Chapter 67: Even if the first half of life is like a joke
Fang Xiaoyu was helped into the room, lying on the bed weakly, her face was full of blood, and she looked pale as a ghost.
The imperial doctor has come to see and confirmed that she is indeed seriously injured, and it will take at least half a month to recover, which still needs to be eaten and drunk with various supplements to achieve the effect.
After the emperor returned to the palace, he first had a detailed discussion with Master Xuyun, and no one knew what he had talked about. I only know that after Master Xuyun left the palace, the emperor regarded this snow as a flood beast as if he was facing a great enemy, and the decrees were all to deal with this heavy snow, which might last for about a month and a half, and to prevent what kind of damage this snow would bring to his people.
Fang Jianzhang looked at this daughter who had grown up to the point that he had to be impressed. He waved away the maid, fed Fang Xiaoyu medicine with his own hands, and said helplessly: "Why are you so cruel to yourself, just pretend." ”
Fang Xiaoyu's lips were slightly dry, but he still smiled: "That's the emperor, how can you fool around at will." What we have done can be regarded as a bully in another sense, if it is exposed, the general's mansion will face a catastrophe, but it is just to let myself suffer some injuries, I don't have to drink these bitter medicines, I will heal my injuries by myself, and I will be healed in a few days. ”
Fang Jianzhang knew that what his daughter said was true, although he was seriously injured now, but the set of exercises that his daughter practiced was even greedy for him, but it was a pity that the exercises were only practiced by women, and they were yin and soft, so he died of this thought.
"What's the matter, your dad and I don't play badly, right?" Fang Jianzhang laughed, so far in his life, he has never done such a bold thing as fooling the emperor.
"Daddy, why do you have to endure saying such undesirable things? Your heart should be uncomfortable now, why do you need to pretend to be open-minded in your daughter's place? Fang Xiaoyu's soft little hand covered the big hand above Jian Zhang, which was calloused and a little rough, and his eyes were full of worry.
Fang Jianzhang smiled, looking at his empathetic daughter with a sad expression, feeling that his life was really a mess.
"Does Xiaoyu think Dad is stupid? The life-saving benefactor who has been pretending to be in his heart for many years, and the life-saving benefactor who would rather lose Yuhan and bear his children than die to repay him, will be the culprit who caused his father's sorrow. Over the years, I have regarded him as a re-creation of my parents, and for this reason, I married a woman I didn't love, and handed over a piece of the general's mansion to her to take care of, in order to live up to the prime minister's kindness, I didn't care about you and Haozhi and Mu Yi, and even in the army, I never had any defense against him. But it turned out that my father's heart of gratitude was all fed to the dogs! ”
Fang Jianzhang's face was like ashes. It's like a person who takes a goal as his lifelong goal, but in the end, once this goal is lost, he will become at a loss, just like losing the meaning of life.
Fang Jianzhang was in a mess now, even the fear of deceiving the emperor couldn't suppress the emptiness that overflowed from his bones. That feeling is like the whole heart has been dug out of a hole by something, and I want to fill it, but there is always a leaky wind, and the swishing makes people's hearts cold.
Fang Xiaoyu did not answer. She didn't know how to comfort her. The great truths of a qiē seem to have become hollow and pale.
People who haven't experienced it themselves may say that no matter how much they say, it's just cool words.
Fang Jianzhang looked at his daughter's worried expression, and also restrained his mind, making himself look less haggard and decadent.
In fact, he already knew about it. After hearing such a truth from Xiaoyu's mouth at first, he lost his temper with Xiaoyu, scolding and accusing Xiaoyu of being ungrateful, and slandering the prime minister like this.
However, Xiaoyu just looked at him indifferently, but it made his heart empty.
It's obviously not his fault, it's obvious that he was deceived, and it was he who was hurt the most at that time, but he just had a weak heart.
Weak for his so-called life-saving benefactor.
It turns out that in his heart, he has already begun to doubt, right? From that time in the Songzhu Courtyard, the conversation between Xiaoyu and Mei Suxi, he had already begun to doubt.
At that time, Mei Suxi's expression was too weak, which made him instinctively feel that something was wrong.
He had to accept the fact that he was borne. But after such a long buffer, he still felt like a nightmare.
He wanted to wake up quickly.
"Daddy go back and rest, my daughter doesn't need to worry about daddy here. Maybe things were too sudden and hit Daddy, but it was much better than Daddy being kept in the dark and losing the entire General's Mansion. Daddy, don't blame my daughter for being ruthless, it's just that in this life, I will never allow anyone to use Daddy as a gunman anymore, let alone anyone to harm Haozhi's safety. Similarly, the daughter doesn't want to be burned to death in the Second Prince's Mansion again, so Daddy, even if the first half of her life is like a joke, she will be happy in the second half of her life. What's more, you also have to think about the benefits, the prime minister did deceive his father, causing his father to leave Beiyan and fight on the battlefield with scars. But it's not without its benefits. At least my father became a mighty general, commanding an invincible army of 500,000, and because of this, he met his mother, became a relative to his mother, and gave birth to me and Haozhi Such lovely children, you see your daughter and I look beautiful, talented, and strong in martial arts, don't you feel a little relieved and proud? Fang Xiao blinked mischievously, but her pale face due to serious injuries really didn't add points to her naughtiness, but was a little funny.
Fang Jianzhang thought of his wife's strong and gentle face, and then looked at his daughter who had been trying to amuse him, and forcibly endured the sourness of wanting to cry, and expanded the curvature of the corners of his mouth.
Although I am still sad because of the prime minister's affairs, but thinking about my previous life, it is indeed not all bad.
In the past, he thought too much about the prime minister, because he always felt that as a man, he should repay his kindness. But he forgot that as a man, he should also take responsibility for his wife, children, and the people who followed him in the general's mansion.
He suddenly felt that the road ahead was not so confused. From today onwards, he has to hold up a happy sky for his sons and daughters to live happily and comfortably.
"Daddy's fine. You take care of your injuries, and Dad will take care of the rest of the matter. Fang Jianzhang tucked the corners of the quilt for Fang Xiaoyu and touched Fang Xiaoyu's hair, but he didn't find that the barrier between him and Fang Xiaoyu seemed to disappear at this moment.
In the past, even if he had the heart to have a good relationship with his daughter and had been trying to remedy his mistakes, he still had a sense of superiority as an elder.
And at this moment, the title unconsciously changed from "father" to "you father and me", which is the proof that he completely put down the shelf and was honest with his daughter.
Fang Xiaoyu grinned at the corners of his mouth, he didn't reject such a bloody thing as being touched on the head, but a kind of warmth grew in his heart.
A long-lost, beloved warmth.
From which life? She began to refuse the care and love of others, and she also became a person who would not care about and love others.
It was as if tens of thousands of years had passed, and the memories that had been hidden in the deepest part of her mind and sealed by her began to awaken gradually.
She finally remembered that she herself at the beginning was also a happy person who would love others and be loved by others.
Very happy and happy people.
And now, she wants to get back to the self she was once very happy and happy with.
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