"I can't say it either." Li Xuan said softly. "Maybe three or five months, maybe a year and a half, or maybe ......"

Xiyan hurriedly raised his head and asked anxiously, "Maybe what?" ”

Li Xuan smiled embarrassedly, "Since it is a war, there are always many unknowns. Where is the certainty? ”

Xiyan was silent. She was very confused and afraid, and she felt that she had a lot to say to him...... But in the end, she only slowly calmed down with the sound of his steady heartbeat.

Seeing that Xiyan was silent again, Li Xuan's hand stroked her hair, "Xiyan, take good care of yourself and wait for me to come back." He bowed his head and pecked her smooth forehead, "By then, we can hunt on horseback, cook wine around the fire, or," he smiled, "if you still like to go to the garden to catch crickets and climb the trees to see the stars, as you did when you were a child...... I'll do it with you, okay? ”

Once upon a time...... Xi Yan's heart tightened, and her eyes widened vigorously, for fear that tears would fall. If she was still Xiyan five years ago, she was still the Xiyan who liked him wholeheartedly and wanted to marry him, and even, if she was still a new wife a few months ago and wanted to get a little bit of his care and love, she would definitely agree without even thinking about it. But now......

A "good" word stuck in her throat, and the pain made her breathless.

They sat silently, she didn't answer, and he didn't ask any more questions. I don't know how long it took, but Xiyan finally fell asleep quietly in his arms. He knew that Xiyan couldn't sleep well because she always had a bad night, so the doctor specially prescribed her a decoction to calm her nerves, thinking that the effect of the medicine had already played a role.

Li Xuan gently carried her to the bed, and reached out to help her cover the quilt. On the long eyelashes, there seemed to be undried tears.

Xiyan, in fact, you still care a little bit about me in your heart, don't you?

A thousand words, only turned into a silent sigh in the bottom of my heart.

They, after all, are still ...... There's no going back.

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Li Xuan has been very busy these days, except for the first night she came back, they have not seen each other again.5./books/21/21087/

Sun and Moon God Meow (Sword Three + Western Fantasy). In fact, it is not true, although she did not see him, he could see her every day, but she was already asleep by then. Xiyan is also very conflicted, sometimes she thinks, just stop drinking medicine, and wait for him to come and talk to him or something. But when it was time to drink the medicine, she was cowardly again, and only hoped that she could fall asleep quickly after drinking, so as not to be embarrassed when facing him.

But tomorrow he will be gone...... Will he come tonight? Xiyan was bored and picked up the snacks on the table and ate them. Although she likes sweets, she can only eat such one, and she feels tired of it no matter how much she wants, but Li Xuan obviously doesn't like to eat sweet things, but she was able to eat a plate last time, which is really strange...... She thought about it for a while, and suddenly remembered that day she said that she would go home and make him a snack.

Although she disdained to please him, he made an exception to allow her to be reunited with her family for so long, and she should do something in return for him.

Xiyan comforted herself like this, and began to get busy.

Making pastries is a tedious task, and if Xiyan wants to make it more exquisite, it takes a lot of time. She was busy in the kitchen for most of the day, and she didn't even have time to use lunch, so she finally finished it in the afternoon. Since she did it, it was impossible for Li Xuan to eat only one of them, so she decorated it again and personally sent one to Eniang and Ning Ruo. Lao Fujin was naturally happy to see that she was willing to put so much effort into it, and a few days ago she and Li Xuan's affairs also made her worry a lot, and now seeing that the two of them should be reconciled, she naturally likes it in her heart, so she pulled her to praise her. As for Ning Ruo, she was originally gentle and considerate, and she was full of praise for the dim sum she made.

"What a coincidence of your hand." Ning Ruo smiled, "It's just that it's so good-looking, why are people willing to eat it?" "The flowers in full bloom on the plate, colorful, and gorgeous, are as if they were real.

"Sister Ning Ruo, don't laugh at me." Xiyan's face turned red. "My sister is proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, which is really a coincidence. I'm just a little thing. ”

"Don't be presumptuous. If nothing else, I can't make this snack anyway. Ning Ruo smiled gently, "It's been a few days since you went home, but I'm always busy, and I haven't had time to see you." Is it good to be on the body? ”

"I'm fine, thank you Sister Ning Ruo for your concern." Xiyan bowed her head respectfully.

A trace of hesitation flashed in Ning Ruo's eyes, and she took her hand, "Xiyan, in fact, seeing you like this now, my sister is also very sad. She looked at Xi Yan sincerely and said, "We have grown up together since childhood, what kind of person Li Xuan is, you should know as well as me." Although it looks the most gentle and polite, it is ...... in his bones Sometimes it's too cold. She saw that Xiyan's face changed slightly, so she said a little unbearably, "Although he only married you because he couldn't bear to see you marry Mongolia far away, and he wanted to relieve you from the siege, but since you are already his person, he should also take good care of you." But he ......"

Xiyan's face was a little pale, and he smiled reluctantly, "Sister Ning Ruo, Lord Wang, he ...... Very good for me. ”

"It's really hard for you," Ning Ruo looked at her pitifully, "and was still speaking for him at this time." ”

"No," Xiyan said hurriedly, not knowing whether she was afraid that she wouldn't believe it, or if she was afraid that she wouldn't believe it, "He was willing to let me go home and pick me up in person, he ...... It's really good for me. Her voice grew quieter and quieter, until at last she could no longer hear herself. In fact, she didn't know what she wanted to argue, Ning Ruo said, wasn't it something she already knew? But when it comes out of other people's mouths, she still minds.

"It's good, it's really good." Ning Ruo followed her and said, "He will always be good to you like this." She patted her hand, "E-Niang has already reprimanded him, if he doesn't treat you well, even I won't pay attention to him in the future." ”

Xiyan didn't remember what Ning Ruo told him later, and she didn't remember how she got out, but her mind was muddy and uncomfortable.

"Gege, what's wrong with you?" Xia Shuang asked curiously. She was simple-minded and young, although she also listened to what Ning Ruo said just now, but because what she said was something she had known for a long time, she didn't feel that there was anything wrong, "You shouldn't be hungry, right?" "I've been so busy that I haven't eaten anything except a piece of snack, aren't you hungry?

Xiyan nodded fiercely, "Yes, I'm just hungry, very hungry." ”