In the past six months, I have lived a very fulfilling life, and what I have to do every day is to train my reaction ability, strengthen my understanding of this society, be familiar with all kinds of interpersonal relationships, and learn to deal with various complex affairs. In the past six months, it seems to have been very smooth on the surface. But deep down, I always feel that because of this amnesia, I forgot the most important thing in my life, maybe it was the memory of my family, maybe it was my lover.

I once asked Aunt Yuan if she had a girlfriend before I lost my memory, and she shook her head and said, "I don't know, you are very protective of your private life, and you never mention a word in the company, I really don't understand." ”

I was a little disappointed and asked her if I had any old classmates or friends who could give me some memories, and she shook her head and said, "I haven't heard you talk about it." ”

At first, I thought that a qiē was normal. But as I became more involved in social activities, the more I felt that my life was incomplete.

I have a past, but I don't have many friends; The people in the company treat me with respect, but they don't mention a word of the past in front of me, and occasionally mention it with a flickering and ominous appearance; My family died cleanly, without parents and brothers, as if I had jumped out of a rock......

At first, I thought these things were normal, but after I really integrated into society and found my way of thinking, I suddenly felt that these contents were full of loopholes.

Suddenly, I began to doubt my past.

But no matter how much I inquired, the same information I heard, there was nothing to doubt.

Since I came to work in the company, the assistant is a beautiful Chinese girl, English name is Annie, beautiful and clean, 1.7 meters tall, slender and eyebrows, especially love to laugh, and when you smile, it makes people feel that the sky is clear.

She is very capable, and she arranges my itinerary every day very well, and the things she explains can basically be completed in advance. As time went on, I trusted her more and more.

After our last project in the U.S. was completed, the whole project team found a Chinese-owned restaurant to celebrate, and everyone drank a lot of wine in the private room, and then the conversation was a little uncertain.

Because Anne has a lot of expressions, I deliberately praised her a few more words, and she was so tired that she was poured a lot of wine by her Chinese colleagues, and she went to the bathroom to vomit a few times in the middle.

After the party, everyone found a colleague who was on the way and called a car to leave, I happened to be on the same road as Anne, and I couldn't worry about her, and said that I would give her a ride.

I don't know when I drank and didn't drive, I really didn't know when I developed this habit, and I always vaguely felt that this habit had something to do with a certain woman.

Anne lives in an apartment, the room is clean and warm, about fifty or sixty square meters, the sofa is rustic, the window screen is white, and there is a floor lamp in the corner of the house.

When I saw the qiē arrangement of her room, my heart suddenly moved, and I suddenly asked, "Have I ever been to your house?" ”

She seemed to be stopped by my question, and after thinking about it, she shook her head and said no.

However, the layout of her room made me feel too familiar, as if I had lived here, I didn't believe her words, so I simply sat down on her sofa, found a cup of iced coffee from the refrigerator, took a big sip to suppress the taste of wine in my mouth and asked: "How long have you been my assistant, it seems to have been a long time since I heard Yuan Dong say." ”

Her eyes were a little flustered and she said, "It's been almost two years." ”

"You're lying." I stared into her eyes and said, "I don't remember the number of years I worked in this company, I checked the personnel case, and you came to the company after I was discharged from the hospital, but the entry form was manipulated." ”

She blushed, looked down and thought for a while, saying, "I think it's time to tell you the truth." ”

As soon as I heard her excitement, I subconsciously sat up straight: "You say." ”

I think she can say what I want to hear.

"Mr. Cheng, I'm sorry, there are some things hidden from you just to get this high-paying job. I came to the company when you were discharged from the hospital, and the interviewer said to me at that time, let me deliberately pretend to have known you for a long time, and give me some information, so that I could not look at me, my eyes were shining, "Although I don't know what you have experienced before, I can also see that Director Yuan cares about you very much, and she should not harm you." ”

This news was both expected and unexpected to me.

I had thought that the qiē in front of me was artificial, but I couldn't find any malice from Aunt Yuan.

After listening to Anne's words, my heart was in turmoil.

She sat across from me for a while, as if she had sobered up a little, and then said to me, "I'm sorry, if you think I can't forgive you for lying to you, I'll go to the company tomorrow and ask for my resignation." ”

"No, you just pretend nothing happened." I resisted the discomfort and shock in my heart and said to her.

As she saw me off, she stood in the doorway and said, "By the way, from their words, I seem to have heard that you have a fiancée, as if your car accident was also because of that woman." ”

I was about to walk out and get pinned to the ground when I looked back at her in disbelief and asked, "How is that possible?" ”

"I don't know the specifics, but since I've already said it in front of you, I'm not going to hide it. That's all I know. Anne's eyes were clean.

Even though I've only been working with her for a few months, I believe in her as a person.

"Thank you, this matter will be kept secret for me first, you can go to work as usual tomorrow, I will go back to China after a while, and it is estimated that you will not have to follow the past then, and you will develop better in the headquarters." I pretended to be calm and said to her.

For some reason, I think everything she says is true.

Vaguely, I felt as if I had a fiancée.

Because I was preparing to go back to China, I obviously didn't have enough time, and I was still thinking about Anne's words, so I thought I needed to talk to Aunt Yuan as much as possible.

When submitting the feasibility report of the project that day, I asked the unprepared Yuan Dong what I had thought about a long time ago: "Aunt Yuan, I heard that I had a fiancée, and even heard that my car accident was because of her, can you tell me the truth?" ”

She obviously didn't expect that I would ask this question so directly after we had finished talking about work, and people were visibly stunned.

Looking at her reaction, I thought to myself that she must know the truth. So he cleared his throat and continued to ask, "Whether she is good or bad, and whatever happened between us, I think I should have the right to know." ”

Her face was cloudy for a long time before she sighed and said, "What have you heard, say it and I'll help you add it." ”

Her calmness aroused my suspicions, and I thought for a moment and said, "I don't know much, I want to hear what you have to say first, and see which ones are true and which ones are rumors." ”

The way I spoke obviously made her panic for a moment, but she quickly calmed down, looked at me and smiled and said, "Cheng Xin, you don't trust me now?" ”

"How is it possible, the first person I saw when I woke up was you, how could I not believe you?" I asked rhetorically.

That being said, both of us understand that it's just talking. It's because the first person I saw was her, so she was also the one who was most likely to lie to me. It's just that now I don't know the motive and purpose of her deception to me, maybe she really just wants it for my good.

"How to say it, I am not familiar with your fiancée, but I know that you are not suitable, whether it is status, status, income, or family background and education level, you are not suitable. You seem to be very good to her, but she seems to have another man behind your back, and you have an accident in your car in a fit of anger. Aunt Yuan said simply, "That's all I know, after you wake up, I don't want you to continue your old life, so I deliberately didn't say this." ”

Her words sound true, but when you think about it, they are all loopholes.

"Aunt Yuan, I know that you have always taken good care of me because of your relationship with my mother, but I still want to know what you are hiding from me." I say.

My calmness was beyond her expectations, and it seemed that step by step she was pushing her to the point where she had to tell the truth.

I looked at her somewhat cramped expression, and I thought I had won. Later, much later, I learned that what Anne said was also her layout, and she gave me a fake set of information to make me believe that she had lied to me, but I thought it was true.

Ginger is still old and spicy. I didn't understand this until much later.

"Thank you for saying so nicely, if you want to know about your fiancée, I'll help you inquire about it, and even arrange for you to meet with her." Aunt Yuan finally sighed, "I have said everything I can say, but there is not much I can do, after all, I am not your mother, and I have no right to interfere in your private life too much." ”

"Thank you, Aunt Yuan, how long will I be able to see her?" I asked.

"Before you go home." She thought for a moment and said.

I did meet my so-called fiancée before I returned home, she was a very beautiful woman, and she came with a man who was handsome and taller than me, and drove a limited edition sports car.

A pretty woman deserves a qiē she gets it all.

I sat by the window, watched her get out of the car, and then said a few gentle words to the man, before turning around and walking into the café we had agreed on.

Aunt Yuan briefly introduced to me: "This is your fiancée Du Weiwei. ”

After speaking, she turned to the girl who walked in and said, "He forgot a qiē after the car accident, and now he is retrieving his memory, if you still remember a little old thing, just talk to him." After speaking, she specially advised, "Please don't deliberately stimulate her." ”

"If I hadn't missed my old feelings, I wouldn't be here today." Du smiled at Aunt Yuan and sat down across from me.

Before I came, I was looking forward to this fiancée, but after we met, I didn't feel at all, not even familiar.

If it weren't for her hurting me so badly, we didn't have a relationship at all.

Because of my own amnesia, I deliberately read a lot of related books, and I knew that if I wanted to get back my original memory, I needed to use old love to stimulate it. And in all cases, when I met my former lover, I would feel heartbeat or palpitations.

However, I don't have any of these, after seeing Du Weiwei, my first judgment is that this girl is too beautiful and superficial, not the type I like.