......"
"Later, my father became ill, very sick, and the family business could not take care of it, and he spent a lot of money on treatment, and our family slowly became poor. The father said that his illness could not be cured, and asked his mother not to spend money, but the mother insisted on treating his father, and after spending all the family's savings, she sold her property, and after the family property was sold, she borrowed it everywhere, and finally, finally, ......"
Her voice was slightly choked: "In the end, my father died, and the family was in debt, and many creditors came to the door. My mother and I were born beautifully, and many creditors wanted to take us, but my mother didn't do it and fled with me. On the way to escape, my mother also fell ill and died. So I had to sell myself to bury my mother......"
"At this time, Yiyanglan passed by and saw that I could read and write, and I looked good, so he paid for me. In this way, I became a house slave of the Yi family, because I was very good, and I was later selected as the maid of Yi Yanglan......"
"I won't talk about these bad memories." Hu Er said in a low voice, "What I want to say is that my mother often tells me how good Jiangnan is, and how much she misses and loves Jiangnan. I asked her why she didn't go back to Jiangnan, and she said that Jiangnan was too far away, and she loved her father and me too much, and she didn't want us to leave our hometown, nor did she want us to endure the hardships of thousands of mountains and rivers, ups and downs......"
"She said that I look like a Jiangnan woman, and she hopes that when I grow up, I can go to Jiangnan to see, to see her hometown, and if I like it, I will marry there. There are scholars there, there are humble gentlemen, and even the peddlers and pawns are gentlemen, and such men are more suitable for me......"
"After my parents died, I was helpless, sold into slavery, and I didn't have any freedom, but I still had a Jiangnan dream in my heart. I would love to go back, but I know I probably won't have the opportunity to do so in my life......"
"Before I met you, I was worse than dead, and I even wanted to destroy myself, but after meeting you, I saw hope - the hope of returning to Jiangnan. If I can return to Jiangnan, I will no longer be a slave, I will be able to get the minimum freedom, and I will be able to live an upright life......"
"If I can live upright, then death is not such a terrible thing......"
"You said that I could sell you to get a qiē, I also thought about it, and I was moved, really, but what I really want is to go back to Jiangnan, return to my mother's hometown, and live in dignity, which is better than being a slave who has everything here......"
"In order to realize this ideal, I can endure any hardship, I am not afraid of any danger, even if I am disabled and die in the process of pursuing this ideal, I will admit ......"
"Miss Feng, you must have seen the slave symbol on my left shoulder, but ......" Hu Er's voice slowly became hard and indifferent, "You must not know what Yiliang and Yiyanglan have done to me......"
She trembled slightly, and told Feng Jinghua that she had offended Yi Yanglan in Yi Yanglan's marriage and caused the ** disaster.
Feng Jinghua was silent.
She knew that this was a very tragic and painful thing for Hu Er, and she was a little sympathetic to Hu Er, but it was nothing more, far from empathy or righteous indignation.
She is a person who has seen too many life and death, bloody and bloody, and her heart has been sharpened to the point that she is invulnerable to fire and water, and it is impossible to be moved and emotional for a person who does not have too deep friendships.
"So, I hate Yiyanglan so much, I hate the Yi family so much, and I hate the crown princess so much." Hu Er gritted her teeth, but she didn't seem too excited, "If I don't have a chance in my life, forget it, once I have the opportunity, I will definitely take this breath for myself." ”
"So I found you and made a deal with you to escape together."
"After this plan failed, I also did a lot of things to get revenge on Yiyanglan......
"I secretly revealed the matter of the Yi family's secret hiding of the witch doctor, the secret development of Gu, and the fact that the masked man of the Yiyang Lan faction broke into the palace with Gu poison and made trouble, etc., and so on, and secretly revealed it to the people of the Hayabusa King......
The notes that Ba Dao received were her masterpieces.
"On the day you got married, Yiyanglan sent me into the palace and asked me to tell Yiliang your true identity, I didn't go, I came back after wandering outside for a day, but I lied to her and said that I had notified Yiliang, so that she was looking forward to ......it in vain."
"I also plan to frame Yi Yang Lan, so I secretly handed you a note, hoping that you can be deliberately poisoned on the night of marriage, first, to avoid marriage, and second, to make the prince suspect Yi Yang Lan......"
On the night when Yujin and the Falcon King competed in archery, she really secretly handed Feng Jinghua a note, saying that this was the matter.
Feng Jinghua laughed after reading the note, because she was really poisoned, and she also planned to poison herself to death before she got married, which actually coincided with Hu Er's plan.
But at that time, she didn't have the heart to frame Yi Yanglan, whether to frame Yi Yanglan or not was someone else's business, she didn't bother to pay attention to it.
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