Chapter 304: I've worked hard, and I'm not ashamed at all
"Stand up for me! Hold your posture and don't move! ”
"Balance! Balance knows! ”
"No hippie smiles! Don't grin your teeth! Keep smiling! ”
"If you still can't come and go freely today, you are not allowed to eat!"
In the house next to the drunken immortal building, a row of wooden stakes were nailed to the courtyard. The wooden stake starts from the gate of the courtyard, and has been spread all over the yard in a circle, leaving a gap between each stake that is thick for a person, the stake is very thin, nailed to the ground and deliberately made loose, so people standing on the stake, there will be a feeling that they will fall down at any time.
At this time, on the stake, a person was standing on one foot, the other foot was raised in the air, his hands were clasped to his chest, and he looked like he might fall down at any time.
His expression was full of grief and indignation, and he looked at someone standing in the courtyard as if he was about to eat someone.
"Look at what! Stand firm for me! The man standing in the courtyard was not in the least frightened by the gaze of the man on the stake, but looked impatient, and raised his eyebrows and shouted.
The person on the stake was shouted a spirit, and finally had to withdraw his cannibalistic gaze, and continued to be tortured inhumanely, with unspeakable words and suffering.
"Miss, it's not too early, it's time for lunch." Xie Yu was busy in the kitchen, and he didn't even take off his apron, so he came to Fang Xiaoyu's side and said.
"Let's have dinner under this porch. You and Sizhu and I have a meal together, and set up three pairs of bowls and chopsticks. Fang Xiaoyu thought for a while and said.
"Yes, miss, slave and maid will go." Xie Yu glanced sympathetically at the man on the stake. Then he immediately trotted to serve the meal.
There is no one living here on weekdays, and what the young lady is doing at this time doesn't want outsiders to know, so she only brought her and Sizhu two maids. It's the ink marks, and they were all sent by the young lady to play with the leafhoppers.
It didn't take long for Xie Yu to put the meals on the table one by one, and Fang Xiaoyu sat at the dining table, facing the wooden stake in the yard, and the people on the stake, with a gentle smile.
Xie Yu and Sizhu sat on either side. Just wait for Fang Xiaoyu to speak, and they will be able to eat.
Shi Situ, who was standing on the wooden stake, immediately breathed a sigh of relief as soon as he saw the words of the meal. Jumping to the ground, his eyes lit up when he saw the food.
"I'm starving, I can finally eat." Shi Situ strode to the table. sat across from Fang Xiaoyu. just saw that there were no dishes and chopsticks in front of him, so he looked at Xie Yu with a puzzled face.
Xie Yu looked away quietly, pretending not to see the hope in his eyes. And Sizhu only cares about eating for herself, so she doesn't care if Shi Situ is hungry.
"Where's my chopsticks?" Shi Situ looked at Fang Xiaoyu with an innocent face, trying to impress Fang Xiaoyu with his pure gaze like a deer.
Who knew that Fang Xiaoyu was indifferent, just picked up his own dishes and chopsticks, sandwiched some food into his bowl, and then looked at Shi Situ with a disgusted face. He said in a deep voice: "I can't even stand on a wooden stake, and I still want to eat?" Get me back to standing! When to stand firm. When to eat, if you still can't meet my requirements today, then you will be hungry all the time, and you will not even eat tomorrow's meal. ”
"What? Not allowed to eat? Shi Situ immediately exploded, pointed at Fang Xiaoyu's nose and said angrily: "You are still unreasonable!" I've just arrived today, so how can such a difficult thing be so easy to do? People are iron and rice are steel, and if you don't eat a meal, you will be hungry and panic. If you don't have enough to eat, how can you have the strength to do the things you said! ”
As soon as Shi Situ's words fell, he felt a pain on the back of his hand, and when he looked down, it was Sizhu who knocked the back of his hand with chopsticks, so he said angrily: "What are you doing!" ”
Sizhu had a cold look on his face, and said with a cold light in his eyes: "Be polite to Miss." If there is a next time, I will chop off your claws! ”
"You!" Shi Situ was sad and angry in his heart, but he was bitter because of the coercion of Sizhu.
Although he had heard Fang Xiaoyu's name early on, he didn't really take it to heart. What's more, he only cares about dancing and doesn't care about anything else at all.
If it weren't for Fang Xiaoyu's proposal to his father to restrain him that day, there might not be any intersection between them.
Of course he is against it, he is a big man, and he has done nothing wrong, why should Fang laugh at a doll two or three years older than him to teach?
But the words that Fang Xiaoyu attached to his ear made him completely silent, and he couldn't say a word. She said, "Don't you want to dance? ”
Just one sentence, but he was a little moved.
If Fang Xiaoyu can make his father accept his preference for dancing, then it is not impossible for grievances to be controlled by Fang Xiaoyu.
It can be said that in Shi Situ's heart, he has been given up for his dreams. Unexpectedly, I thought that Fang Xiaoyu was doing this just to retaliate against his accusations, but he didn't want to, on the first day he arrived at the Drunken Immortal Tower, Fang Xiaoyu only asked him what he thought about dancing, and then ordered him to run around the courtyard for fifty laps.
Although this house seems to be a private house, it is not small at all. The whole yard was very spacious, and he ran around it fifty times, and he almost didn't tire him out into a dead dog.
On the second day, Fang Xiaoyu did not arrive in person, but sent a maid named Sizhu to watch him, and drew many strange circles on the ground of the courtyard, and in each small circle was placed a stone the size of a circle. The bamboo kept looking at him, asking him to move back and forth in these circles quickly, and asked his steps not to guess the line of the circle, let alone step on the outside of the circle.
At first, he just walked in a straight circle, as long as he could pass quickly, although it would take a little time, but at the end of the day, he was used to it.
On the third day, Fang Xiaoyu still hadn't arrived. However, he knew that there was going to be a funeral in King An's mansion today, so he didn't think much about it. It's still this silk bamboo, and what you have to do is still walking in a circle.
This time, however, the position of the circles has changed, and in each circle there are numbers thanking them with paint. The circles are also staggered with each other, and some numbers are also shuffled.
Sitake will casually say a number, and he must use the fastest reaction to step on the number in the circle, and he also needs to avoid stepping on small stones. He couldn't go out of bounds, God knows how many times he fell before he could keep up with the rhythm of Sizhu.
I went back yesterday. He felt like his whole body was falling apart, and it hurt everywhere and felt uncomfortable everywhere. Especially the buttocks were about to be broken in half, and just by the stones, there was a large bruise on the legs.
Today is the fourth day, Fang Xiaoyu came, so he brought a new trick to torture people. The yard was nailed to these rickety stakes, each of which was very thin. It can only accommodate one toe on top of the head.
In addition, the stake is shaking, and one stands up. If you don't grasp it well, you will fall.
However, the courtyard is densely packed with wooden stakes, and if you fall, you will definitely fall on top of another wooden stake. It hurts to think about it.
And the ground under the stakes was paved with more dense stones. It's a deadly rhythm.
The partial smile also hit him hard. Every time he shakes involuntarily, he will not be scolded for being scolded. The self-esteem of the big man was completely damaged under these abuses.
I finally managed to stay up until noon, and I could finally eat. But Fang Xiaoyu This woman didn't even prepare his dishes and chopsticks, obviously not letting him eat. So he immediately blew up.
It's a pity that this hair didn't succeed in exploding, and it was destroyed by Sizhu's chopsticks. He suddenly remembered that in those two days, every time he felt that what he had done was useless and he lost his temper. This Sizhu is a look of 'I'll chop you if I say one more word', even if he is not convinced. In the end, I really realized what it means to be cleaned up ********.
Therefore, at this time, seeing Sizhu looking at him with such a murderous gaze, the fear in his heart surged for no reason, and the anger just now had long been blown into which horn.
"Don't make such a grievance! You should know how difficult the path you have chosen is. How many thorns and obstacles are covered on the road, if you don't even have such an awareness, give me the heart to dance before you die early! Seeing the indignation on Shi Situ's face, Fang Xiaoyu put down the dishes and chopsticks, and said indifferently: "Do you think I'm being strict with you?" Feel that you are being disciplined by a woman who is only three years older than you, and your dignity has been trampled on? ”
"Innocent!" Fang Xiaoyu suddenly shouted and said, "Everything you do today is so that you can do what you want to do tomorrow with peace of mind." If you want to fulfill your ideal and not make any sacrifices, such a good thing, you think it is beautiful! I don't want to say superfluous words, and I don't bother to say them. Now get me back to the stake! I will only give you three days, and after three days, if you still can't come and go freely in this pile, then you can go back to your general's mansion for me, and listen to General Shi's arrangement in the future to be a good boy. If you are unwilling, even if you are tired to death and fall to death, you will complete the task for me! ”
"I don't even have the consciousness of not eating and starving when I don't do a good thing, what kind of dance do you dance! Get the hell out of here! Fang Xiaoyu slapped the table, and the frightened Shi Situ shrank his neck.
Although his heart was full of unconvinced, but thinking that he couldn't let Fang Xiaoyu look down on himself like such a female doll, Shi Situ gritted his teeth, snorted heavily, and finally walked back to the courtyard, climbed the stake, walked step by step and shook one step, but he couldn't stand firm anymore.
Fang Xiaoyu nodded with satisfaction, picked up the dishes and chopsticks again and started to eat.
"Miss, is it really useful to do these things?" Xie Yu didn't quite understand what the meaning of Miss Shi Gongzi asking Shi Gongzi to do such a thing.
Although it is indeed a bit shocking that Shi Gongzi likes to dance as a big man, she doesn't understand what these things made by Miss have anything to do with Shi Gongzi's love of dancing.
"You seem to be wasting your time now, but when he can really complete all the requirements as I said, you will be able to see what the real Phoenix Nirvana is, what is the real rebirth." Fang Xiao's language was full of confidence.
"Miss, General Shi handed over Shi Gongzi to you, but it was to dispel Shi Gongzi's idea of dancing. But you did the opposite, and if the general knew, he would have complained that the young lady had lied to him. Xie Yu was worried. That's General Shi after all. General Shi holds the same military power as the general in his hands, and if he is offended, it is not beautiful.
Fang Xiaoyu didn't think so, and said with a smile: "At his age, it's time to rebel." The more strictly the elders disciplined, the more he couldn't listen, and the more he had to work against the elders. And I like this thing, and I can't help myself. Didn't he know that dancing would make him ridiculed and criticized by the world? Doesn't he know what kind of pressure his choice will bring to his family? But he likes it, he can't control it himself, and the more he suppresses such emotions, the more crazy the desire grows. ”
Fang Xiaoyu smiled and pointed to Shi Situ, who was swaying from side to side on the stake as if he was about to fall, and said, "It's better to be sparse." If he likes it, tell him to do it. If you can't stop him, you might as well think about how you can change the world's perception of dancers. Everything he asked him to try on his own, whether he succeeded or failed in the future, it was his own choice, at least he would not regret what he had not tried. ”
"But if it fails...... Interpreters listen to half-understood.
"He deserved it. Who told him to have such an astonishing ideal? Who told him to be born in such a strict era? Who told him that he had to be the son of General Shi and not the son of a worldly master hiding in seclusion in the mountains and old forests? Fang Xiaoyu's words seemed ruthless, but every word was heartfelt.
People sometimes can't choose their own origin, so there are some things that can't be done because of the rules, whether you resist or not, the outcome may be completely different, or it may be the same way, but in the end, this is also your life.
It's like a woman who may not know what her husband looks like or what his character is before she gets married. For example, if she was born in the era when she began to exist, Shi Situ may not have to worry about the eyes of the world, he can do what he wants with confidence, and he may even be famous all over the world, not in such an era, a small ideal is like a luxury, and it is not at all self-sufficient.
It's all fate. Whether you resist or not, how many results there are can be called fate.
"He's working hard for his own ideals at the moment, so there's no shame in failing that. Compared with those who can only talk about it, but always give up lightly because of such and such excuses, he Shi Situ has at least fought for his fate, and he is not ashamed at all. Fang Xiaoyu didn't hate Shi Situ, although she hadn't hit him much in the past two days.
Shi Situ heard Fang Xiaoyu's words, after all, he is still the son of a general, and he is not without any force, although his kung fu is mediocre and often makes people laugh at the tiger charm dog, but he still has the ability to defend himself.
And Fang Xiaoyu didn't deliberately lower her voice, so her every word clearly fell into Shi Situ's ears.
Fang Xiaoyu's words were like a pool of extremely clear water, washing away all the grievances and unwillingness in his heart.
The father's scolding, the mother's sighing, the accusations of the older brothers and sisters, and the ridicule of outsiders......
He is just a teenager, he just has his own preferences, but he wants to be denied by the whole world, such helplessness and despair, he will never know what it feels like if he has not experienced it himself.
The reason why he was still here listening to Fang Xiaoyu's words and doing these seemingly meaningless things was because at least Fang Xiaoyu hadn't told her how lowly and shameful a big man was to dance. Although he didn't know what Fang Xiaoyu asked him to do meant to dancing, this non-denial made him feel relieved.
And today, when he heard Fang Xiaoyu's words, he suddenly felt confident in his heart and had infinite courage.
Maybe one day, he will still not be able to do what he loves, and he will not be able to change the world's attitude towards him. But at least he tried to try, and not give up because of the difficulties. Therefore, even if one day he will still be wiped out by everyone and do those extremely boring things, he will have no regrets when he thinks of today's struggle for his ideals!
Shi Situ suddenly felt that his heart was much brighter. He glanced at Fang Xiaoyu secretly, then smiled rarely, and then began to fight against the shaking wooden stakes again. (To be continued.) )