675 A Bloody Life
Ou Kuangda and Yiyi chose to compromise, this is also something I want to see, I don't know what they think at this time, maybe it's because Luo Meng came to my house, right? Maybe they could see that my parents were angry, they were thinking about me, and I was really grateful to them. Romance debuts
After eating, Ou Kuangda and Yiyi both left, but when they left, I knew that Yiyi and I were going to face the questioning of the revolutionary father and the matchmaker, I stood in the corridor, watched Ou Kuangda and the two leave, and then looked at my revolutionary father and matchmaker.
"Mom and Dad......"
"Mengmeng, don't say it, we all know it, how could your mother and I not believe in our son? It's not easy for you and Qi Lei, since Qi Lei is so fond of you, you must cherish and love her, if one day I find out that you treat her badly and hurt Qi Lei, I will definitely not spare you. ”
The revolutionary father said words that I didn't expect, but when I heard the words of the revolutionary father, my heart instantly relaxed, no longer as heavy as just now, and a smile appeared on my face.
"Yes, your dad is right, if you dare to bully Qi Lei, I will never spare you, Qi Lei has liked you since she was in college, you don't even know the slightest, let the relationship between you be in such a state, it's all because of you, so you can do it yourself."
The matchmaker said the same, her expression was so strict, but the smile on my face became even thicker.
I looked at Qi Lei, who was standing beside us, smiled slightly, and then said to the revolutionary father and matchmaker: "Don't worry, parents, since I have decided to marry Qi Lei, I will give her happiness." ”
As I spoke, I took Qi Lei's hand and held it tightly, giving her the best sense of security, I knew that her heart needed such warmth.
"That's good, let's prepare for the wedding these days, and call all the relatives and friends when the time comes."
The revolutionary father also appeared with a faint smile, his strict face finally changed a little, and everyone smiled, Qi Lei smiled very beautifully at this time, and at this time I looked at the smile of the family, I was very happy, especially Tom, the little guy, laughed very appropriately.
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Time passes day by day, since my parents came, the home has become much warmer, these days are also my happiest time, these days I accompany my parents every day, with Qi Lei and Tom in Hangzhou to play, eating delicious food, now one day to get married, I am full of expectations, in fact, for me, this is the second time to get married, and it is also the same Chinese wedding, but it is completely different from the first time, I have experienced too many feelings, together and separated too many times, and this time I believe that they will be together forever, those who love me and those I love have left me, and they have their own happiness, and at this time I also need to have my own happiness, but happiness is coming, I am nervous, or maybe afraid.
Walking in the world of night, I walked alone, looking at the lights on the side of the road, looking at the night that had begun, the starlight hung all over the sky, the vast sky gave me some unspeakable depression, I don't know why I walked and walked to the bar, this bar with too many stories, I walked into the bar and unconsciously walked to the round table where I had always sit, there were a lot of people in the bar, but it was not messy, everyone was confident listening to the singer sitting on the stage playing the guitar singing, familiar melody, familiar song, And then there is a familiar atmosphere, I became a member of this place, silently drank wine, tomorrow is the wedding day, but I have a different love than happiness, maybe it is also a kind of happiness, right?
I stayed in the bar for a while, listened to five songs, drank some wine, and then had some urgency, so I came to the bathroom of the bar, and then when I was about to walk into the men's bathroom, I heard a very familiar voice, I stopped my pace in an instant, my face changed, maybe a little shaky just now, but at this time it was extremely serious, listening carefully to her words.
She returned to Hangzhou, maybe to work, but when I listened to her more and more high-pitched voice, my face was full of shock, in addition to shock is shock, the whole person is in a state of confusion, the truth of the matter turned out to be like this, why did God do this to me? Does God think I suck? To torture me like this......
Listening to her call, I forgot to move for a while, I was standing in the corridor, and then I saw her coming out of the bathroom, when she saw me, her face instantly appeared shocked, and I saw her was extremely uncomfortable, I felt that I still had not forgotten her, all the depression was completely released at this moment, but I still tried to keep calm, because I thought that I was going to get married tomorrow, but I wanted to talk to her and ask her a word.
I looked at her, no one spoke, just silent, even if someone went to the toilet walked into the bathroom or walked out of the bathroom, we didn't pay attention, just in the corridor of the bar, looking at each other, and then after a while, she was finally leaving, and as if she didn't know me, she was about to leave without saying a word, and I quickly grabbed her arm and didn't let her leave, she was struggling, but she didn't speak, she struggled with silence, and I was bound with heartache, I finally couldn't be silent at this time, and said to her in a trembling voice, "Why? Why don't you make it clear to me and lie to me instead? Why don't you let me face it with you? ”
My words made her pause for a moment, but she didn't speak immediately, but turned her back to me, paused for a moment, and finally spoke, but still with her back to me.
"Why? Did I tell you anything could change? I am a member of the Li family, I have been bound from the moment I was born, even if I once wanted to escape from that family and live an ordinary life, but in the end I still did not escape, when the Li family was in danger, only by sacrificing me could I keep the Li family, I also had to complete my last words to my father, I need to marry him, I can keep the Li family by marrying him, and I can also let my father leave this world with a smile if I am engaged to him, I don't mean to deceive you, because I know that even if I sue you for the truth, I can't change anything, You can't keep the Li family for me, and I have to fulfill my father's last words. ”
Qingshu's voice trembled more than mine, obviously how much she has suffered during this period of time, how much pain her heart has? And she is a woman who has to face such tribulations, the fall of her family, the death of her father, and being hated fiercely, how funny is my pain for her? At this time, I only have one love, that is, I feel that I am too small to help her at all. Because she knows that I am weak, all the so-called hardships will not be told to me, but choose to face it by herself, choose to break up with me, my fists are clenched tightly, my heart is pounding, the speed is at the limit, I feel like I can't breathe, my hand grabbing her arm unconsciously relaxed, yes, as she said, even if she sued me at the time, her family was in trouble, and when his father was dying, she asked her to marry her Shangguan Yun, I couldn't do anything, I could only choose to break up, Seeing her suffering, I felt uncomfortable, and Qingshu obviously didn't want to burden me, so I felt uncomfortable, so I chose to hide it, acted as a bad person, and was hated by me.
Just when I was a little relaxed, Qingshu she opened me, and was about to leave quickly, my outstretched hand still kept moving, and my eyes could only be opened, I asked the question I wanted to ask, and I knew the answer, and I was going to get married tomorrow, Qingshu She also had to complete the last words left by her father, for me there was no reason for my steps to step up, but when her figure disappeared from my sight, I took a step, ran quickly, and shouted loudly at the same time.
"Qingshu, Qingshu, etc."
However, when I ran out of the corridor and came to the bar, I didn't see Qingshu at all, she seemed to have never appeared, I thought she left the bar, so I quickly chased out of the bar, I didn't get drunk at this time, but when I ran out of the bar and stood in the night world, I didn't see Qingshu's figure, I kept shouting, kept shouting, and my eyes were anxiously looking for her figure, but there was nothing except the night, a car drove very fast from the road, Most of the shops are dark, the street lamps light up the world, she disappeared, and I was in tears, the tears that had already been rolling in my eyes couldn't hold back anymore, the sudden situation made me a little relieved, it turned out that Qingshu has always loved me, but this love lost to life, I sighed in addition to sighing, I stood in place and spinning, the world is three-dimensional, I felt dizzy, I smelled loneliness, but also a kind of helplessness, maybe I and Qingshu should never be together, right? An easy life allows us to meet, but a difficult life separates us, but there is no trace of temper in the separation.
I felt that I was a person who had lost a qiē, a guy who was so weak that he had nothing, the feeling of powerlessness filled my body again, I felt that my soul was broken, I squatted on the ground, blown by the cold wind, I suddenly found that the sky in Hangzhou was so cold, the wind rolled up my hair, and my cheeks were sluggish.
"How can I forget this kind of departure? What is the wilderness? What is the sea dry and rotten? What has always been together? It turns out that they can't compete with the word life. ”